What I believe is a long range seduction update,
new girl moved into my house for a lil bit to rent a spare room.
We hit it off really well. Not really going to escalate on that though as were now roomates.
I was thinking/fantasizing about her a bit. The next day-when I saw her, she said she had been thinking about me and gave me a present relevant to our previous conversation.
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oh no, I hope you didn’t figure out my real name is nick lol
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Ares did helped me to announce to my team I was leaving them. I usually have a lots of fear around disapointing others!
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Do you feel like you have almost ZERO fear now, and usually never experience that emotion anymore?
I’ve been running Ares in a custom for almost three months now
and I rarely feel fear or anxiety. I feel very empowered in dealing with whatever is there to deal with head on. I can’t say this is strictly Ares, but I imagine it’s a large contributing factor.
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That’s amazing @Azriel!
Did you have before Ares a lot of fear?
Is somebody else having similar results? OR different results?
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i had anxiety about certain situations, and certain existential fears.
Fear of loss around certain things as well
While Emperor made me much more confident and dealing with many things,
I still had certain places my mind wouldn’t go or things I wasn’t facing yet.
Adding my custom started to create movement around that and dissipate it.
I still had anxiety/anger back and forth, about having to show up a certain way with certain work ‘superiors’ and some financial concerns and fear of not being enough, my custom directly started diminishing those.
On Emperor challenging things that would cause fear became things to deal with, and often anger would push me through, since adding my custom-they challenging things that would cause fear have become more enlivening
Since adding Emperor Terminus, my heart doesn’t raise a pulse at this issues, and they feel like there from a different lifetime.
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Hmmmm, nah, it still has more work to do, I’d say they are attenuated 
But like all subs, Ares is a process so you have to be patient with it, it won’t just crush your fear in one week, it’s the same way for emperor, won’t make you an emperor overnight. BUT it might alsocbe because I habe such a massive custom
Are you running a normal Q or Terminus custom?
Normal Q
3 loops of my main
2 loops of my physical enchancement
1 loop godlike masculinity
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So seems like Ares gets exceptionally stronger with Terminus build
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Yeah, well, maybe it has to do by the was Ares works, do you remember approximately what guideline is for listening to terminus custom? I am still thinking about going back to emperor for a lonely winter, just be that hardass guy. At the same time I wanted to add I am!
Anyone have experiences with “Negativity Shifter?” I have this in a planned custom yet I wonder about it because I’m not sure how it translates to practice.
Ares is in Q format for me too
guess it changes bullets to butterflies? I’ve got it in my most recent custom.
so far the effects of the whole subliminal are powerful. I think I’ve sensed Blue Skies and Regeneration at work, but for the rest they’re still ‘loading’.
I’ve only listened about 3 times so far. The craziest part is that this is the first time when I’ve gotten the effects immediately. Like 10 minutes into the loop I’m feeling the effects. And this is on Terminus2 build.
In contrast, for my other Terminus2 program (Mind’s Eye), it’s been 4 months and I’m still not sure exactly how it works.
Hey everyone, it’s been a bit more than a month since I started my custom. I decided to do a module analysis here. Feel free to ask for more details on specific ones.
I have Blue Skies in my custom, and reading this made me think of my experience yesterday (not spider related). Blue Skies was active in me, though I’d not linked it at all until reading your post @Azriel.
I work for a big company run by people pushed by nothing more than profit. And I was doing deliveries servicing their very customers. The message of “go faster” is pushed daily since only numbers matter to them. And images of the fast workers being cold to people by blowing them off seems highly encouraged by management.
Well, yesterday I had at least half a dozen 10-15 minute conversations with clients (all unplanned) and I really enjoyed it. Most are older and lonely, so me talking with them was refreshing for both sides.
Strangely enough, my motive had nothing to do with defiance or retaliation towards the company. My heart was focused on meeting some need of theirs to not feel alone, and I actually felt at ease in doing so.
One woman in a ritzy area shared she knew a true story of a woman who literally willed her whole estate to one postal worker–since he was the only one who ever talked to her! It’s not my motive, but it was surely memorable. Being kind to people does have rewards 
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Makes you realize the impact you can have on people without being aware of it
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True @James. I have memories of being in a neighborhood and a worker with another company calling out to me. I remember thinking “Wow. Really?” since I’d not seen this guy in over a year.
People do remember us. It makes me mindful of my actions to others.
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