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Cant recall i said that
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Mucuna Rocks
I make tinktures(realy high concentration)
I call them One Drop Wonder
Mucuna
Ginseng
Rhodiola
Ashwaganda
Tribulus
Gotu cola
Schizzandra
Taiga
Macca
Ginko bilboa
Milk thistle
Etc etc
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Just wanted to drop this here, to prove my comments above “wrong”. There is always the spiritual/physical conflict of resignation/asceticism that I am currently going through. This is in regards to whether one should participate in reformation of the physical world, even if it seems hopeless.
“According to tradition, there is no conflict between spiritual authority and temporal power; rather, the two are bound in an organic and hierarchic relation. When the two functions are instead set in contrast with one another or separated, a cycle of decadence begins; a cycle destined to end with the complete rejection of all authority.”
This split, represents the individuals rejection of the eternal within us. Using spirituality to overcome the physical is not enough, and this is in alignment with Buddha’s middle path, which is to be in balance with the physical and to be our true purpose/existence. My issue is simply the amount of (Pain, Grief, Fear) someone/I experiences when trying to reconciliation the absurdity of our current society, asceticism is really the only option for a lot of people. This emotional response and the subsequent withering/recoiling is our eternal self rejecting the (false) temporal (physical) authority. This recoiling/withering is the weakening process, the cumulative effect leads to spiritual destruction.
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Frustration - Anger - Envy [ The Essential Zohar ]
Fear - anger - illusion [ The Essential Zohar ]
Kindness - Strength - Balance [ The Essential Zohar ]
Fear - Power - Clarity [ The Teachings of Don Juan: A Yaqui Way of Knowledge]
Maya - Avidyamaya - Vidyamaya [ Avidyamaya and vidyamaya ]
Fear - Pain - Grief [ Antichrist ]
frustration - anger - bitterness [ Mode One : Let the Women Know What You’re REALLY Thinking]
Fear - Anger - Hate [ Yoda ]
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Day 6, 7: Saturday, Sunday:
Rest Days
-As adviced by SubClub, I took two days off (actually nights) from playing my stack.
-I know that this is for giving the mind some processing time and for me I felt that the effects of my subliminals were still there.
-Didn’t feel watching YouTube videos were as fun as before. I watched a few but there was this feeling of impatience with listening to others talk and a desire to get into more productive activities.
-I picked up Deep Work by Cal Newport and reading it gave me a better feeling of validation. It encouraged me to spend a few days reading well researched books instead of just hearing reviews about the same books or listening to book summaries. A hunger for reading is a good thing and I always used to end up being too distracted to read thanks to social media and other internet distractions (a subject the author of Deep Work thoroughly dives into).
-Other than reading, am too busy with some legal paperwork. This week will be busy with helping my family with passport and other ID related work. Previously, I would loathe doing such work. Now, I just feel like getting things done.
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Days 6,7 (Part 2):
On the topic of reconciliation, now am more welcoming of it. Previously I needed to dull the pain with Sanguine or Spartan but now am using such circumstances where I lose my temper or get irritated, as teaching moments. Although there are times when I feel bliss, there are also times when it is rough (but always manageable). My “lightness of being” might feel good and all but it is my “darkness” that teaches me introspection and The Dark is a different reservoir of energy and strength as is The Light.
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Week 2
Day 8, Monday:
Elixir Ultima x 2
RegenerationQ x 2
-With week 2, I am playing 2 loops of Elixir Ultima and RegenerationQ. Wonder if increasing the number of Ultima loops is necessary.
-My mind is feeling clearer and lighter thanks to the removal of a lot of unnecessary emotional baggage.
-Another excellent day of getting work done. There’s no delay between getting to know I have a task to finish and immediately picking up the phone or sending a message or etc, to complete the task. Previously, I used to do things at the last minute.
-But these tasks are for things other than my purpose so I need to eventually set goals for my long term purpose so that I can perform with the same sense of excellence in achieving more important goals as I do for the less important but still necessary ones.
-Even with all that, my sense of action is increasing. A small (self-)pat on the back to sticking with this playlist, not being in a hurry to jump, following official SubClub guidelines and reaping the rewards.
-If I ever do a major title next (possibly Emperor or Khan or Ecstacy of Gold), I vow to stick to the same idea of my current stack which is: 1 Ultma + 1 Major Sub at a time.
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Week 2
Day 9, Tuesday:
Elixir Ultima x 2
RegenerationQ x 2
-Thanks to some good advice in the forum to not increase the number of Ultima loops over 3, will stick to 2 loops of Elixir Ultima for a while even when I will be increasing the number of RegenerationQ loops slowly over time.
-Noticing that I have been waking up around 10 or 15 minutes earlier than my alarm clock the past few days. Unlike StarkQ which used to wake me up around 1 or 2 hours before the alarm. Those were crazy days haha.
-Kicked off today morning with 20 burpees. Its been long since I exercised and it feels good to finally do so after losing a lot of weight. If you need just one bodyweight exercise, try doing 100 burpees a day. It will make you feel powerful all over (with your legs feeling a bit wobbly in the morning lol). Speaking from experience here.
-Spent a significant amount of the day between necessary tasks and reading. Again, able to just do it when I have to get work done.
-Also things manifesting well for a short oncoming trip to another country for business purposes. During these rona times, it’s always a miracle when things work out somehow.
-Mind and Heart getting lighter as it let goes of unnecessary emotional baggage. No feeling of specific release or anything. I just feel better each day when compared to the previous day.
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Week 2
Day 10, Wednesday:
Elixir Ultima x 2
RegenerationQ x 2
-Had slept a bit late yesterday but still managed to wake up after just 5 hours of sleep, all groggy-eyed. Nope, am not gonna do that again. Will make sure I get a minimum of 7 hours of good sleep EVERYDAY.
-My arms and legs were sore thanks to yesterday’s burpees and I almost entertained the thought of postponing exercising today. Glad I didn’t listen to that little sucker in my head and went ahead with another 20 burpees today. That breathlessness and burn! Ah, that’s the stuff of Masculinity.
-And then came a hectic day of getting my cousin to book tickets for us for said business trip in 10 days, getting special permits, making loads of calls and web searches looking for the correct covid tests to do before we fly, printing the needed documents, calling up the repairman about a broken water filter at home, calling him again after he left to fix another problem with the same water purifier,…and on and on, taking every task in my stride and resolving them all like some sort of Tasmanian Devil whirling like a hurricane that saves the day while being all George Clooney and still keeping my cool. Now that’s what I call a day well handled no matter what it threw at me.
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Week 2
Day 11, Thursday:
Elixir Ultima x 2
RegenerationQ x 2
-Not a day as hectic as yesterday but I got my 20 burpees done in the morning without too many second thoughts about whether to do it or not first thing in the morning.
-The guilt of wasting my youth away is decreasing. There’s only so much we can know when we are younger and we can’t blame ourselves for it. For one, blaming ourselves is a waste of energy. And two, we were trying our best with the knowledge we had back then.
-Talking about knowledge, am now glad that am redpilled. Previously, I used to feel betrayed but I guess that was part of the redpill rage which diminishes over time when I accept reality as it is and understand that I can use the rules of this world to achieve things that WON’T be my past blue-pilled ideals based on “unconditional love” or some such idea of perfection but can set new targets to live happily enough by understanding men and women, and maximizing such knowledge to my advantage.
-This stack is taking all I have learned through 39 years of my life and synthesizing it all into a coherent picture. The timeline so far of my existence, which looked all jumbled and disorderly, now makes more sense and contains more wisdom thanks to SubClub-assisted hindsight.
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that’s awesome, this was/ and at times is/ a very hard one for me. It’s a waste of the moment and more importantly what can be, to be to caught up in regret of what happened or didn’t happen. PM if your interested in some simple stuff that may really support this particular aspect of healing.
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Struggling with that one as well o/
But even with the time that I “wasted”, I learned valuable lessons from it. Not gonna lie, big parts of my slow development were a result of my parents not knowing any better/difficult circumstances.
However, I can only change what’s in front of me.
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@Azriel - Yes. Regret is wasting time twice. It’s wasting time in the present remembering that we wasted time in the past lol
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Week 2
Day 12, Friday:
Elixir Ultima x 2
RegenerationQ x 2
-Regarding my exercise routine, I added dumbbell curls to the mix. So after the usual 20 burpees, I did 20 dumbbell curls.
-Made some calls to resolve queries related to my business trip.
-Wind down the week with some reading and later watching Rollo Tomassi (RT) on youtube.
-Listening to RT is necessary. It is easy to forget what masculinity is all about especially in this day and age when role models are few and far between. And especially when it’s so easy to forget that men are entirely different from women, and that we need training to become the men we want to be.
-Was also remembering how sexting a particular chick a few days back didn’t feel at all exciting as before. Nor is porn attractive these days. It’s possible am receiving sexual healing because of my stack. A lot of crap is going away. And it’s a smooth ride so far.
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I’ve noticed I feel like I’m getting lighter since running Regeneration and Elixir. I don’t feel like such a spazz as usual or her cracked out chihuahua as my Wife calls me. I am more able to rationalize and think things through in real time instead of after the fact. I also don’t feel the need to complicate my life or create drama because I’m bored and I don’t take it personally anymore if the people I live with and work for do
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It’s funny that you mention that cause I was having dinner today with my parents and they were putting someone else down in conversation (that someone else wasn’t in the house) but I didn’t feel the need to either judge them or add anything to the conversation so I just stood up and left the table since I was finished with my meal.
It didn’t feel like I was forcing myself to control my words or actions. I just felt I was congruent with myself. And so I can very much relate to what you said about not needing to complicate things or to add drama.
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I found this article a couple of days ago and I have read it a few times now and I can see where I’m embracing and displaying these traits at times or at least beginning to. Mentions what you said about the dinner you were at
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The other thing that I mentioned in my journal on running Regeneration and Elixir for a long period of time as in at least a year as I plan to do is that you will most likely become more mentally, emotionally, and morally mature than just about everyone you know
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Excellent article, @James. Haven’t gotten fully there yet but with this EU + RQ stack, it seems more easily reachable.
Woah! Now that’s a solid plan.
For myself, I might only stick to one month of this stack though since financial goals await.
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