QTKS: primal emperor

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#21

You can’t go wrong with these

Once your happy with your results change something for Wanted

You can always run Wanted later. I always think FOMO is what ruins results. Try and discipline yourself to stick to what you’re doing till you’ve achieved and are happy with your results. Ignore the shiny object syndrome

I always focus on one goal at a time.

I would say build the foundation

Once that’s done, women will flock to you. You have all the time in the world so try and avoid thinking time is against you. Wanted and getting women aren’t going anywhere :muscle:

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#22

So funny thing is I was using wanted, the name embed version, for 4 months now and was doing a washout but decided to take a break from it. I stopped using it because it made the QTKS experience more bumpy. So was curious to continue the process with QTKS

#23

So I’m planning on doing my QTKS alone for at least 4 months before adding another QTKS just to be on the safe side. But life happens and socializing at work has proven difficult and has really limited my ability to connect and move up in the corporate ladder and maintain long term friendships

#24

QTKS is so smooth that I went 7 days without using it and only realized today when I had a strong urge to release some tension. I ended up masturbating to release the strong tension and finally relaxed. Then listened to 7 mins of my QTKS sub

I’m going to try to go 6 days without QTKS and focus more on taking more breaks in between. The plan is to slowly build up to 15 mins and tons of break in between. Then one day build up to 15mins a day/every 3 days once I’m more than familiar with the sub.

Recon might have also hit today when on my 7 day break.

So time to reassess and figure out what was being worked on that made me relapse and want to masturbate and watch porn…it could also be that the sex drive is high due to primal and emperor

#25

You know that feeling when you use regeneration with an alpha sub and look back and realize you’re growing too fast for people to catch up too?

So I’m on my second run of regeneration and my QTKS…one thing I noticed is I might be changing way too fast for people to catch up too, it’s almost like a shock almost.

So I remember reading somewhere about how emperor can cause those around you to act indifferent and I noticed this at first when I ran it without QTKS and now on QTKS is more pronounced. Some people avoiding me, acting indifferent, surprised but the change has been drastic. I’ve just got this mindset of go go go…releasing attachments and burdens and just pushing through

Joined a gym for the first time and actually went there and worked out…I felt a bit self conscious but that was huge for me because I never thought I could but once I did it, it felt great and since then I’ve been feeling emperored. Don’t get me wrong, I was working out at home but it wasn’t the same feeling.

Regeneration just seems to make my stack work more efficiently for whatever reason. I wanted to run QTKS alone but I realized that I need healing still. I have way too much abandonment issues and attachment issues that have come up.

Like when I was on the road today I found myself thinking about my boss. I had texted her and she basically friend zoned me big time a couple of months ago. I was asking myself, deep down, why am I still going for this married woman who has a whole family just because she showed lots of attraction for me in the beginning?

Am I really this broken that I would chase the approval of someone who at this point seems to not respect me?

Why am I like this?

Why do I fall for women quick only to have everything fall apart?

Why do I care if she sleeps around with my coworkers if she’s not even mine?

Why do I care?

All these questions came up and I realized that I need lots of healing still especially when it comes to women. I could blame my avoidant mother who never showed me love(seriously, I can count in my hands, how many times she said she loved me or hugged me, and that was usually after a big argument when I called her out for trying to manipulate me) but that doesn’t cut it anymore.

I’m taking responsibility for my healing, no one is coming to heal me…I have to find healing within

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#26

Nice progress :ok_hand:

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#27

Thanks

#28

I decided to give my stack an upgrade

So now its a custom with:

Wanted + regeneration + Love bomb

It just felt right…something told me that I was missing something and thanks to regeneration, I realized that I struggle with affection, love and self love. I’ve said this in the past here but, I never really knew what it was like to have a mother who loved me even though she raised me my whole life. It’s like she was there but not there, if that makes sense. Basically she was emotionally absent.

I’m still running this with my QTKS but will be starting off this custom with micro loops

I also realized that its not that I was lazy but I struggled with self love…I could have easily went with inner circle but I realized that I lacked self love.

So lets see how this stack plays out

This will be my 8 month long stack…I’ve already ran Wanted for 5 months

#29

I switched to regular wanted for this time around and once again, just like when I started with running wanted, signs became veryyyyyyy obvious that a woman was interested in me. The wanted gaze especially seems to be working. I also noticed that I get eye boogers in the side of my eye, which I only get when I fall asleep, take a nap, so I’m guessing this could be the wanted gaze…or bedroom eyes…is what I’m guessing.

I had one of my boss show clear sings of attraction today by first touching me and then calling me back and forth to do things for her, just to get my attention. A lot of banter and some flirting…ish lol

I feel like I’m playing a role and haven’t really internalized this new reality, it’s almost like having imposter syndrome. You see the results but rationalize it away to fit your old belief.

Maybe because this or that
or

that was today, tomorrow I might not get the same results and it was probably a fluke

this is how I feel right now but underneath it all, deep down, I’m excited to go another round.

Reg is only 30 secs atm with 3-4 days rest…thats what I can manage for now. Will move to a min the next run and only increase by a min every cycle with Reg so it doesn’t trigger any harsh recon

For wanted: I’m surprised at how obvious wanted results are for the regular title but the name embed is hard to understand and I don’t notice the results I’m noticing now. Maybe the module I had didn’t fit with the scope of the program…

Washout is on the 25th of this month

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I’ve also been taking cold showers and mucuna pruriens herb and they have worked wonders. I feel more motivated and driven, but kind of worried after I stopped taking mucuna whether dopamine will drop really low…below baseline.

#30

Running regular wanted has been very interesting. There are a lot of “in your face” moments that show how attracted women are to you. Like I realized that when a woman wants your attention or you, she’ll do whatever she can to get it…and usually very subtle too. She might all of a sudden start asking you to do things for her, touching you, etc.

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Why does regular wanted seem to work way better than wanted name embed…at least for me…specifically.

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#31

I’m not sure if its the voice of desire module in my qtks custom or from wanted, but for some reason, whenever I talk to people, especially over the phone, it seems like they get hooked to my voice, even people who I barely hang out with. I can literally talk to them for hours and hours.

I feel like this popularity vibe within myself

still getting used to some of the in your face results that happen…sometimes I phrase things in my old way of thinking and miss out on the wonderful things happening. Like for the longest time I’ve had fear of abandonment, attachment issues, intimacy issues and basically everything you can think of that a son that didn’t have motherly affection would lack. So whenever I receive a test from a woman I have to consciously remind myself, without reacting, that she’s just testing me because she thinks I’m attractive and wants to prove it to herself.

There have been times where I thought, “dang, why do they not like me”, then after talking with them it’s like ohh maybe it’s all in my head. Maybe I’m pushing them away before they have time to reject me but the truth is, I’m just broken inside and need love.

I think once I learn to love myself and no longer need external validation, and be self sufficient…it’s going to be a game changer. Maybe it will help me take advantage of the opportunities coming to me.

#32

I had a strange phenomenon that occurred that I had dismissed as nothing but I talked to three different people, two who work together and the other a neighbor and all three after I finished talking to them said thank you,

literally, we talked, I listened, asked questions and then they said thank you…like the type of thank you thats like thank you for talking with me or taking time out of your day to talk to me

very strange but interesting…must be the celebrity affect of wanted

#33

QTKS sound of things is very very subtle but literally today I had a million or billion dollar idea that was practical, cheap but could help millions of people and make me millions of dollars. All I need to do is find out if someone has already patented the idea and then patent it, build it, then sell it.

Maybe sell it to companies…for a percentage of ownership in exchange for advertisement, bigger platform etc

this is all thinking…

but still, I’ve been having thoughts of like, when I become a millionaire how my coworkers will wish they never looked down on me just because I was at a lower job position and making way less than everyone else at the moment

edit: part of me is like…I’m I crazy to think that I can be a millionaire and make this product that I thought of…like grandiose thinking or whatever

or maybe thats the old thinking, the scarcity mindset