Custom I decided to settle on. Most of this is tailored to sticking points I’ve either encountered or things I wanted to be more mindful of.
The overall theme and goal in this custom is to forge my own path and let go of this need to fit in within the conventional sense. Also to embrace my own inner power and stop manipulative people and situations in their tracks. I generally like WANTED more than Ascension, Ascension had a tendency to make me overly aggressive but I didn’t know how to channel it. WANTED is more of a cold detached vibe which works better with conflict or dealing with people. Plus of course the physical shifting in WANTED is something I’m interested in. And also looking to overcome my hangups around sex in general.
It’s definitely more of an experimental approach. I have some modules in there to counter balance things like Furious Ascent. It’s a hard approach, but I’m trying to keep it balanced so I don’t end up with panic attacks or something. More like gradual progression into realizing freedom vs pushing myself into situations I’m not ready for and damaging myself worse.
Ultimately at the core of my being I want something more out of the world, but over the years I’ve been stuck. It’s going to be both a gentle and firm approach to my growth. I don’t know if this is what I need, but given my tendency to avoid I think focusing more on forward progression vs internal healing is ideal for me.
Epigenetics and DNA modulator
The merger of worlds
Joie de Vivre