So a “normal” ceremony starts with you seeing slowly Animals coming into your vision and then the Ayahuasca (snake spirit) coming your way and take you on a trip.
On these trips you travel into an another world where you see/hear/feel/experience other beings and places.
You can interact with these beings and ask questions like for example : I once saw a indigenous Man Dancing and have a party so I followed him with my mind ( feels like surfing in front of the being/place) and I gave him a compliment : you have a great energy
He then answered with a big smile: do you want that ability also?
Me:yes my Frend
And he melted inside me.
Since then I start to party inside whenever I hear someone sing good during the ceremony or in general.
Actually you have 4 hours time to explore and connect to another kind of intelligence and download abilitys/energy if the spirits deem you worthy and you treat them right.
(in the spirit world you need a lot of respect for other beings, 1000 times more than here in the physical world. I had learned my lesson. They kicked me out a couple of times 
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Now with the mixture of Eloy it’s different.
First it starts to warming your body, then it’s like a fire that fills you up and Eloy starts to sing the Icaros. The Icaros are the songs of the plants, if you know them you can direct the plants to the participants to start working. Everything he do is so simple but insanely effective. He sings the songs of the plants you drank(al of them) and tells them: these are my friends please heal them.
And they do.
The difference is : during the whole ceremony it’s dark and light at the same time. No visions no interaction with the spirit world, just warm and dark. At the same time you notice your hidden problems arise and after a couple of seconds disolving. If you concentrate you see also that there is an imense light flowing into your head.
After 2-3 hours he switches from the Ucho Sanango dominant state to the Ayahuasca Icaros and you float down from a very very high place (light) into the visions of Ayahuasca for 30 min.
This time was very interesting for me because all the snakes had the colors and geometric patterns of The Future on them. I never saw something like that. I think this means I am trough with the past.
And then I vomited so hard with one sentence in my being playing over and over the whole 5 min. : NO MORE SHIT AND NEGATIVITY IN MY LIFE, NEVER EVER, NEVER EVER, NEVER EVER I AM TROUGH WITH IT ONCE AND FOR ALL.
Then after vomiting I startet to relax and I feel so Happy to be alive, I am grateful for al the help I received, I start to thank all the plants, the spirits and people who helped me.
My state feels exactly like this picture
Light and Dark under my full Control, smiling on both sides with the complete freedom to do what I WANT
