Profusion of Fun

Journals - Major Programs
#41
Listening Schedule

Legacy of the Spartan
Tuesday | 15 min
Wanted Black
Thursday | 15 min
Diamond
Where FUN is available
Fun Day| 15 min

▷ 21 days | 7 days break

I went out with my girl to some random places and I could see she’s been suspicious on me checking the back of my car. At the gas station I could see her peeking into the back section of the car and when I returned I could see her laughing and smiling at me. And I said, “What’s wrong?” and she said, “I don’t know you bring the library with you.” She noticed I been reading a lot of books and I usually carry them all.

These multiple women relationships had me challenge asking question to myself, “How and Why?” How am I going to allow them a place into my heart? Why should I choose the other from the rest?

It reminds me of my wonderful parents, grandparents, relatives, and I have never been in my life rejected by a woman. I used to going out with specific woman but I never call it dating, I am a playboy and I usually treat woman as toys. I keep what I like and leave what I don’t.

This stage of my life is different, I had multiple beautiful women going out with me, care-free, and they know I been with a lot of them but they’re very comfortable with me.

What’s this thing called Love?
I never say I love you to some random women, I rarely say I love you to my girlfriend before. I never say that to a woman I just sleep with. But when a person have done so much to you, even if you think you just want to get laid, but kindness has to be returned and it will and it will hunt you forever.

I Love You is different on a FAMILY, Father and Mother I Love You.
Mom and Dad had fights but in the family we never saw them separated.

I never experienced in my life that the I love you thing will mean a lot to me. But I will argue this is not with WB, probably with DR. It helps me with Love.

I think when people had some trust issues, those thing doesn’t mean a thing at all. If you fall in love everything will float in the air. It is not the kind of thing when both of you had just got into sex but something when you finally accept the other person.

Each time we say “I love you,” we are really saying “I am here for you.” “Being here” means being fully present in the relationship—physically, emotionally and spiritually. Saying “I love you” means "I am committed to you" and “I am committed to us.” You are telling that person you are in this relationship.

With “I”, we take ownership and affirm our feelings of love. We create a deeply emotional tie between You and the other person you are saying it to. The message you send esteems clear intent, and that in itself is so powerful. But finding this place in our heart does not come easy for most people. It takes patience, compassion, understanding, and courage to dig deeper. When we do this, we not only learn more about the other person, but we find out more about ourselves as well.

With all of these things, I now find it comfortable to say “I love you”? I meant it.

My mom told me that saying “I love you” takes vulnerability, but I didn’t understand or I don’t have any interest at all at that time.

We live in a world where we are taught that vulnerability is a bad thing (especially for men). We are told that we should always protect ourselves from love because the heartbreak that comes with it is unbearable.

But without vulnerability, there is no meaning to love. To be vulnerable with one another entails an open heart. It means we have to be open to not only opportunities around us, but to the hearts of other people as well. But vulnerability also takes courage.

If we can let ourselves welcome and embrace the concept of vulnerability, we can reach a breakthrough in our relationships with others and begin to love with our fullest potential. Love is what you make of it. Love can be unconditional. Love can be romantic. I have challenge myself to rise above and I have learned to put a meaningful value to each relationships I have had in my life.

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#42

Hey Phoenix, it seems you’re getting awesome results. Just curious, was your life like this before subs/SubClub, and if not, when did your results start really “kicking in”?

#43

I had other titles like Emperor, Khan, Dragon Reborn, and Wanted Black. The results were gradual with the experienced of discomfort while I’m interacting with multiple women. And I recall that feeling with Khan, that the more I get to experienced the pain the more it makes me stronger.

At least one cycle each, but when I tried WB the feeling of discomfort went back, but this time it is quite different. One month after I listened to WB, I had this thing that I cannot explain, so I stop (As I usually would contemplate for the experienced). I think my mind is making some adjustment with the script. Then I decided to listen to WB once a week or once every other week. The result was astonishingly good at handling every unpredictable-action with women.

I was complaining initially when I had a bad experienced with multiple women. I think WB can help with the rough journey, it adapts to every situation you were in. I become immune with hiccups when it comes with women, but then no matter what I do to make every relationship just casual they always fall in love for me.

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#44
Listening Schedule

Legacy of the Spartan
Tuesday | 15 min
Wanted Black
Thursday | 15 min
Diamond
Where FUN is available
Fun Day| 15 min

▷ 21 days | 7 days break

I was thinking about Wanted Black, why it cannot be for everyone.

It is not really that easy to adapt on so many women into your life, even if your a king. I don’t think it is a good idea to simply dispose something when things become uncomfortable. What amazes me was the fact that I was able to adapt to women’s unpredictability. I don’t like break-ups, I know the term Exes and former’s but I believe every broken heart has to heal, it needs to learn to heal.

A real lasting relationship requires a lot of tolerance. We need to accept that the other person is not perfect, disappointments, pain and irritations are inevitable.

The real questions is whether we are ready to face the ups and downs together because that’s going to happen.

Loving is recognizing that the other person has flaws, weaknesses, moments of doubt just like everyone else. Loving is embracing their imperfections, seeing beyond the arguments, misunderstandings, and mistakes is realizing that perfection does not exist on relationships but there is beauty in the efforts to stay united.

It’s about learning to forgive, communicate and grow together.

Loving is a choice. A choice to stay. A choice to fight.

Most men does not believe on tolerance, that was a huge problem.

I had this conversation with one of my girl friends about letting go (which means to “accept” not to forget) and nobody could ever move on if they keep doing the same mistakes over again.

Belong to yourself first, before anyone else.

#45
Listening Schedule

Legacy of the Spartan
Tuesday | 15 min
Wanted Black
Thursday | 15 min
Diamond
Where FUN is available
Fun Day| 15 min

▷ 21 days | 7 days break

I like the way SC builds out the titles, some are intended for the first stage and the other at the end (no not the end), and the other at the middle stage.

I choose Wanted Black because I wanted to experienced a company of lots of women in a short term relationship. But that wasn’t the case for most of them. I don’t have problems with women even on my teens, and I have never experienced being rejected but I lost few of my girlfriends through death and that was really a bad thing to me.

Some people are really tense when it comes to approaching and talking with women so SC offers PN and PS. I got the thing of being a badass pick up artist from Emperor and Khan, gradually I become a natural pick up artist. I did read about books on approaching women with steps on how to and other things you need to do before doing the real one, but my approach was simple - there is this thing when on any people, there is this moment where you can insert a conversation to anyone, and it can break or start a long chat. If for some reason the fear in you is intense then most likely you will be denied.

The world of a pick up artist isn’t about being attractive - fat, ugly, or weird, was never an obstacle to get laid with beautiful women. It has something to do with how you express yourself to the world that matters, not your looks, the perfume, the money, but rather your body language and your mouth plays a hard core role with getting hot women.

When I asked my girlfriends what’s the thing they don’t like with me, they always tell me that I am very annoying. I don’t want to change that because if we keep on disappointing women (but don’t do it everyday) they will cling on us. There is a good difference of being just yourself than being someone that you’re not. When I went out with my gfs I don’t shower myself with perfume, sometimes I don’t even take a bath. You will know when the women loves you because they will stick to you even on hard days.

Being yourself is very important because I saw lots of guys left out by women because they cling on things they think it was their salvation. It was never about the money, looks, even the smell it’s all about what’s inside that matters.

In a relationship the first stage is often what most people get to perfect, all the beautiful words and actions appear. there are no problems and everything are going well, this is the time when both partners feels energetic and excited about the future, often in my case the women would ask me to marry them-pronto.

Often when someone has a bad background they will get to see only the bad side on you.

I had this girlfriend of mine and we reach into this argument that she concluded that rich people often exploit them and left them for nothing. But I never give her a hint that I will leave her.

The second stage of a relationship is where the difficulty begins to start and to notice each others imperfection, argue about even the smallest most corny things and at this point some lovers may feel dishearten and consider giving up however this stage can be overcome if both partners are willing to work through the issues together, it’s in this stage that the foundation of understanding begins to form.

When I had a quarrel with my brothers, cousins, or even my parents there was that moment when they always go to my room to talk peace, and I cannot fight on someone who offers love.

I have never experienced a women left me, even if I perform bad in bed. I would just stop talking on a bad argument.

And there is a stage in a relationship where real love emerges, this is where both of you have learned to fix problems without arguing and you understand how to treat each other with respect and compassion, you recognize each other’s strengths and vulnerabilities and your bond deepens as you grow together, and this is where you truly get to know and appreciate the deeps of your love.

I realize why @SaintSovereign have mentioned that Wanted Black is strictly ‘casual’ - because it should not be the last, because out of those casual relationship it will grow into a long term relationship.

And then there is Heartsong.

#46
Listening Schedule

Legacy of the Spartan
Tuesday | 15 min
Wanted Black
Thursday | 15 min
Diamond
Where FUN is available
Fun Day| 15 min

▷ 21 days | 7 days break

When a person orgasms, the brain looks the same as a person on heroin.

During an orgasm, the brain experiences a flood of dopamine, the neurotransmitter responsible for pleasure and reward. This dopamine surge mirrors the intense euphoria seen in individuals using heroin or other opioids.

The release of dopamine isn’t the only chemical change during sex.

Oxytocin, often called the “love hormone,” is also released in large amounts, promoting feelings of bonding and attachment. This hormone fosters emotional closeness between partners, contributing to the deep connection many people feel after sex. In combination, these chemicals create a powerful feedback loop, driving not just physical pleasure but emotional satisfaction as well.

The similarity between sexual pleasure and drug-induced euphoria underscores why sex can be so compelling and addictive. However, unlike harmful substances, sex—when consensual and safe—can provide numerous benefits, including stress relief, improved mood, and strengthened relationships.

What I don’t understand why is it at some part in sex where we always rush to make it done. I think this is what it mean by the chemicals creating a powerful feedback loop, making us operate in turbo mode.

Like a nitrous oxide which allows engines to produce more power by enriching the air/fuel mixture entering the engine.

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#47
Listening Schedule

Legacy of the Spartan
Tuesday | 15 min
Wanted Black
Thursday | 15 min
Diamond
Where FUN is available
Fun Day| 15 min

▷ 21 days | 7 days break

A few weeks before I got sick, maybe to work exhaustion. In our working places we usually have this space as our personal relaxing area, off limits for other people. I roam around those places and can’t find the place to rest, so I went into my mom house and when I got there I was blocked intentionally, just like in the movie - I wasn’t scared but worried because it was a small care against my truck. And then one of my girl friend emerge from the driver’s side, grinning as if she up to something, they are two of them. I frankly told them that I’m sick and I don’t have time for fun but they insist that this isn’t about fun but more than that. They park my truck inside my mom’s house and escort me to their car as if I am the criminal, busted for a bad behavior.

I have no reason to feel scared with this two chicks, a financial adviser and a real estate broker, who I been sleeping with for years. They told me that their actually planning to blindfold me because they want it to be a surprise but I look like too haggard to go for it. I was quite tired and this two are giving the extra energy to stand on my feet, love can always make you alive even if all batteries are all dried out.

We arrived into this new house and opening the gate was my nurse (my girlfriend who is a jealous type - the leader type and wild). We went inside and I hurried to the living room to jump into the couch to sleep and one of them whisper, do you want us to be naked while we go around the room - I just smile.

It’s not really that simple to have a lots of girlfriends into your life, they will at some point fight for boundaries and no one will actually win in the process, through the years I have seen them going along with each other.

It’s really awesome to have someone who can take care of you, to comfort you in the times you need an extra boost to stand in your feet. I fall asleep and I had lots of dreams.

My nurse told me that I don’t have a fever but just exhausted with eye bugs probably due to lack of sleep.

When I woke up I had the three of them in bed, I don’t remember crawling into the bedroom. I gave them kisses and more kisses and hug, as a thankful gesture to what they done.

LoTs and Diamond | visualization technique is very effective if done generously and faithfully. I had a good body posture and a muscle without doing some gym exercise.

I’m not sure if Diamond ME is just about some male organ issue but also on enlargement, because I have notice my d*ck is much bigger and longer. I always had this morning log (usually at dawn and early morning) it was heavy and longer. My girlfriends had also noticed this on me.

I had a plan to journal my Diamond journey but I keep delaying it for no reason.

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#48
Listening Schedule

Legacy of the Spartan
Tuesday | 15 min
Wanted Black
Thursday | 15 min
Diamond
Where FUN is available
Fun Day| 15 min

▷ 21 days | 7 days break

Finally back from travel.

I’ve been in the capital region of my country for a business meeting, this was pre-valentines were people are preparing for that special day both for the family and for someone very special.

I defeat the advice of my business friends to always travel in advance and not on the same day to avoid being late, but I tried and asked my secretary to book a flight earlier - it was simply a bad timing.

Arriving at the airport on a familiar place, I studied here and it looks pretty the same - the traffic and pollution was much worst when I was spending my time here. The day was a with a shade, the sun was out but the temperature was hot, it makes no sense wearing a coat.

I would usually rent a car than booking a taxi or hiring a driver - I remember my grandpa told me that having a driver is like taking care of an old man. I like to explore places and I don’t use technology to help me with places, I want to get lost - making mistakes creates that scar in your mind that you will never forget, and if your making that same mistakes again it will pop out into your mind to remind you the best thing to do.

It was not my plan to get lost this time, I had everything book. The hotel was not the best, I don’t prefer to get into hotel that have the highest stars if I’m not with my girlfriend. You won’t usually get to find beautiful women on those places.

In the hotel I saw this line up of customers at the desk, maybe those are walk-in customers. I wasn’t concerned since I have a reservation. I waited for them to finished and as I approach the desk this women glance at me as she glides at my side. Usual for a Khan to lock-in to here, she has tantalizing eyes - eyes that would penetrate a thick wall and a voluptuous body that would probably initiate an earthquake. Anyway she was very beautiful. I was quite distracted that when the concierge ask me if I needed something I was at loss and don’t know what to tell him. It takes a little while before I can find the worlds to say.

I said I had a reservation and ask for my name. He hand the key to someone that will guide me to my room and the other ask for my bag but I said that would be nice, I offer the other bag but the backpack remains on me. This setting is usually common in hotels, you can’t just ignore them - I don’t mind giving tips to this folks (I know their job). At the elevator though the fairy women who pass by me actually waited for me to ride with her at the elevator. She smile and I simile back with good intentions and when I arrived at my level she whisper ‘what room?’ (honestly I don’t perfectly hears her because it was so soft and I think she was asking for my room number) I gave her my room number anyway.

The room was so large - it has a king size bed. It has this device that can remotely controlled appliances, anything including the curtains. The curtains was facing the sunrise which is good. I spent time playing around their gadgets as I was offering this kind for technical and products to my clients.

I quick move to prepare for the meeting and I became so hungry that I decide to run outside to find something to eat - restaurant is out of choice since it will take a long time to prepare. I went into the grocery store to grab some snacks. And I meet this fairy women again, she asked me how long do I stay here and I said as long as we have some fun (just out of my mouth - this is my usual thing, this was also my experienced with Khan). But I have to excuse myself on this one as the meeting is starting, I told her to waited and she gave me her number.

After the meeting with my business partner I was exhausted - sometimes on some corporate meetings the host company would order foods and participants eat as they proceed with the meeting. I never like to eat that way, it was like your not respecting what you put into your body.

I gave her a call and she agrees to met me at a place.

The beauty about Khan was you don’t need to read books about approaching beautiful women, in Wanted Black you don’t need to talk at all, you simply stare doing that hidden naughty emotions thrown towards her. Just action no talking anymore.

Fast forward I recall I was planning to formally invite her for dinner but it never happen.

We both rushing to whatever ‘thing’ were chasing, then we came to my room. I roughly kisses her, she was so soft like a cotton candy. I explored her upper part as if this was my first time to taste new dish. She tried to undress me but I was getting fatter and the shirt was stuck and it took both of us to get me undress. As I was undressing her she turns around to offer her back to me, she was wearing this dress with a zipper where you can zip it down and expose her back, she had this nice dimple and a very lovely butt. But before anything could happen I bring her attention to this huge curtains that would open the heaven on a touch of a button. It was not my intentions to let the universe witness what we are doing because I know the creators of this building made that windows one-way, so we f*ck our time while she was lending on the glass while I was driving her like crazy. Both of us miss the dinner.

I woke up from a friend call, it was past 6:00 am - she was smiling as if quite satisfied on the night before. We talk about ourselves, she was an artist working for a private company doing sometimes advertising, etc.

Before we part ways we decide to do a doggie for a memorable time together.

I can remember that I was exhausted at the meeting but then I had this energy to do a lot for her. What subs help me with that?

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#49
Listening Schedule

Legacy of the Spartan
Tuesday | 15 min
Wanted Black
Thursday | 15 min
Diamond
Where FUN is available
Fun Day| 15 min

▷ 21 days | 7 days break

I consistently reminds myself to stick to my vanishing goal which is to really delve on wealth experience not on other stuff, but this forum are trying to push me to the other way.

I wasn’t really that serious about listening to Diamond, my planned was to have my hardness problem fix and it did. And still with a grin on my face I want my p*nis to be longer and it gave me a percentage without not really having strong faith that it will succeed.

The advantage of having longer member was that you can enjoy the experienced in bed, as if your in the other dimension forever - that is if your not having the hardness problem. I can position myself to what ever illustrated sex book without having hindrances because the crowbar that I had is not made in China.

But that’s more than a year now. Maybe if I choose BDLM it could have been much faster, but I reason I was with Emperor and Khan, and I wanted to be prepare than rushing to the street without having the great tools necessary in approaching women which will results to bed and getting into dead-ma. It was necessary to wait.

I had these girlfriends who had unique styles in bed (I all love them), there’s one who wants to talk and f*uck, the other does not know about how to do it, and the other love to drive a horse, but all of them I love and I know they all love me too.

So I was planning to purchase the new Seductress but I want to see how it works on other people.

And maybe Revelation to the Nectar Within (RevNW) I love to see them using both hands holding my crowbar.

#50
Listening Schedule

Legacy of the Spartan
Tuesday | 15 min
Wanted Black
Thursday | 15 min
Diamond
Where FUN is available
Fun Day| 15 min

▷ 21 days | 7 days break

With Wanted Black I learned the intricacy of relationships and I thought this is all about sex but I was wrong. Maybe lust can come first before falling in love or maybe just attraction. Casual dating can evolve, as love can always find it ways, much powerful than anything else.

Humans are like puzzles and destined to fit on specific pieces, and even if some don’t fit - when they fail for each other they mold to become one.

Emperor and Khan had help me to be social or even talkative and it gave me more than I asked for, go beyond, I learned to strengthen bond in a relationship.

There is not much whether it is a relationship, friendship, or just partnership, when both of you don’t talk much - this is why marriage fail. I’m not really a fan of SMS or social media, I don’t even touch the telephone at home, but we talk a lot in the family. And how we are brought up is also the type of things we are going to do with another relationship.

I don’t know which triggers me to like the idea of texting my girlfriends, social media, I seem to like it, it is not always sex, but it can be mixed with sex, like flavored drinks. It helps to fuel that burning desire to stay together.

Communication , and more than just the basics but blunt, honest, true communication is what has me having multiple girl friends for years . With those that I’ve been able to be open & honest with , that I’ve been able to stay in contact with and be frank and truthful in any and all communication has allowed me to keep those long term Friendships and more alive and well.

I think when marriage is lost it’s ability for both parties to be open, they tend to be dishonest, and no longer communicate regularly.

So, if you want the bonds of your relationship to be strong, to be based on honesty and integrity then Talk to each other, often. And make sure that it is meaningful discussion and well worth the sacrifice each of you is making for the other. Because otherwise if you don’t, you may as well give up now on whatever it is you have together, for it will not stand the test of time. It will not last, and lots of trouble ahead.

#51
Listening Schedule

Legacy of the Spartan
Tuesday | 15 min
Wanted Black
Thursday | 15 min
Diamond
Where FUN is available
Fun Day| 15 min

▷ 21 days | 7 days break

I had this casual talk with one of my girl friends, “Do what is best for you, individually, but never step on anybody’s toes in the process.” Women are quite emotional and most of the time I hurt them - I don’t just step on them I can drag the whole family into trouble.

It’s a strong reminder. Go for your goals. Do what’s best for you. But be kind. Don’t hurt anyone along the way.

You don’t need to dim someone else’s light just to shine.

Success doesn’t have to be selfish. You can rise without dragging anyone down. That’s real growth. That’s real success.

While your climbing up, you always have something to pull in not pull out. Meaning you will always be able to help a lot of people (not just selected people but if you can be able to save the whole world).

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#52
Listening Schedule

Legacy of the Spartan
Tuesday | 15 min
Wanted Black
Thursday | 15 min
Diamond
Where FUN is available
Fun Day| 15 min

▷ 21 days | 7 days break

A healthy relationship is going to challenge you. But it is not the same thing as you’ve been challenged by unhealthy relationships.

Instead of those exhaustion from sleepless nights, anxiety-ridden mornings, and not feeling good enough, you’ll be challenged to be vulnerable.

You’ll be challenged to not sabotage the relationship.

You’ll be challenged to regulate your emotions and to show up, even when you’re not in the mood.

You’ll be challenged to be more mature, self-aware person.

The I Love You become a more meaningful experienced.

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#53
Listening Schedule

Legacy of the Spartan
Tuesday | 15 min
Wanted Black
Thursday | 15 min
Diamond
Where FUN is available
Fun Day| 15 min

▷ 21 days | 7 days break

What do relationship need most to thrive?

I think about why relationship are stronger when it’s in their early stage, most friends told me their relationships are much nicer back then than now a days - when they are younger. But that is not what I saw with my grand parents and even my parents, their bonds seems not wither with time. I am grateful to have these kind of parents and grandparents.

Other blame the social media for their situation - less social media means more time together, it protect their closeness, nurtured their bond and grew together.

I don’t think relationship fail because of technology, they fail because we’ve let distractions take priority over connection.

If we really wanted Love to thrive we should not confuse our presence with those gadgets around us, I make used with social media (not abusively) to connect, to let them know that I’m Active and Ready for Her.

I don’t need to put my phone down, I intentionally text with my arm around her (or them) distracting while having some fun (never get irritated), this way I present myself with my partner/s, communicated openly, choosing them over distractions on ever single day because love isn’t about competition it’s about commitment.

#54
Listening Schedule

Legacy of the Spartan
Tuesday | 15 min
Wanted Black
Thursday | 15 min
Diamond
Where FUN is available
Fun Day| 15 min

▷ 21 days | 7 days break

I had a small group of college students doing their time for an on-job training on my company. What’s nice about these students is they always spark ideas out of their curiosity. On my little spare time I had this amateur space telescope directed to near planets like Mars, imagining what would happen if it grows a forest on them. It was near impossible, given it looks blur on the telescope but thanks to Unity and other software we can grow our imaginations into amazing things.

I like the student to make a project that involves using A.I. but I don’t want them to let A.I. totally and lazily create their project for them.

There is already a CCTV commercial application to get specific parameters on a subject but you cannot have your own customs. Using my research and development laboratory I used Python and computer Vision to simulate these parameters.

I found out that attractive people are ‘exempted’ in being stop on all sort of finding mistakes, like carrying illegal things.

Notice when an attractive woman going inside a security sensitive premises, the guards won’t stop them for a security check up. But when it comes to people who look ‘bad’ the famous ‘body tap’ is necessary.

I observed these with different, random, and me and my girlfriends - I had this real-estate GF who is the most beautiful of them all, and I have seen her without make up, or have not taken a bath - drive into a forbidden zone but the police never stop her for the violation or at the bank, or on security sensitive areas.

Most people though when they become anxious about life, low self-esteem they feel bad, loss self love and seeking for comfort, then they feel really bad - and that what makes them becomes a threat.

I believe that feeling bad is the culprit of these all.

So I tried to dress like a grease man(not totally), and I was stop by a security guard going inside a bank, but it was only in a few seconds when someone at the bank recognize me.

I remember my grandpa who is always smiling at people but he never gets stop by a police even he mistakenly entered a forbidden areas.

It really makes sense to listened to these, Love Bomb for Humanity, or Love Bomb, or Genesis The Art of Joy and Happiness.

When we had this feeling Happy we can bend our reality to go on our favor, no matter how bad it is.