Post scriptum :
@athrylith gained like 10 points over a short period of time using limitless
He migh gain even more in the future. It prooves that you can’t trust to 100% those numbers
They’re not doomed to be that way it’s not a fatality lol
Plus you can train specific parts of your memory & pattern deduction to be better at those test
does it mean that a guy going from 80 to 150 is suddenly a genius ? Heck no he just got better at those test that’s it
I appreciate the help, I’m not sure of the vibe I give off writing what I want to get better 
If it looks like I don’t appreciate myself, I don’t think it’s a fair representation of how I feel. I want to get my back my banter ability (or developp it), creativity and all, but I don’t care so much for it.
Like if “god” would say to me, “bro, it’s impossible for you to do that”, my two answer would be “why is that”, “how do you know”, and then I’d probably just move on to another project.
Don’t know what words or sentences made you think I am not a friend to myself here again, is it my joke about being a monkey 
or maybe my goals which are common for young guys who don’t like themself.
Regarding finding an attractive girl, it’s just that my fuckfriend doesn’t turn me on so much anymore, I’m getting bored of the same person, even if we talked and she told me she didn’t liked “losing time” not being productive, and I wanted to know “why” she didn’t liked that, find out where it led… Same with guys she dated, Why did she feel like spending a few days thinking about an old relationship or a guy was a loss of time? Maybe she needed that? I don’t know ultimatly, only she know!
Being more serious on my carrer for me is investing more time on working on my research paper and preparing myself for my interview rather than watching tv series, I still have to make some money, and ideally I’d like to explore the domain of consulting see if it works well with me!
So @Liquidfire, I’m curious to know why you have that underbelly feeling that I want to do stuff externally when I can already be that… It is, but at the same time, if I just wait in my living room for the next 20 years, life is going to be boring hahaha Human beings needs to progress and build something, whatever it is! Tell me, on a scale of 1-10, how friendly are you with yourself? 
But I am definitly continuing to work on myself, before starting ZP, I had a pretty negative vision of the future, which gave me some emotionnal instability, and now I’m a lot more stable, accepting of myself and all of the positive in that direction. Working on the external doesn’t have to be because you don’t like yourself.
Apparently I’m not the only one, I’ve seen article written about people being more agressive in pharmacy in the past few weeks. I think it’s a combination of people being tired of lockdown and restriction, combined with winter… In bars, there are a lot more fights in winter because people don’t have enough serotonin in their brain.
Yeah you are right, it’s been a very long time that I haven’t done some pattern recognizion task, I’m more used to writing in the past few years.
I could of, but my cover as WhiteTiger would have been blown 
My girl say that even with my tendency to consume drugs hahaha
I got a match on an app I don’t really use… I forgot I had that match and the girl decided to write me hahaha, she wrote me “Hey” and I answered “Oh, a bold girl!”
She is 28, pretty hot latina girl so I don’t know if she usually makes the first move
I feel like I’m getting that assholish vibe.
I don’t laugh so much at people’s jokes unless they are funny, my voice tonality is much nore detached (deeper, not so reactive), I don’t go out of my way to make people feel good about themselves (I won’t be afraid to compliment people tho, in fact I express more my compliments to people!)
I hear you @GoldenTiger all my christmas plans have also gone down the drain. We are on a hard lock down for the next 3 weeks 
Or he could have growled and then shown his claws
Mate, you know what?
Merry christmas to you too
Ok, so I was leaning toward running Mogul+Wanted… Now I kinda want to run Emperor + Wanted
But maybe it’s best to start with mogul and see what emperor does to people before adding it to my stack. Will have to start witg mogul, maybe playing 1-2 loops of emperor (in replacement for mogul). I want to stay the Wanted archetype ans I fear emperor is too strong.
So, today I’m at home, watching Suits
I’ve listened to a loop of Wanted this morning, now listening a loop of Emperor.
There is still a girl talking to me on a dating website, tbh she is hot but looks boring so I’mma see if she invites me to do something, for now I’m just not caring… I enjoy my TV show.
I wonder if I’ll be able to enjoy my tv show after listening to emperor…! It’s sunday and were in fiesta time, a.k.a. low workload time!
So, my plan is to run Wanted+Emperor, I want to engrain Wanted in my, and have some drive to finish writing my research paper! Since everything is closed, I won’t go out a lot, I’ll spend more time at home. Wanted made me less interested in dating even if I am much more attractive!
Yesterday my fwb texted me she can still smell me on her bedsheets and pillow 
Wanted is my primary archetype with woman. I remember before I started my journey, I was distant with woman because I had no confidence that I was attractive. But I knew I was charismatic so I teased a lot for fun and got teased back.
The first girl I was with was so shocked that I was a virgin, she was sure I was getting laid left and right, in fact, I was so shy that she is the one who was so into me while she was still into a relationship with her bf. Same for the few other girls who I met after that, they were flirting hardcore with me, but I was so scared that I kept ignoring them. Then I jumped into pickup, because I wanted to build the confidence to make the move! With that I broke all my personnality, my natural sense of interaction with woman by trying to Do Shit.
When I ran Khan, since subclub uses the best method for everyone to get results, my natural style of pickup came back. Now that I’m on Wanted ZP, my objective are to completely heal my natural style of interaction with woman and boost it through the roof!
As of now, my stack will probably be :
Day 1 : Emperor+Wanted
Day 2 : Rest
Day 3 : Wanted x2 OR Wanted x1 OR Wanted+Emperor
Day 3 : Rest
I will have to experiment with the dosage, for now I’m thinking of starting with 1 loop of emperor every 4 days and 3 loops of Wanted over that period of time. If I recon gets higher, I will deduce 1 loop of wanted. If it’s not then I’ll stay like this, and maybe switch to Wanted+Emperor every listening day in the last week of my 21 days.
Confidence is here this morning, I’m strongly thinking about jumping back on the Keto diet. I don’t know if it’s emperor that makes me think like this, but since my weight have been something I wanted to get better for a long time and a low carb diet is the only diet I was able to lose fat on, I might as well go back to fasting+Keto!
Insightful phrase. Old style PUA does more harm than good.
I remember going to the club, approaching a bunch of girls, getting denied because of my bad social awareness, and the DJ just calling me out in front of people… There weren’t a lot of people in the club, it was very obvious I got rejected. I got so much rejection trauma hahaha
You had the balls. Who has the balls?
Yes, the PUA kind of trance
I like your attitude mate 
, yeah you are right, I did a lot of approach in the time… Ultimatly I got yelled at publicly one time in a big event. The girl I was talking to was interested, her friend was so fucking pissed because I was like the 20th guy to come and see them she juat snapped at me 
Really made me back off from talking to people. Since then I’ve been very low key in public, I prefer online dating. You see the girl on the date, and you have sex, or you do a second date or a third depending on if she is cool or not!
You still can get rejected on online dating, but if you go on a date with her, the chances of that are really really low (never happened to me, maybe once 
), and you don’t get yelled at!
Insecurities are back, I just scrolled a bit on insta and facebook, compared myself to other people and Boom.
On Wanted I didn’t had this, I was pretty chill “to each his own path”, and now I’m like : I will have to move to a place where there is sunshine to fix my sleep, have my energy and motivation back!
For real, I’ll really have to move in the future, I’m doing asthma going outside because of the cold & I’m battling with sleeping every night because I don’t feel tiredness… But I feel it during summertime🤦♂️
Listened to a loop of libertine this morning to try it out, I will see how it goes today
I’m going with my friend to prepare myself for some potential interview at MBB firm
I went outside of my house it’s so empty there is nobody in the metro might push back the libertine run