Regeneration + Limitless + WANTED (all ZP). A healing journal

Journals - Major Programs
#1

So ladies and gentlemen, I decided to temporarily start this stack after using the previous one, of which I leave the link below:

Because after being in contact with a certain girl (I named her Goth-girl), I started noticing negative patterns and traumas surfacing, as a consequence of having been in contact with her. The problem is not her, but it is me, in fact I realized that every time I looked into a potential relationship with someone, the latter seemed to move away (maybe it was just my impression), and this made me suffer, made me attack with a toxic need and it hurt me. So I decided to add Regeneration ZP above all to find a cure for all these ills that I have inside that make me have unhealthy relationships with some people/girls, and to cure myself of inner ills. I also added Limitless, as in the previous stack, for academic study, and Wanted, because I still want to have a seduction component.
I decided to arbitrarily keep Wanted and Limitless separate by putting them on separate days, just to avoid creating conflicts between healing and seduction, and to allow time for both of them to process on the aforementioned rest days.

The Stack will be as follows:

Day 1: Regeneration + Limitless
Day 2: Rest Day
Day 3: Wanted

Additively, here are the first results I had on the first day of listening:

1/02/2022
Regeneration - Day 1
Limitless - Day 4

Total days of the cycle: 1 of 21

  1. I dreamed of having moved for a while to the upper part of another city, I could see the whole city from there. I felt good and excited by the novelty and the prospect of the magnificent things I could do in this new place. Does the dream mean a new beginning? I remember that I was thinking how much girls I would have known, but also goth-girl came to my mind, that made me a little sad, because by living in this new city, she was even further away from me. The feeling of sadness gone away quickly.

  2. After waking up, I already feel better and less connected to that girl. Regeneration is miraculous. Let’s see what else it has to offer.

  3. It seems to me that Regeneration makes me less imperturbable about things, for example I felt the need for goth-girl’s texts reduced, and even seeing another guy with her in one of her instagram stories didn’t shake me. I feel everything in a more minimal way. Let’s see if something will happen that will shake me or if Regeneration is working on the right things to make me independent and care free.

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Foxdie ZP Journal (Wanted + Limitless + PS)
#2

Regeneration - Day 2
Limitless - Day 5
Wanted - Day 6 (Rest)

Total days of the cycle: 5

  1. This morning I woke up anxious and feeling desperate. I have dreamed about the goth-girl and I feel a fear of losing her or something similar.
    I’m scared…

  2. Last night I remember looking at the others in the pub and I thought “why should a girl choose me? Look how many people there are better than me, maybe I am not enough”. Holy God! How much I hate this feeling when it appears.

  3. I notice that my sexual appetite has been low for days. I haven’t done porn or sexual stuff in a long time.

  4. I tried to watch porn as a counter example for point 3) and the only thing I felt doing it is a feeling of crap.

#3
  1. I’m having a lot of doubts about myself and about my worth at the moment.
#4

Hi, this is quite normal when listening to Regeneration.

I dont know how deep are your traumas and low self-esteem wounds, but you can expect quiet a lot of moments of intense and unpleasant sensations. To me most intense ones came during the first 5 day break. At one point I was thinking I am going looney.
I just ended my second break tho and this time I didn’t even notice anything. So you just need to keep going no matter what.

I think that you will have better results if you focus on 1 or 2 tracks.
When I was on 3 ZPs I was barely feeling anything, but 2 made a real difference.

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#5

absolutely! I have chosen this path and will follow it to the end

you are right, it would be lighter to listen to only 2 ZP, but of these 3 at the moment I absolutely need them. If in a few days I notice too big problems, I will remove one of them.

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#6

A typo in the journal title:

Wanded = WANTED

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#7

Thank you!

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#8

Regeneration - Day 2 (Rest)
Limitless - Day 5 (Rest)
Wanted - Day 6 (Rest)

Total days of the cycle: 6

  1. I noticed tha doing noFap makes me needy.

  2. This stack is heavy anyway and it is the third day that I don’t feel good. First thought: I don’t want to do it anymore.

  3. I had some fear during the day: I am afraid that goth-girl will see me as needy and turn away from me. I am also afraid that she will get bored of me and that she will walk away. I’m also afraid that other men are better than me.

  4. In the end it is I who am falling into a hypnosis, I am going deeper and deeper into a sense of desperation for that girl. I don’t see her as involved as I am, and while I am fixated on her alone, she has so many other guys texting her and looking for her. In short, I am in Oneitis and she is not.
    From now on I must act with my vision in mind, “as if” I know it will never fail and every action will eventually lead me to that vision. I have to have faith in my self and let go the neediness.

  5. I have a half idea of ​​continuing this stack but increasing the rest days to two.

  6. I have a desire to go back to being the myself I was before I meet goth-girl. I was a dick, thoughtless and didn’t seek the opinion of others. I was almost numb at times, which made me independent. Approaching goth-girl made me a man without balls, I became weak and inept, too cheesy, undertone and looking for her attention and her approval.
    It’s time for me to wake up and go back to what I was. She is nothing but a girl like many others, she play the victim, but in the end she is smart, and she is a bit of a social butterfly. It’s time for someone (me) to make her feel like a real woman.

#9

Regeneration - Day 2 (Rest 2)
Limitless - Day 5 (Rest 2)
Wanted - Day 6 (Rest 2)

Total days of the cycle: 7

  1. The first feeling I felt this morning was a feeling of despair, then with the awakening it turned into a slight anger.

  2. Maybe I should stop with this stack, I have negative emotions for the fourth day.

  3. I have a toxic need for goth-girl attention, I’m also afraid that now that she knows me better she doesn’t find me more intriguing (which is surely just an illusion of my mind), but I’m giving too much importance to what she thinks of me. I am me, and I don’t care what she thinks or thought of me, I just have to be myself (in the end she said that my company is beautiful, so there is no arguing).

  4. I acknowledge that I am not assertive enough and do not pursue my wishes properly. I am too passive. Last Wednesday, I and goth-girl were looking in each others eyes with a sexual look, I had to take her by the hand and tell her to come with me that I wanted to talk to her, and then kiss her after isolated her. Fuck! I must be more of a man! Come on!
    I worry too much about what others would think, I worry about hurting someone, but at this point it is better to be rude and selfish than to regret not having tried.

  5. I’m slowly coming back to myself, I have already ascertained that goth-girl is not the only woman in the world and today I felt this more while I was looking at some girls on instagram, and by doing it I got the desire to meet other women. The more thoughts of fixation on goth-girl appear, the more I understand that I must never again allow a woman to make me obsess over her and get me into Oneitis. I am glad that after this reasoning a feeling of attraction for other women has taken over, because it means that I am slowly healing and understanding. It has been a while since I have continued to have the following thought about goth-girl, that is that she is “the victim”, but in the end she knows what she is doing and she is smart and loves the attention of men (I can’t trust anyone unfortunately until she falls in my hands), I can’t know for sure, but prevention is better than cure.
    The more emotionally independent I become, the more I can seduce her or any other woman from a strong place.

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#10

Hello @FoxDie.

I was wondering if you had purchased Ascension.

#11

Yes, I have it.

#12

I have been reading your journals. What are you wanting to achieve over the next 90 days, and how do you think you have been making progress towards what you want since January of this year?

#13

I just finished a 21 day cycle with Regeneration solo with an offline journal, I needed to heal some traumas from the past and I have had good results that have made me overcome many traumas, but the improvement never ends and there is still some work to be done.
I’m currently in washout, waiting to start my next stack. I chose to focus on PS + Spartan + Limitless, because my goals are seduction, academic study and training.

#14

How would you know if you are making progress in the direction you want?

In other words if I was watching a movie of your life become what you want it to be, what would I see?

#15

You would see me with a better physique, me with better grades in college (or a degree), and you would see me in the company of women whose company I appreciate (and better seduction skills and knowledge).

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#16

@RVconsultant Could I kindly ask you to close this journal? Thanks.

#17