That’s a huge improvement @GoldenTiger 
Just wait when social anxiety is all but gone, it’s an amazing feeling.
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Yeah, it feels way better 
Depression really took a lot from me!
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I can’t wait to run Primal Seduction, it’s great to work on social stuff!!
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sexual and verbal disinhibition on others,
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relaxation and excitement when approaching others (be it cold approach or warm)
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Relaxed optimism and knowing that all is well
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Lack of social shaking (mental worry and anxiousness over every detail in the interaction)
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Masterful automatic calibration in social situations,
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Lack of sadness over rejection
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The uncanny ability to be physically and mentally completely relaxed at any moment
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Betterment of social status
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I definitly have more focus and discipline than usual. I’m doing 25 minutes period of work and time goes by faster, I am able to stay on my task longer and I can do more “deep work”.
Also noticed a couple of older woman stairing at me this morning.
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I notice I was able to maintain eye contact with some people who I don’t know today, I feel like I’m starting at the end of the world hahaha
I noticed 1-2 girls looking at me in the metro. I still havw that tightness in my chest.
I didn’t knew my social anxiety was this high, I was able to tolerate it on Khan to talk to people I don’t know two years ago. Now I feel like after the Covid lockdown my mind is back to square one and running QZP made me realize that I still have social anxiety EVEN when I thought I had worked on it for so long 
Tomorrow when I wake up I’ll listen to primal seduction, I want to listen to a loop without any sleeping pills and see how my mind react!
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Have you considered to set off a period for healing, maybe Regeneration? I played Khan for the first 6-7 month when I first got here. But then I decided to run a month on each stage of Dragon Reborn, and it literally made wonder to my mental health. Just a thought 
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Well, I did dragon, reborn Q last year (1 month each stage). It helped me a bit while I was running it, but I feel like these type of issues comes back.
For now I keep thinking of people who attacked me in the club or on the street in loop in my mind. The scenes are replaying over and over. But it’s chill, my subQ has to do what it has to do to execute the script.
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I just wonder how much more effective healing subliminals are going to be now on QZP. For me personally I have had over a year of vivid dreams almost every night of things that has to be processed and released. My thinking is that for everyone of them playing out, the backpack is getting lighter and lighter so to speak.
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Yeah might be 
It’s hard to tell, I would say the social/romantic sphere of my life is the only place that really needs healing, but theorically Chosen+Wanted+Primal Seduction’s innate healing should be able to help me out to get results socially as fast as possible!
I just realise that I have QZP reconciliation, which is the “thinking about stuff from your past”.
Have you started QZP?
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Yes I have, played a loop of Wanted and Chosen this morning, was super high all day, kinda recovering right now and look forward to a sub free day tomorrow 
I get you there. But I would like to challenge that a tad tiny bit as well. Might point is that healing is for everything, and PS will heal a lot when it comes to social/romantic part.
Ofc only talking from my own experience, but I’ve noticed that this obsession with the romantic part has a tendancy of becoming a bit obsessive sometimes, I’ve been there many times before. It’s like one searches a bit too much after something that is already there within you, and then get’s stuck there.
It’s like the foundation analogy. Supporting the entire foundation for the house first is better than just reinforcing a part of the house IMO
Interesting that you are noticing recon already. Myself I am only tired after being high as a kite for the whole day. Maybe it might be old Qv2 that is processing? I did a 9 day washout before this but still had a lot of recon last night before QZP.
Yeah, I know what you mean, I’ve had that in the past, I’d say the obsessive part is mainly handled with khan St1, and all the other subs I’ve ran (including dragon reborn). I usually don’t feel the need to be with someone. Right now it’s more because I feel like I’m in a dry spell (haha, even if I saw a girl in august/early september), I want to get back the level of confidence and be able to meet girls I find really attractive. But it’s not compulsive Like, I’ve worked the whole day on my research paper, I know where I’m going with my career, I just want to make the dating life easier 
Hard to tell, in the past 4 weeks I have done an average of 1 loop Qv2 per week, last loop I did was last tuesday (not this week, but last week).
To be honest I felt like I was stonewalling on Qv2, I think QZP is hitting my mind like a truck because of some accumulated blockage that was present on Qv2. But it’s a good thing, it means that whatever was holding me back/stressing me is getting worked on, which is great!
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Yes I understand
I do believe that QZP as has been mentioned, has a lubricating effect on Qv2. Looking back on Qv2, there were so many times I struggled with it, but also some came from straying off my listening schedule.
I feel you there. I feel kind of wasted right now, it’s been a hectic day for the little gremlings up there in the headquarters between my eyes
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I think we are going to have a hell of a time!!
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Yes!! There’s somthing special with this build 
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These aren’t the thoughts of an anxious, depressed person either.
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Ohhhh shiiet, those are the thought of a chosen one!!
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Right, depressed person is not interested in sales at all 
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Already changes in my thought patterns are happening!
Today is Primal Seduction day, will try to run it in the morning see how my mind react!
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Eagerly waiting your impressions. Alas, I already used my ZP spot, need to have a rest now. 
The reason I wanted to wait until midnight for the release was so that I could get 1 day before (2 full night sleep).
Also, I’m not really a strong responder, people have reported “reality shift” and all, I don’t have that! Just some drowsiness… Fun fact, it was still hard to fall asleep when I did my first two loops because I was thinking too much
Maybe just fighting the drowsiness with my morning coffee will do it
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