Love the analogy!
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@Sub.Zero had the great idea to call them “Processing Days.”
I’ve been using that term ever since because that’s virtually what it does.
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So far, that is the best option to me.
since you guys ran subs for quite sometime (im fairly new)
do you find yourself conscious questioning things? are those the scripts ?
i read the manuel it said something about SC Subs make your question stuff and make it align with your new beliefs, is that whats happening to me?
have you encountered questioning things and making some guidance consciously with you knowing that this is very new like the determination and the purity of the questioning is weird, its like your comfort self wont interrupt,
maybe it has nothing to do with subs since its more on the low down working deep,
but im actually happy either way
can you elaborate or add up anything if you may 
? @RVconsultant or @fire or @SaintSovereign or @DarkPhilosopher 
i really like my question hahaha 
You’re changing and fast so no wonder you’re questioning your “old” reality,
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I’ve run two loops of LD only so far (last Thursday and last Saturday) but that program started working on a very deep level already. I’m amazed on how fast and how deep it hits. I assume that every Ultima on the new tech works that way as well.
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I guess the idea was to think of a term that connoted a more dynamic and active feeling. Processing is exactly what’s happening, but it doesn’t convey that sense of powerful forward movement.
Its very weird and very fun im grateful 
I suggest writing your limits and your goals for this sub, ive wrote all my limits that i want to be erased
Anything that i see as a limit i write it down,
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Alchemical days
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I would like to share with you some results I got on Uv2 on here.
When I started running Rebirth almost three months ago I felt as if the boy I was at the age of 5-8 wanted to come back to me and be me again. I mean I noticed some emotional, thinking and behavioral patterns that seemed to me very familiar and like those I had at the age I mentioned. It felt a bit uncomfortable since those patterns were not “positive”. It lasted for the first 3-5 days and then it passed for ever, even though I ran Rebirth for over two months later on.
Now I’m experiencing something very similar on Limit Destroyer I started to listen to four days ago. This time it’s related to my limits and fears. Here’s something related to my fears I posted in my journal today:
'It looks like LD is working on some fears I thought I had dealt with utterly. Like a feeling of anxiety when bypassing dogs and strangers (especially groups of teenage boys). I haven’t experienced that for some years but today when I bypassed a dog I started thinking it could attack me from behind and although I didn’t feel any fear my back flinched and once it happened the dog attacked me from behind. I turned around and faced it with no fear and it stopped. It was an interesting experience since my mind remained fearless and calm and only my body reacted to it (the flinch).
Also, today when I was bypassing two teenagers I started thinking how teenagers used to laugh at me once I bypassed them when I was at that age but today I didn’t feel any anxiety and when I bypassed them I heard one of them laughing behind my back when I was like twenty meters further. I felt nothing but my stomach flinched.
I realized what kind of people used to do that to me and I taught of one word only; “cowards”."
Another thing I noticed today was my moves were not fluid but stiff and hindered, exactly how they were when I was a boy and my father used to call me “wooden boy” for that reason. It didn’t make me feel uncomfortable though but it seemed a bit weird.
To sum it up, I saw those old patterns in me for a couple of days (on Rebirth, on LD it’s been only one day so far) but I was totally detached from them on my mind’s level and it seemed as if they had surfaced only in my “body’s memory”.
It really looks like those programs on the new tech hit really fast and deep.
On top of that, Ultima seems to be really taxing but only for the first 30 hours after running one loop and later on it’s really fine.
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Questions I ask myself:
What outcomes do I want?
How will I know I have them?
I start there.
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The new tech drills so fucking deep its insane,
I’m down to about 3-4 loops a week.
I have been drifting in and out feeling like I am reliving the past, I am confronting my worst fears,
all over the place, falling in and out of deep depressions and anxiety, then I deal with some monster challenge and pop out of it, then it hits again, I don’t feel the same level of confidence and strength handling it as before on Q. On the other hand the effects of the subs are also way stronger.
Recon is most stronger and more acute for me on QV2, especially on off days or running less.
I don’t know about people who say recon is lighter on QV2 my experience is it’s more acute and way more potent-but is more obvious and doesn’t last as long if confronted and deal with.
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Fully agree, QV2 is really powerful!
On my washout I had recon and bloom back and forth on a daily basis. If you don’t know what you’re doing, this could easily end in emotional trauma. Take your processing days, gentlemen.
As Fire keeps saying, these are not children’s toys.
But yes, the interesting part is, despite the recon, the new identity readily sets in and runs like you were always this guy. It’s crazy, one week on the washout I felt like a completely different person (and still do).
These subs are truly the closest we ever came to a cheat code to life.
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Well said, they weren’t toys before, but now there really fucking not toy’s.
They are indeed a powerful cheat code for those who are ready and willing.
I would definitely say I’ve been processing/detoxing from emotional trauma more strongly in the last month than I have since possibly I originally got it. Especially with the increased processing/integration time. I can also see what’s possible for my life that it is no longer there under the surface subtly influencing, or lessened and continuing to do so at least.
I agree, I see the new identity settle in stronger, sometimes less acute effects in drive, and aura but only when my mood is down.
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If I may ask, were you ever picked on for your hair color? I believe you’re a redhead, correct?
I never got recon on Q (only when paired when T and it was more about T I guess). You may also be experiencing a heavier recon on less exposure days since there’s more room to execute “the queue” you’ve built up before. I went through this experience and now it seems like I can do a bit more loops without any recon. I’m still experimenting though.
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@James that’s what I meant by identity shift and that’s why I suggested you could do a washout too.
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That’s correct. Racism has many masks but only one face - hate.
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