Putting Emperor to the test!

The last week, although I have had a hard time every now and then getting rid of the brain fog ( I know that I would have a certain number of task to get done but would get overwhelmed with getting started) I have felt a need to organise things, files, put systems in place. I do it slowly but surely.

Someone else has mentioned it on anther journal with Ev4, one day I feel on top of things and then the next I get frustrated because I haven’t been as productive.

It’s like the subliminal is pushing me or putting me on autopilot to “grind” as many have been describing it but yet I can feel an underlying feeling of dissatisfaction or even resentment. I come home at night around 9:30pm and although I feel proud to have put the best effort forward and holding down the fort so to speak…I feel lonely and I wish I had a sex life to be completely honest.

Maybe it is only temporary I don’t know, only time will tell. So far I have been feeling more stressed than serene. The socialising aspect as well is worth mentioning. I only grind and grind at the moment. My goal is to move in my own place and then work on my sentimental life again. I am good looking, masculine and dominant but right now the grind is taking 90% of my life.

Questions that I ask myself ( for you hip hop fans out there youtube.com/watch?v=u0TUHksKj38)

3 Likes

So I thought this would be a good time to pick this journal back up as I have made a commitment to myself about 3 weeks ago to run Emperor Q until at least the end of 2020 alongside with the Executive Ultima and Libertine Ultima.

My current rotation is as follow:
2 loops per day of Emperor Q
1 loop per day of The Executive Ultima
1 loop per day of Libertine Ultima

So far what I can say after running about Emperor Q for 3 weeks that I am getting a lot of reconciliation. I know that the sub is digging deep! My subconscious is fighting and my deep seated fears are being stirred! I tend to sometimes “act out” and abuse substances. The context we are all going through with the lockdown and the sanitary dictatorship is posing challenges as well of course as a lot of time is spent in the company of oneself!

Emperor is helping me stick to my workout routine for starters. I have read that on others’ journals as well and I feel more powerful in my body the more I listen to it. I compulsively do pushups, pull ups, sit ups throughout the day even if I have already done my workout routine for the day. I am also prone to making better food choices. Two days in the row now have I stuck to my late morning green-juicing which, although may seem small, had been a pain for me to do in the past as I would be tempted to sit down for a big lunch and regret it when I get the afternoon slump.

I am squeezing the shit out of Emperor Q as I have made the decision to go on my own after having worked as an employee most of my adult life with little to no success. I have yet to really crystallize the idea of what my own business will look like but I have learned to let the “how” up to the universe ( or god).

As far as women is concerned, I am somewhat developing attraction going forth and back with a girl I have met not so long ago ( maybe a month). We are going forth and back on the phone whilst on lock down. I am appreciating things in her such as good conversation, her voice, it is very smooth. I find myself acting like a prospecter looking for the gold in her, evaluating this girl, if she would be a good fit. It is an approach that is new for me.

Anyway, also Emperor is helping me say no to poor choices such as smoking cigarettes for instance. Someone has reported the same thing in the forum. It is definitely effective I would say as the sub I can feel is strengthening my will.

As far as the Executive is concerned. I find a pattern when I listen to it. The first 15 minutes nothing really happens and then as I move past that mark, my urge to get moving and getting shit down is building up and compounding to the point that by the end of the track I want to literally jump up and get on with the stuff I need to do right away. It is like it is building the urge to spring into action. I love it and it’s effect definitely lasts about 4 to 5 hours for me.

As far a libertine Ultima v2 is concerned, I have noticed that when I go to a get together, the women around me are engaged with me at a higher level than they previously were. They find themselves enthusiastically conversing with me, I can see glimpses of attraction in their eyes, getting more tactile as well. I am looking forward to building momentum with this sub as well.

So here is my early progress report. I will keep updating with more precise day to day events. Take care everybody!

4 Likes

Awesome to hear your progress on Emperor Q!

How would you say Emperor fairs in comparison to Ascended Mogul for work and financial goals and the drive and competency of your own entrepreneurial endevours?

1 Like

Ascended Mogul I didn’t have but I started on Ascension and overall the subs made me erupt in bouts of alphaness. I was getting in conflicts with assholes at work, my bigdickswingingness did not fit the corporate world after a while .
I kept calling out all of the budllshit and put up strong boundaries and that’s part of why I’m here!

Outside of the corporate world I feel like Emperor now is taking care of many aspects of my life at once and that is what I like about the sub!! I can feel myself get more self reliant in many respects. It is changing my self image. I feel smarter on it and that is probably due to Quantum limitless lite also sex and mastery is giving me sexual reassurance.

As far entrepreneurial endeavours so far Emperor hs felt as it is giving me a solid core going forward. It reduces the gap between ideas and actions while feeling confident! I like the sub!

5 Likes

well said, I feel similarly. It covers a lot, not everything, but a lot for powerfully launching in life!

2 Likes

You know it well that Emperor is the real deal. None beats EV4 out of the park.

Hmm? I thought he was using EQ? is EV4, EQ?

@KingR

Righhht, there it is. I knew it was EQ that’s helping me quit smoking. I wasn’t even intending it to happen and I just suddenly lose interest in them.

What a sub, that benefit alone is astounding. Cheers man

1 Like

Hi! I confirm that I am using the Q version of Emperor alongside with alternating Commander and Executive.

1 Like

So it has been a while since I have updated! A few month matter of fact. Reconciliation got the best of me soon after I had written that last post in Nov’20.
Basically soon after I switched to StarkQ and ran PSIT and Libertine with it. It was a struggle fitting two different major programs during the day and add a Masked Ultima on top.
Although I did like the “fame” effect of Stark and the Inner Circle element of it…I did have a realisation that what I like in the fame was actually leading and being the person my people refer to, the authority so to speak. Deep down I am an emperor with a very primal nature to me. I realised then that I had given up on Emperor too soon as I pondered also on the “get shit done” element of Emperor that I really enjoyed as well.
So I switched back and committed to Emperor long term no matter what reconciliation I run into or how many shiny objects come my way.
My stack is solely made up of EmperorQ that I listen it in the set and forget mode as much as I can throughout the day. I do listen in addition to the Commander Ultima again as well once in the morning as I waked up and I do one loop of Diamond Ultima as I go to bed.
The reason I do Diamond is well obvious. Paired with the sex Mastery core included in Emperor, Diamond is giving me rock hard lasting erections, even as I am circumcised and loath condoms for the greatly reduced sensation, I now managed to stay rock hard even with the rubber on! Once I get my queen, I want to make her mine and get her hooked sexually immediately and continually give her the best sex of her life. I don’t know how Subclub managed this but Diamond is given me the sexual confidence that I didn’t get form SexMastery. It is something that I have been seeking most of my adult life.
Anyway, today was a day when I really felt hard reconciliation in the morning, I had no desire and no energy and as the day progressed and I passed the mid-day mark, my energy and confidence shot up! I put some curtains up in my room, something that I had put-off for months and cleaned my entire appartement. I also noticed that I had been training hard as fuck in the last 3 weeks. So much that now I have a visible 6 pack and everyone around me is shocked when I wear short sleeves Tshirts as I am jacked up all around. Everyone is making comment and how surprisingly buffed I am. I use to be 73kg and I am not 85kg for 1m83. I do look like a beast and I love it. That also is Emperor at work. I have noticed a subtle difference between StarkQ and EmperorQ when I am at a party. On StarkQ I am being very much myself, extroverted and carefree but I give up responsibility of my surrounding if that makes sense. In other words, I am famous but not in charge. Maybe some would say that I am a bit more passive. On EmperorQ, I am in charge, I decide how much I drink, what I tolerate form people. I am still very much and having fun but I somehow remain the person that people defer to unconsciously in a way and I prefer that in the end. It is more of a match to who I am. So this is it for now, I am eager to more experience with Emperor and will give you more updates soon.
Adios for now!

5 Likes

Glad to see this post!. Last time I was serious about Emperor was V3, so I’ll follow this and see how you do worth EQ!

Be careful with set and forgot on Q titles. Q overload ain’t no joke!

2 Likes

Very interesting. Seems diamond is the gift the keeps on giving. They were very generous indeed to gift this to us.

Good luck on your journey mate, you can do it.

1 Like

Thank you @Apollo and @Palpatine for the encouragements.
So a quick update for this sunday evening the 24th of Jan here in France.
Since last week, I have trimmed down my stack even more only sticking to Emperor and Diamond Ultima. I really want to milk Emperor for everything it’s got and take action so I see the script coming to life.
5 days isn’t so long to really have some perspective but what I have noticed is that I am not fully dedicated to my workouts. My goal being to getting a 6 pack, I am inching closer day by day and I need no push to get to it. I even work out about 30 an hour after getting up which is usually around 6ish.

I have noticed that I am full of fucking energy! That is incredible. Last week I have woken at least twice between 4:30 to 5:30 and have gotten up immediately. I know snoozing is one of man’s worst enemy when It comes to claiming back one’s life. I wake up powerful, make my bed immediately, and get straight to the things I need to do. It feels to me that Emperor is helping me implement some powerful success habits in my daily routines. Despite being unemployed at the moment I find myself scripting my day almost from rising up to getting to bed everyday so I can get stuff done all through the day. I have way more energy to get it accomplish.

My sleep patern and quality of sleep have greatly increase. Neither I struggle going to sleep nor do I wake up during the night. My dreams are vivid and wild, although they still tend to point to some limiting beliefs that I have or some feeling of helplessness. I think it could be reconciliation making some deep stuff resurface.

As other people have reported. I have dropped a few additional bad habits such as smoking when I am at social gathering, smoking Mary J, or treating the nose to some candy. All of that is in the past. I am the responsible Emperor, not the decadent one, although I do not exclude that I could become a bit decadent as I build my future harem.

On the sex front, mmmm, I have dumped a booty call I use to have that really didn’t match my standard back a couple month ago and now it is a bit of a dry spell. Opportunities don’t abound to say the least. Given the times we are going through I pledged to mostly focus on status and wealth and finding a purpose worth going after. I think all of the rest will fall into place once I take care of that.

Either way, I am loving the experience and will continue reporting.
Stay strong this week guys!

2 Likes

This will be a non-eventful post but I am building more consistency in my life and reporting here is part of it and part of my commitment to Emperor.

I lost my earbuds a few days ago so I am now listening exclusively to the Ultrasonic tracks on my computer speakers ( they are decent quality) still about 3 to 4 loops of EQ a day.

One principle that has been resonating greatly with me over the past couple of weeks is taking imperfect action instead of not moving at all or being indecisive. I feel Emperor is really helping me with this weakness of mine. It is pushing me toward acting even if I don’t have all the answers rather than procrastinating. That is a big deal for me. I just want to get shit done and move on to the next task.

Also time management is a big one. Emperor makes me really aware of how I use my time. Yesterday for instance, I was hanging out with a girl that I am on the fence with. I am on the fence with her because she is not really hot and bothered around me while most girls usually are. I cannot sense an once of sexual energy in her but yet she is very interesting as a person. I admire many things about her. Anyway, after an sunny afternoon walk she invited me over yesterday to check her place out and meet her roomates, that was all great and dandy, we had a goodtime, she cooked for me, but yet in the back of my mind, and much more than usual,I kept thinking to myself " Hold on Mathieu, is this the best use of your time? Your company is really valuable right now. What do I really want and need right now? Mmm, let’s see, sexual companionship! Will I get it here? no, so leave and get back to handling your own business". That is the self talk that was going on in my head. Couldn’t help it. It didn’t come from a position of neediness but one of power.

On the fitness front, the more I work out, the bigger I get, the more confidence I have in my physical abilities. I am thinking about enrolling into some type of physical challenge soon. That is also something new for me.

I can’t really think of much else at the moment but I want to build consistency in reporting. Wishing everyone the best!

3 Likes

I recently re-read a ton of Steve Pavlina’s old posts (circa 2005-2006 timeframe) and in one he talks about the thing of keeping a time log for a week or so to see how your time is actually spent.

I’ve been doing that for a week now, and I’m happy to report that the biggest chunk of my time was spent on working on my habit tracking app I made. It does show how a bunch of crappy uses of my time add up, however. 4% in talking to certain family members who want to talk on the phone a LOT. 3% in watching Twitch streamers. That’s 7% right there!

I built a spreadsheet (of COURSE I did) to track my time usage. I did that so it’d handle the math part and figuring out percentages lol.

3 Likes

More updates from my journey:

1- Emperor really is nailing down on positive habits building. It is like I am on autopilot for Scripting my days, waking up around 5:30ish everyday, doing my workout, drinking my green juice and pretty much get everything done on my list of things to do. I love the relentless drive. Also being indecisive is becoming a thing of the past.

I recently came into contact with the director of a company that build structures that could be considered tiny houses. I had some research to do as far as paper work to do an apprenticeship with her for about a month as I would love to learn building skills and work in nature. So I wrote her an email a couple of days ago and didn’t hear from her right away. Yesterday I was in the kitchen doing some dishes, listening to Emperor with my headphones when the self talked kicked in, said to myself " fuck it, you are not going to wait any longer, let’s call her right away". I soon as the thought crossed my mind I picked up the phone only to find out she had just responded to me positively by email. So things are moving in my direction finally. I will be moving to the country side early next week and I am on step closer to succeeding at changing my life, my career, doing something that I would love much more than almost anything that I have done before in my professional life.

Every time that I am tempted to add something to my current Stack " Emperor, Commander and Diamond ( run as a major program), I am reminding myself that this is just the beginning.

Good day to all,
M

8 Likes

Yesterday I noticed something quite intriguing!
I went to this birthday party, a girl that I don’t particularly know too well. She is a friend of a friend, let’s put it like this.
I arrived there and quickly 2 girls there became attracted to me…a blond, a bit on the chunky side, with a beautiful face and a brunette who was the birthday girl’s cousin. So I am just being friendly and myself. At this hour, people are still quite sober which mean that I get a chance to get a glimpse at who they are and can have a few interesting conversations. Unfortunately the spectre of the white powder that makes all of the noses crave it for ever rears its ugly head and people star becoming different…and I hate it how it has become nowadays in certain circles with that substance but such is life…
At out of nowhere somewhat of a fight breaks out between these two girls I am referring to above as they are seems to be claiming their stake on ME!!! I am just startled at this point. One of the two girls actually leaves the party because of that fight. So weird!!
Neither of them were up to my standard anyway but the way it played out was particularly interesting. I must also disclose that I had listened to one loop of Libertine Ultima a few hours before getting to the party…in addition to my Emperor/ Commander stack.

Either way, hope yall had an interesting weekend.

I am taking a major step outside of my comfort zone.
Being unemployed I am leaving for an unpaid apprenticeship to work with a woman who has built her own geodesic dome business and has agreed to take me onboard for a month to teach me the craft in return for me to put all of my different skill sets to help her grow her business.
I am jumping head first literally as I have to quickly sublet the apartment I occupy here in the big city I live in so that I can pay my rent in the place where I will be staying as the hosting company is in some remote village near the Swiss border. Also my project is to become a specialised architect/ builder in sacred geometrical living spaces. I don’t have the whole path figured out yet but this is the first step for me. Being such a city dweller and a former unhappy worker in the service industry, I am completely shading a new skins here. Most of my credit to Emperor for being pivotal in helping me manifest this opportunity as I was becoming quite hopeless in this covid meltdown era. I look forward to the months to come yet again and that is a good feeling.

2 Likes

Still at it with playing Emperor Q at least twice a day either in its Masked or Ultrasonic format. I can safely say that I am clearly noticing how easily I do things that I would overthink about in the past. I seem to be much more easily accessing that “flow state” where I can concentrate on a longer period of time on any given activity.

As I am studying for my new internship in eco-building I find myself really devouring new knowledge and I am guessing this could very well be the limitless module included in Emperor.

Yesterday, oddly enough, was the first day I started noticing, from the corner of my eyes, women staring at me and when I look back at them they would be blushing or looking embarrassed. That is encouraging. I knew Emperor had some romance manifestation.

Speaking of romance, I now believe that Emperor not just manifests romance but also manifest romance that fits the new Emperor paradigm. This past weekend, I wanted to have some female company, just to drink at least one beer outside as it was the last day I was spending in my current flat for at least 2 to 3 months, the weather was nice, and, since all bars are shut down in my city due to the government-imposed restrictions, the only option we have is buy beer and take it to drink by the river. To make a long story short, that one girl I had met the week prior, at a party, showed up directly to my apartment.

At first I was quite engaged and pleased with the situation, she seemed to have had dressed up, etc…conversation started to flow but then she took out some of that nose candy! And unleashed the craken! Since I do not touch drugs anymore and I have made a strong commitment to it, my mind started racing…there was no way I was going to have this cokehead in my apartment all night, speaking her gibberish, staying up till the morning cuz we all know the effect it does on staying up for ever and the drinking, etc…

So I rambled my mind real hard until it dawned on me that my neighbours were having a party. Bingo! They have the same taste as hers…I take her down there, two birds one stone, I shoot the shit with them, tell my goodbyes, etc…in the end I leave her there! Go back up to my apartment and go to bed ( it is nonetheless already 2 in the morning). I had to get up no later than 8am to start packing my stuff for my flat move.

Lo and behold, they had continued partying until 8pm the next day, yes not 8am but 8pm. That 24 hours of partying! When I knocked on their door around 12pm the next day to make sure everything had gone ok, she came out to chat with me and thank me for having connected her to “new friends”. My god you would not have believe the shock I had when seeing how disheveled and ran down she looked like. She was cocked out of her mind, dehydrated, no sleep, almost homeless looking. It was bad and I called her out on it jokingly…

Anyway, had I not reacted the way I did, I would have found myself in a world of hurt, meaning I would have had to pay the price of being locked up with a drug addict I barely knew. The moral of this story to me is not so much that I can find a solution to a bad situation but more so that I must be less desperate to spend time with anybody ( especially any female) rather than just say “fuck it” you know what I rather keep spending time alone until I find women who are worthy to be in my presence, that are healthy and would put “me” before their addiction. This was a great lesson. Someone has written that recently in their Emperor journal as well that this Sub helps one put the finger on their areas of weaknesses and help them work on them. The other night was definitely an eye opener for me.
I do not have yet any grandiose seduction or success story to tell you guy but Emperor is breaking down slowly all barriers and they sure will come soon. Until then!

6 Likes

That’s awesome! Reconciliation sucks but it’s a good thing. That’s when you’re carving all the toxic junk out of your subconscious to rebuild yourself.

You’re making enormous progress and I believe you’re on the cusp of a major success. Don’t sweat the seduction stuff right now. You’ll lose a lot of money chasing women, but you’ll never lose women chasing money.

2 Likes

What are you currently running in your stack besides Emperor?

1 Like