Praise The Urd Tree's Permanent Journal

Spooky you say that man. I won’t go into detail, but lowkey I actually do see it as a spiritual pursuit. :joy:

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That’s awesome :raised_hands:

Saying no is hard. There’s a person in my life who’s utterly relentless, will not take no for an answer. I respect her, she’s been a great teacher on this journey.

I’ve really grown to hate jargon. I resent a little that in pretty much every field I enter, I have to learn a whole new lexicon only to realize that it’s all very simple. I accept it, I’m fine with it, but it’s annoying. People love to throw around jargon, as a life long student, I’ve grown to believe that some people feel a little superior when they say simple things in a very complex way using jargon.

Idk, this whole post is making me sound stupid and I just couldn’t care less. There’s just been this awakening in me recently that all this technical sounding buisness crap, is actually super straight forward and intuitive, but some people feel the need to hypercomplexify it to make it sound more impressive than it really is.

I think I really resent it because it feels like a waste of time that adds and extra layer of doubt in the learning process. It’s almost like the whole world is covered by a thick fog of jargon that makes things needlessly complex.

You here all these fancy words, and you start to wonder if you really understand what’s being said. At bottom, it’s all just buying, selling, and figuring out how to make people buy.

That’s why doing will always reign king. The best way to understand something is to do it.

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End of Cycle
Primal, LotS EoG ST1, (dropped primal for final two listening days and subbed for Khan ST2)

Nice, feeling good. Wish I would have started EoG earlier, it’s a lesson not to wait. Low key, I’ve been waiting for new EoG for a year now, I should have just started EoG last year when I wanted, but I stupidly let someone talk me out of it.

It’s been great. Excited for the new EoG, but TBH don’t care, this version has already been mindblowing after just one cycle. If new version takes a while, I’ll just chill on this one for like 4 months.

Washout Day 2

Some pretty intense recon the last two days, but it feels productive.

An obsession with fairness will lead a good man to ruin.

I find this interesting!! Would you mind expanding on your thought process that led to this conclusion?

I found myself trying to create a fair outcome for someone who wasn’t interested in fairness. Here I was trying to create a situation in which we both won, in which we both benefitted, only to come to the realization that this person doesn’t want both of us to win. They want the whole pot and want me to have nothing. A lot of wasted energy trying to be fair to someone who doesn’t want fairness, they want to dominate me and take it all with nothing in return.

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Cycle 1 of 4 (or more) - Day 1 - Primal, Lots, New EoG ST2 - Primal & Lots - 1/23/2025

I’m taking a break from Khan to run Primal and focus my attention on doing well in school, physical shifting, and making more money.

Last cycle (the first cycle after Total Breakdown) was Primal, Lots, and EoG ST1. The last two listening days, I swapped Primal for Khan ST2, just to give it a test. It gave some great results, along with heavy recon.

So, it made me realize that I really need to prioritize. I want a burst of short term results, and I kinda knew internally that if I just pause the Khan journey to focus on EoG for a little bit, it’ll work out the way that I want it too.

Just for fun, I played with Gipity a little, and this is what it said:

Which Should You Choose First?

  • If you’re looking to gain raw, immediate power—whether it’s to break out of a rut, get attention, or tap into your inner drive and confidence—the primal path is a great place to start. It gives you a foundation of power, presence, and confidence. From here, you can build on that energy, using it as a stepping stone to evolve further.
  • If you’re ready for a more structured and strategic journey that will turn you into a complete, unstoppable force in the long run, then starting with the Khan path could be more appropriate. It will help you cultivate not only primal energy but also the mental fortitude and strategic thinking needed to maintain lasting success.

My Suggestion:

If you’re uncertain about where to start, think about where you currently feel the most unbalanced or restricted. If you feel stuck or have trouble asserting yourself in any way, starting with the primal path could be beneficial to unlock your immediate energy. Once you’ve grounded yourself in that raw power, you could then shift to the Khan path to refine and direct that energy into more structured and strategic dominance.

On the other hand, if you’re someone who’s already relatively grounded but feels the need to build a deeper, more sustainable power and master control over all aspects of your life, starting with the Khan path could be the way to go.

Both paths are complementary and don’t have to be mutually exclusive; you could start primal and then evolve into the Khan. It’s about recognizing what phase of your growth you’re in and what you’re ready to take on.

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Bingo, and this is why I’m running Primal atm.

Those two loops of Khan ST2 brought back my hatred of school. On Khan it’s “I hate this, so I’m not going to do it.”

On Primal its, “I hate this, but I’m doing it for a reason that’s aligned with a future goal, so I’ll suck it up and make it interesting and get it done.”

For where I currently am, it’s an important distinction.

I want to drop out, I really might drop out, but I can’t drop out mid-semester, I already took out a loan, lol. I actually need to get through this semester for financial reasons.

Plus, the degree is mildly interesting.

Excited to run EoG ST2 in a couple of days. I have a distinct feeling the EoG ST2 is gonna activate with little resistance.

I think you’re going to have huge struggles in school if you align your stack too much with your future and not enough with your present.

When I’m doing sales, it’s for the goal of becoming rich, long term, of course.

I could just run EOGST4, Mind’s Eye, and HOM.

But that doesn’t serve me in the present moment which in turn means I’m not living in the present moment - which is where the action towards my future needs to be taken from.

That’s why my “present moment” stack for sales is something like EOG2 + LE + HOM.

I can make arguments for how they directly impact my future, and more importantly, they reflect the present moment on how to get there.

With a stack of Primal/Khan, EOG2, and LoTS, you’re pushin your subconscious in three separate directions - all of them far away from school.

Primal sounds like it’s helping, sure, it’s a foundational alpha sub, and there’s “present moment” factors in school that relate to Primal - building your life and socializing with schoolmates.

But why is Limitless not in your stack? Or minds eye to help you create a step by step plan in how to get to where you want to go starting from where you are? Or even Stark, which has cognition enhancers, networking and popularity boosters, innovation scripting (great in a school enviro) etc.

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Pretty much because school isn’t really my main priority to get to where I want to go, it’s more of a stepping stone than anything else and throwing myself fully into school just doesn’t make sense for exactly what I’m doing.

Primal, Lots and EoG ST2 is my present moment stack. It works on what I’m currently doing (running the business I started last cycle among other things), and gives me the drive and attitude to get it done.

School is more of a means to an end for me atm.

Right, my point exactly.

If you go half way up the ladder and then climb back down, you’ve gotten nowhere. If you cross the river halfway and then turn back, you’ve done nothing.

Just because you want to be on the other side of the river doesn’t change the fact that currently you’re on THIS side of the river.

Level with me, what about my stack do you think is a misstep? I see your point, I just don’t quite see what aspect of my stack you think isn’t meeting my present moment needs?

Primal is about freedom, EOGST2 is about building a business, LoTS is about achieving your body.

None of those have anything to do with school, education, or even cognition in the slightest. None of this scripts are even really about business networking which you can certainly do at school, or anything else school related.

Nothing in your stack is BAD

But, you’re training your subconscious to think of those three things more than anything else.

Of course you want to drop out of school if that’s your stack. You’re training your brain not to get enjoyment from school, because you’re using subs to train to get validation at the gym, or socializing, or building a business/product.

If you’re not even working and purely doing school rn, I’d say EOGST2 is the biggest mis-step. Ditto if you’re working at a job that doesn’t directly compensate you based on the quality of your sales/customer-service.

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I see what you’re saying now.

I’m a buisness owner as of 2 weeks ago. Currently in a very modest green after subtracting start up costs. Didn’t really post much about it, but yeah.

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Well then I take back what I said about EOG2 then, and congrats! :pray::fire:

Still - something small that’s geared towards school to help train your brain to realize that school is part of the journey of how you’ll get to where you want to go.

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Feel it. Was considering QL. Limitless was dope, but if I’m gonna do it, kinda just wanna see what QL has to offer. Even at just 1 cycle/stage.

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Cycle 1 of 4 (or more) - Day 2 - Primal, Lots, New EoG ST2 - Rest - 1/24/2025

Woke up feeling good and ready to take it on. Let’s get to work.

Having a little trouble adapting to the reality of the world right now. I try and keep that out of my journals, but I’m really having a little trouble with it. The things that are happening in so many aspects of life right now, though I accept them, are mind blowing. It’s just insane.