QTKS: primal emperor

So I decided to start this journal because it’s only been 3 days, only on one minute of my emperor and primal stack qtks and all I can say is wow, this is different.

  1. Felt way more confident today, urge for porn is no longer there, granted its been only a few days
  2. Went to get coffee today and usually I’m on my phone but today I was able to stand with confidence and felt dominant and didn’t care how people perceived me
  3. My coworkers have been giving one of three responses: They either distance themselves, become very friendly or close or they get irritated, same with family.

I’m suppose to run wanted name embed but I don’t want to ruin this awesome run I’m on, I’m tempted to create a wanted qtks to run aside each and see where it takes me. Original plan was to run QTKS and wanted name embed but I don’t want to get recon, I rather run this QTKS custom alone for a month then see where it takes me then add wanted QTKS instead of breaking a good streak.

There’s a confidence and reassurance that I got this, that I can accomplish a lot. Recon isn’t present right now but it could be because I have anti recon in my custom…I think recon might be disguising it self where its not in my face

Socially I’m way more confident than I thought.

Edit:

I did get recon yesterday now that I think about it: I felt ugly and felt like I needed to better my skin

I also got recon today when I had second thoughts that one of my coworkers was jealous of the new me and might try to sabotage my success

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QTKS is so different, it’s so natural that it’s scary lol.

For ex, when I’m out in public, I’m usually like tense and inward but today I was very like outward and like free, and comfortable In my own skin. I just feel like I can talk to anyone, approach any woman and just talk to her and I’ve developed a teasing attitude of like “I can have you if I wanted to but I don’t want to right now, but I could if I was bored” type attitude.

I increased my listening up to 3 mins for my qtks, still running wanted, ran it for 30 secs only once and the tiredness and fatigue hit hard yesterday.

I think I slept for more than 10 hrs and still woke up tired.

Recon is also weird. It’s minimal and it comes and goes, but the main thing is how it makes me think the people around me are jealous of the new me and trying to actively sabotage my success. This wasn’t a thing when I ran wanted named embed, honestly I didn’t care.

I’ve noticed I’m more playful, confident, much bolder than before. I have a sense of like power deep with in where I don’t have to think much about anything, I just do it.

Non neediness is down most definitely.

I also think my neighbor, who is married, might be trying to make a move on me, I’ll have to see how this run plays out first. The reason I say this because women have been practically going out of their way to get my attention whether parking in my parking space “accidentally”, asking me for favors that are like unreasonable after I’ve said hi to them, most of them have been unattractive.

There’s this one woman I like, who I work with who I think might have a crush on my coworker. In the past, I would be crushed to see someone I like make a move on someone who I found very annoying but now I don’t really care. If she wants him, thats on her, I just move on and find another one.

The ability to just let go and not care about what other think and be less needy has been on this QTKS run and lets not mention, the urge to fap has gone completely, it feels like a thing of the past.

Tiredness is hitting still…is this normal for anyone who has run QTKS…I only have two cores, 20 modules and only running it for 3 mins, 3rd day listening to it. Only ran wanted name embed once for 30 secs during this run

*memory, creativity and being able to come up with creative ideas have been easy to come by.

*Edit: I’m starting to understand seduction and the importance of non neediness in attraction and how society has destroyed men’s chances of being with women. Like today I realized that men have been lied to about what attracts women. What we think would attract us we think would attract women but women, I’m starting to realize, don’t give two Fxxcks about men who chase them and would rather chase the guy. Rom coms have unconsciously taught guys to be stalkers and needy cucks who will bend over backwards for her and that only disgusts them more, and the reason why they tend to go for guys who ignore them, treat them bad and who don’t care about them. This is something I’m working to unlearn.

Small steps to building my inner subconscious empire that is unshakable and that draws gorgeous women, loyal friends and incredible wealth :smirk:

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Went to the store today and recon hit. I felt like my old introverted self again, feeling self conscious on how people were perceiving me, but then I remember a quote from someone here, sorry if I don’t remember the user, but they said something on the lines of, QTKS is like taking two steps back getting ready to make the jump or something along those line. I used to just stare at my phone and avoid eye contact but today I felt weird looking at my phone, pretending to avoid eye contact. Its like my old self was like “ooooh people, be small, be invisible and look away” but the new me was like “look up, don’t look at your phone, walk bold, maintain eye contact” and the conflict between the two beliefs made me feel awkward and out of place, like an internal battle inside me pushing me out of my shell…its not easy though, even if its QTKS.

Good news is while in my insecure self, being self conscious walking down the aisle of the store, I saw one woman who literally was at first walking opposite where I was walking, out of my way and all of a sudden switched paths, walked right in my path, stopped and pretended to look at some drinks literally right in the middle of my path. If I was on my phone, I probably would’ve bumped into her no doubt. She was attractive but I was in recon and in my head to approach. She clearly liked what she saw and I didn’t realize that till later when I got home.

The one thing that I’ve noticed with this stack is that I’m way more authoritative and have very clear boundaries as before I would waiver. Now I’m like no is no. I’m very clear on those lines. I make exceptions but if something is not aligned with my belief then I say no. There are a lot of people though who will try to cross the line or cross boundaries but I’m like no. The one issue I have though with this stack is more specifically wanted name embed. It seems to be bringing some recon and it sucks, not going to lie but QTKS has kind of balanced it a little.

Wanted might be getting upgraded to QTKS too just to keep everything running smooth like butter.

The one thing that has come up is jealousy. I seem to be overly jealous when it comes to guys talking with a coworker I like, I don’t know why. A lot of insecurities coming up big time.

feeling very groggy once I increased my time to 5 mins for wanted name embed and qtks and got hit with harsh recon… will take some 3-4 days and rest

I had a gorgeous woman walk past me the other day, I said hi and she didn’t even look my way, at first I was disappointed but looking back now after reading this, she was more likely then not, testing me to see how I would react and I failed because my body language got small, I didn’t say anything after she ignored me but my body language said it all.

The realizations on QTKS are pretty crazy like how women can be testing you, your masculinity and your core without even realizing it.

I also realized that a beautiful woman is getting hit on so many times that her brain can pick up on who the confident masculine guys automatically are without a second thought and who the weak non confident men are way before they open their mouths.

I also realized that one-itis is the single worst thing that can destroy your chances with women automatically. The minute you start thinking about just one woman and how you can “get her” no matter how hard you try, you will come off as so needy and eww that she’ll think you’ve never got laid before. One of my friends who is a total asshole, gets laid all the time, and pretty much doesnt care too much for the women, has women, even the ones who don’t know him, literally asking him for sex. I noticed also that women can pick up that he gets laid a lot and they don’t care, they all want a piece of the action.

I still have a lot to work on

QTKS has been smooth but I think it may have been muddied by wanted name embed which was giving me recon and causing me to watch porn or masturbate but haven’t since I started my QTKS run…

After this run, it will just be QTKS

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Today I had the craziest realization, so I don’t know if I’ve said this before but I was raised by an emotionally unstable mother who never really gave me the love I needed and it was detrimental growing up because I sought the approval of women, especially beautiful women, which never played out well. I also pursued women who were emotionally unavailable and ignored women who were actually interested in me. I’ve been running attraction and seduction titles but the one thing that I was missing deep down is self love. Deep love for myself that I don’t need to look outward for validation…

Would a sub like love bomb help with this

also noticed my female coworkers have been testing me recently. QTKs started out strong but when I introduced wanted back into the mix, things got kind of muddy…I guess my brain is recalibrating. I did noticed a woman checking me out when I went out to get food yesterday…a few women staring while walking but none attractive

One subtle thing I’ve noticed besides the urge to watch porn or masturbate almost completely gone, is the things that used to

cause me tremendous anxiety, no longer bug me and if they do, I just seem to get over it in a few mins , this is only 10

or so days on QTKS for my emperor-primal stack.

I have noticed some self sabotaging tendencies though, like when things are going great, I find away to

unconsciously self sabotage almost like my brain is returning to the old self. I’m getting better at

recognizing it though

Before this, I ran emperor for 30 sec and it whooped my butt, before that, months before, I ran it for 3

cycles with my custom, recon was better but still noticeable hard to handle, now its smooth with QTKS.

I’ve been getting a lot of memories of regret and my belief system has been questioned… and have been needy as hell…looking for reassurance from women…I got a lot of work to do internally

the one thing that has been really hard in all this is the reoccurring thought that things can’t get better but I’m pushing through.

Also I seem to be having issues with the people around me especially those who are manipulative. Boundaries are getting stronger