Yes it is a great program, but in my case I just need to start doing something again out in society even though it looks like a zoo to me. Love Bomb fH has been great though it is a game changer because it has such a great effect on others in your surroundings, it heals others.
The girl from last week, whose curly hair I made fun ofā¦She actually straightened it and posted it on her story
I replied
āawh how cute, you listenedā
āLooks goodā
And she was like
āI donāt usually follow orders, you should come out tonightā.So I did, came to the bar around 1:00 am she was already drunk out of her mind. When I got there she looked so suprised⦠āYou came! Wtf itās 1:15, who shows up to a bar this late?
āI was working, Iām a busy manā I said all nonchalant.
āYeah, probably f*cking other girls ā
Then one of the guys said āBuddy was definitely smashing before comingā (Everyone thinks Iām a fuck boy now, itās hilarious.) Anyways, as I go to the bar to get a drinkā¦her stupid āpromiscuousā friend peer pressured her into letting two dudes run a Thomas the tank on her
So that was a huge flop
Whatever, she wasnāt that hot tbh.
I spat my drink ma dude
Completely random, but I just found out I have a photographic memoryā¦
Maybe not the greatest one, but itās kinda cool nevertheless
Iāve noticed something
Iām an extrovert at heart. See, I used to think I was a introvert; but it turns out Iām not. It was through bad experiences growing up, traumas that left a mark on me. They made me act more quiet, more reserved. But thatās not who I am at my coreā¦
When I think back to all the lonely times in my life, (and their were a lot) I was always miserable. On one hand, I didnāt want to talk to anyone because of all the negative emotions I felt, but at the same time; deep down it was all I wantedā¦Just someone, anyone to lend out a helping hand. To say āHey, is everything alright?ā
But no one ever did⦠all the people I used to call my friends, not one of them ever reached out. Actually, their was one or two, but I already considered them family.
Itās kind of sad, Iād smile at them in the hallway; Iād wish them a happy birthday. But I never got anything in returnā¦
Just got hit with some harsh recon after running my custom last night.
After deciding to drop CWON, Ive played Diamond, Sex Mastery, RICH, Primal, Primal Seduction and Wanted. Iām usually not one to run more than three titles, but this was as a result of not knowing what I wanted.
And honestly Iām still not entirely sure. For the moment Iāll be sticking with my Stark custom + Wanted. As for the third, idk. Sometimes I think Sex Mastery is the way to go, sometimes I think Primal Seduction is what I need, sometimes I think LBFW would be really nice. Ive even considered minds eye, and Heartsong.
I just canāt figure it out, why is this so difficult?
Whatās funny is parts of Diamond, Sex Mastery, Primal, Primal Seduction are in Wanted so that recon can be avoided
Actually I think Stark custom + Wanted + LBFH might be interesting to try for you, thatās actually what Iām thinking of trying but Iām not sure how it compares to Libertine.
R E C O N
True, true
I was thinking the same, Iāve been feeling drawn to it for a while. Could be a interesting ride with Wanted and my custom
Libertine was one Iāve considered too, donāt have much experience with it though
I might try it if I do I will let you know if itās not too powerful for you to use
Libertine is good as well but Iām a bit worried that Libertine was the reason guys weāre aggressive with me when I ran it before. I thought it was Wanted but my custom and previous experience tells me otherwise (If anything people love me even more after putting it in my custom) but Libertine is a bit worrying for me.
What cached my eye about LBFH is that if I add Wanted with it could make people love me even more which could be an interesting effect.
Yeah thatās the kind of effect Iām after. Itās one thing to have girls want you, but having them head over heels in love with you, just completely obsessed and at your mercy⦠now thatās what Iām talking about
But I have one worry about LBFH, some have said that it made them enjoy their job less and put less effort into giving good work performance so Iām kind like in a confused situation because if thatās the case their is no way Iām running LBFH then.
You kind of already have that with the curly hair girl and the two dudes from the bar
Thatās sounds strange⦠what about LBFH would cause that? I mean I get theirs some healing. Could just be recon.
Hereās the post mentioning it: The Wanted Celebrity - The MĆ©lange Of Attractiveness - #149 by CyberTate
Now Iām really not sure if itās LBFH causing this or the people running it already didnāt like their jobs (Similar to how Emperor makes you want to switch jobs) or already had issues with fatigue and LBFH just made it more apparent.
I mean maybe⦠idk. And what do you meant the two guys from the bar? The ones that ran a train on her?
Idc if sheās obsessed with me or not, she needs Jesus

I mean maybe⦠idk. And what do you meant the two guys from the bar? The ones that ran a train on her?
Exactly P.S you already know this but Iām 100% joking about this.

Exactly
P.S you already know this but Iām 100% joking about this.
I know
This dude looks like singer Future
Social anxiety is way down since beginning this custom. Socializing is starting to become normal and easy for me. Iām no longer overthinking every aspect of the interaction, making eye context is easier, I no longer feel the need to rush my sentences, or talk over the other person.
My pronunciation and eloquence has improved, my voice maintains a deeper tone especially when I raise my voice now.