pondering on the process here .
for instance was thinking …(that all i do these days …doing nothing …sleep .atretching.smoking pot .watching Elite (netflix).broke up 1 month ago with my wife …so nothing special apart from me gathering strength by touching real base with my entire being …
so
listening to emperor and rich …and was like …hmm …ok …but …wouldnt my high locs(levels of cosniousness as per Dr Hawkins scale) be challenged?
I mean I am an 11 in numerology and an empath blah blah .reached some super advanced loc at some point in my life …and ever since all i have been doing is grounding myself and ransferring massive packages of info for these states …
stuff like that
so ,my question is …as I dont keep a diary since I started this journay (14 days of emperor black and rich that is ) .do i have "FREE WILL " in regards to messing and playing around with various modalities ?like you know ? magic ? crystals ? sounds ?drugs ? etc