Today was one of those interesting days. An emotional rollercoaster ride for me. Started off really nice. I was calm and very happy. Today, by the way was my first day off.
So I was busy patting myself on the back thinking that everything was falling into place.
After all, I was running two healing subs, with some pretty good results. I was happy and calm. What was there to complain about? could life get any better?
And then it happened. It was like everybody and their uncle was disrespecting me. In some instances laughing at me. But when I looked at them, they would stop… In other instances giving me a dirty look. etc.
I was really pissed for several hours afterwards. It wasn’t until I got home that I began to calm down.
Can’t wait to see what happens on my second rest day.
I remember when I first start Khan TB, I was getting ready to do a project and everything that could go wrong seemed to go wrong. But the funny thing is, within a few hours the problem would resolve itself.
At one point in time, I had to email the person I was working for and tell her, that I would have to bow out. That there was no way that I could fulfill my end. For several hours afterwards i was walking around bummed out.
Later, when I checked my email, she told me no problem and not to worry about it!!
The pattern was, a problem would occur, then it would resolve itself. Then as soon as that problem was resolved a new one would happen. And on and on it went for several days.