Saturday Jan 31, 2026 Entry
Day 9 of Stack with experimental listening pattern.
- 15 min EOG Stage 1
- 7 min Emperor: Crown & Capital
- 8 min new WANTED (later in day)
Sunday Feb 1, 2026 Entry
Rest day.
The five days were super cold. Today was not as cold so I take a walk around, listen to Youtube, get some fresh air.
I came back from my walk. For whatever reason, I was checking on a few girls I like in the past from online social media. At first, I felt some regret for not taking chances. Then I remind myself that me back then before starting SubClub is different than me now. I was not bold enough and was not great with female cues and body language. My 20s in terms of romance was not great as I did not put women as high priority. I wanted to focus on myself.
I don’t know who reads my journal these days (except for Saint & Fire I think). In my stacks, I do keep a wealth title always. Before starting here, my finances and careers were not too great. It is slightly better now but the job market in my area is difficult still. I sort of resort to investing with my part-time gig. (I used to trade crypto from the first RICH Crypto custom but I do long term holds now). Even before starting here, I followed the financial markets a lot. I was a big Max Keiser fan since 2016 until his show ended on Youtube around 2022.
Learning about financial markets, how markets move, inflation and how it affects regular people has changed my perspectives on things. It has changed my values too in who I want as a partner.
In a previous post, I think I mentioned about new WANTED not doing much. Looking at it now, the changes that have occurred for me are more internal. Learn from the past, focus on the present and find your swag. Maybe I should find that old version of me where I used to dance some hip-hop for fun in my university days. The Japanese girl group XG with the song Left Right is super catchy. Gets me going as of late.
I also have been finding videos about detachment. Mostly from Andrea Schulman on Youtube.