I hope so too. If you don’t have a bloom within 7 days, please revisit this:
As you look back on your journal, where do you have a passive perspective as above thinking of yourself more as an observer waiting to see what happens, versus an engaged active participant in your life and environment intentionally making changes.
A struggle might be worth it. Suffering might also be avoided.
Want to have less unpleasantness? Have Sanguine in your playlist.
I still don’t know if you have Sanguine.
I think you’ll be so changed and successful 6 months from now, you might not recognize who you were one year ago.
PS Congratulations on your offline journaling and your ideas about changing your environment to create new habits.