If we are attached to who we think we are, it is difficult to be who we want to be.
We can only tune in a specific frequency of the radio at one point of time.
If we are attached to who we think we are, it is difficult to be who we want to be.
We can only tune in a specific frequency of the radio at one point of time.
Ran one loop of my T2 custom then ran one loop of Sanguine Ultima. Feel good this morning although I didnât sleep the best. I will probably run one more loop of each here in a while and be done for the day. After what ended up with me being extremely overwhelmed yesterday afternoon I promised myself I would take it easy today.
Currently running one loop of Sanguine Ultima and then I will run probably two loops of my T2 Custom later this evening.
Running my two Q Customs today after running my T2 Custom yesterday. Ran Beyond Limitless Ultima a little while ago. Not sure if I will run any other Ultima titles right now. I was considering Rebirth Ultima but I already have the Rebirth module in one of my Customs. Then again there is a bit of carry over between the Q build customs and the T2 so.
Running two more loops each today of my Q customs then done for the day. Feeling a bit better than I have the last couple of days but still a bit anxious. I try to remind myself to be patient and not push things , give up, or switch . More than anything at this point in my life I need to work on healing myself and be as mentally and emotionally healthy as possible. Itâs sort of weird to think that at 52 years old I donât feel anywhere near close to feeling more mature outside of obvious age related things. I am though aware of how I could have saved myself a lot of stress and headaches in the past. It just seems strange or not right in some way that itâs taken me this long to learn . I know everyone is different but jeeze .
It also dawned on me today that some of my ways of doing things just isnât for me and I have to do whatâs right and doesnât feel forced or not who I am. I think a lot of that introspection comes from the Attachment Destroyer and Rogue modules in my customs. I ask myself why I did something or continue to do something knowing full well I will regret it or that it will make me miserable.
Not sure if youâre familiar with the concept of Adult Children but you should check it out.
Its typically Adult Children of Alcoholics, but core attachment wounds, from what Iâve read, are similar enough for anyone to use the book
@ALoveSupreme Thank you for the recommendation. I was just looking at a book about emotionally immature parents.