Quest of being my Ideal Self [Ascended Mogul + Khan + PS]

I’m happy for you!

As for night listening with other producers, I understand. I could listen at night with SC programs until Q came around. Then it really hurt my sleep.

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@RVconsultant

I’ve switched to only listening while I sleep. So my loops are now way down.

Although, I’m taking a few days off now to wait for the DR Qv2.

I did listen to one loop of Emp Qv2 Just a while ago. Didn’t feel anything.

Edit: My plan is to add 1 loop /day, till I start having the vivid dreams again. Then I’ll see how to set up my stack.

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@David

Please see above post. This might give you an idea or two.

Thank you for the tag.

I think this is a good idea. I think that vivid dreams are a sign the subconscious is working to integrate the script. I also think that weird vivid dreams indicate the subconscious is working hard to do so.

I think this is really important. I’ve been wondering why some people seem to have little or no reconciliation. Based on what you’ve posted, I’m leaning to the idea that if your subconscious is already on board, and it has other ideas congruent with the success of the subliminal script, I’m thinking there would be little or no reconciliation.

I think your plan is solid. Please keep us posted. I truly believe what you are doing could help a number of people.

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Rn im getting dreams almost daily… i remember only fragments of them tho

My semi breakdown…

Coz I need lots of healing too. I’ve added Khan too…

Now I’m listening to Khan ST1 + AM + Libertine as booster.

I listened last night AM+Khan TB on loop.

Dreamt a lot. Horror dreams mostly.

Feeling better today. Sleep schedule seems to be fixed. Went to gym at 8 AM today.

I hope Khan really breaks me down and kills all that BS programming.

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I was gonna take some rest after my semi-breakdown but didn’t as I felt better afterwards.

So far nothing major to report.

Rn I have no opportunities to be social at all. We’re entering another lockdown. Not that it would’ve mattered.

I read @Simon say on @Lion’s journal that if you’re not taking action you might as well out away kahn, I hope that’s not true.

I’m using Khan ST1 TB + AM 5-6 times during the day.

I’m thinking of only listening at night now. Subs are taking almost all of my awake time. It’s like I’m waking up just to listen to subs. My life cannot revolve around subs.
I’m doing zero productive work. Literally zero. Writing/Admitting this is depressing.

I shud stop listening during the day. Will take Sat and Sun as rest now.

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Khan ST1 is a bit difficult. It will throw all types of reconciliation at you.

You can try taking action on Total Breakdown with activities such as meditation and other healing modalities. But don’t be too hard on yourself while running Khan ST1 because it will be hard on you. Think more about taking action when you reach ST2

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Thanks for your comments man!

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Taking this Sunday as rest has shown me that my ears really need rest.

Reading @lovage’s Khan Journal and @emperor_obewan’s comment about finding personal limits and making our own listening rules has got me thinking if my Mind can actually take more.

I am thinking of adding Primal or PSIT. Just 1-2 loops along with 5-6 loops of Khan ST 1 and AM.

What are your thoughts, guys?

I would suggest you stick to Khan Stage 1 solo.
It’s a dense programme and can really be emotionally draining.

The tough thing with answering this question usefully to you is that there is people on the forum who are doing high numbers of loops and are still getting results. On the other hand, high loops or even low loops of a subliminal that is less in alignment with your existing belief system which causes additional processing could push you over the edge into emotions and reconciliation territory while you work out the right actions to take to be in alignment with the script.

What I mean is, its not just the stack density that causes reconciliation but the effort of trying to resolve the paradox between your existing circumstances and the script. Given what you wrote on a different thread, I’d suspect a fair amount of reconciliation running PSIT. Also, don’t forget PSIT doesn’t have the healing components in it and just throws you in at the deep end, and may not be the best for your current circumstances. If you’re having to choose between PSIT and Primal, I’d go Primal.

It might also be worth waiting for the upgrades given how much more effective the upgraded subs seem to be.

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That is what some people are saying, others have stacked successfully.

My main point here is finding my personal limits.

Go solo for a month or so then think of adding ad stacking. Get the feel of Khan solo then when you stack you can easily determine reconciliation/challenges or overload.

Thank you, man, for a comprehensive response

Since now I have some time on my hands, I wouldn’t mind some RECON based unproductivity, and I can experiment without any serious lag in my life.

Once I clearly figure out what works for me, I’ll continue that in the future.

Once my job starts, I won’t be able to experiment as much. But if the RECON cripples me, I’ll stop it.

I’ll add 1-2 loops of Primal.

I want to start my new life as different as I can, like a different man.

What are you trying to get from Primal?

get rid of the nice guy syndrome, be more open with people, not afraid of being honest and truthful, be more assertive and develop genuine IDGAF attitude, climb the food chain so to speak

have Book of Pook style inner game

I suggest you stick with Khan, you should get everything you mentioned from khan.

but i’d have to go thru all the stages first, right? it’ll be months and months away

No man, you already get khan core from stage 1. Sure, stage one is focused on healing, but khan core is there.

I completely understand the desire for fast results, I would recomend a ULTIMA for that. I really like commander for standing my ground, bu PSITU could work as well.

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