How about more rest?
Day 1: Stark (15 mins)
Day 2 and 3: Rest
Day 4: Primal &CWON (Full 15 mins)
Day 5: Rest
Day 6: ASC (Full 7 mins)
Day 7 and 8: Rest
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Good idea, Iāll give this a go!
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This schedule works well, but during the last week of this cycle, I encountered some of the harshest reconciliation Iāve ever experienced.
Every single issue that plagues me came to the fore front of my mind, one after another. It felt like mental torture, it finally subsided after 3 days but my god, not only was I ready to quit subs; but I just felt like quitting everything. Theirs just so many obstacles I need to overcome. I started thinking, that itās impossible. That Iām just destined to be a failure.
Now I feel much better, Iām on day 3 of my washout and on going camping for the next week. So I may just extend this washout for the entirety of this trip.
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My sister graduated High school this year, and itās made me reflect a lot. I cannot believe itās been 4 years since I graduated, it went by so fast. I started thinking about what Iāve accomplished in the last 4 yearsā¦ and while Iām proud of many of the things Iāve done; I still feel like Iām moving too slow.
Iāve realized that itās mostly because Iām unorganized, I start one thing, then move onto another l, then another etc. And then I look back and think āif only I had stuck to this one thing, Iād be much better offā.
Now Stark has really been helping me in this regard. Iām becoming more organized, more disciplined and Iām starting to do things more consciously rather than just operate on auto pilot. Overall, I think Iām headed in the right direction 
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Iām on a camping trip for the next week. This should give CWON some time to really shine.
Yesterday I decided to take the kayak out, I went to an island about 10 minutes off the shore. I had the music blasting, a little Rumpari in my cup; it was nice. I got to the island, pulled my boat up and just took it all in. The view was gorgeous. To my left their were a bunch of nice boats anchored in the Bay. To my right you had people wakeboarding, tubing, para sailing, jet skiing.
I found a smooth and flat area and sat down, and for the first time in a long time; I felt relaxed and completely at peace. I put a few songs on queue, lit a small Cuban cigar and enjoyed the view.
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Iām reviving my custom, with discounted zp rebuildsā¦ why tf not? I only stopped using it because it was built in QV2ā¦
Some of the modules arenāt as ideal as they once were but nevertheless, this custom will do me good
I like the dominion Lion combo 
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Me too 
Ran the custom and so far itās making me feel:
- Very masculine
- Strong (Internally and externally)
- Like a total smart ass.
Submodel alpha, Dragons tongue, and Manipulus have really been noticeable. I played it right before bed and I had so many different dreams about people from my past. I canāt recall much but I just remember verbally destroying everyone, like on some next level Ben Shapiro/ Andrew Tate type shit 
The recon felt weird, I donāt know how to really describe it. It felt intense, but also very personal if that makes sense? Like the dreams and emotions that they provoked felt very unique compared to previous titles. I guess thatās largely to do with the fact that this is a name embedded custom. (Duh lol)
Whatās making you feel so strong, do you think it is from Dominion, Lion IV?
Oh and you also have 3 Cores which is (apparently) not advised. But I want my own 3 Core Custom :s
Letās see if it works out for you 
Oh and probably Invincible Presenceā¦
Definitely these three. They give stark more of a dominant and masculine edge for sure.
I donāt think so, my Qv2 custom had the stacking module, not the sanguine core. Iām assuming they just left it out
Iām gonna make a custom with 3 cores and see what happens lol
Sanguine Module does not exist anymore lol
Will you make a journal? 
Possibly lol
But Iām doing 2 customs lol 1 with 3 cores and 1 with 2
Yeah so unless they automatically swapped it for the core (which I donāt own) then itās a two core custom.
But I have no real way of knowing for sure
Iām sure you are golden hehe 
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Randomly got invited by a chick to go out tnā¦
Letās see where this goes
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Last night was LIT (Pt 1)
Went to a club downtown and it was fun but things felt offā¦ not really sure why, maybe I was going through a bit of recon. Anyways Iāll get to that.
I was there with two other dudes I knew and two girls that were maddd fine, and The two dudes were kindaā¦ idk just, there. Girls werenāt interested in them.
But me, mannnā¦ āomg youāre soo hooottā āisnāt he like a total model?ā. It was funny, at one point the one girl asks me āHow do you not have a girlfriend? Youāre super hot and really funny. Do you just play the field? Do you not really care?ā
Like she seemed very intrigued by me. After, her friend just said āYeah heās definitely a f*ckboyā. āHeās totally drowning in _______ā
I wishā¦ but Iāll let them think it 
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PT 2
One of the girls had mad connections around the area. She got us on the guest list, so we skipped the line. Right before I walked in, I noticed a girl quickly glance at me. Not only was she a girl I went to high school with, but the night I first ran my customā¦ she was in my dreamā¦ with that SAME LOOK on her face.
Shit was mad weird not gonna lie.
So we get in, grab drinks, and meet another friend of ours. Everything was cool. At one point it was just us, he asked what Iām doing nowadays and I did the same. And then the convo just died. Felt a bit awkward. And this really irritates me because this is a pattern Iāve noticed with myself.
When I talk to people, especially catching up with old friends, it always feels very surface level. Thereās no depth, theirs no real connection. Itās like I donāt know how to open up to people. It really bothers me because I want to make more friends and have connections (like that girl I was talking about earlier). But I just overthink every aspect of socializing, theirs no flow to it.
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