Hmm…I’m finding myself thinking about this idea that Terminus goes much deeper. I’m in the midst of a lot of work. I have to make myself concentrate sort of against my natural tendency. I’d already taken yesterday and the day before off from my main stack, so today I just didn’t feel like waiting any longer. I played Ecstasy of Gold and Emperor.
As they played I could almost feel the load (I don’t know if that’s objectively accurate. That’s what it felt like.) It felt like more load in addition to the work I was doing. After a while, I noticed that my mind felt easier and more relaxed. This caught my attention so I clicked over to iTunes to see what was playing, and it is Stark Q Terminus.
So, the thought struck me that it might feel easier because it’s swimming a lot deeper than where my attention is usually hanging out. (Not very formal language, I know.) That’s interesting. Not really sure. But I feel a lot more relaxed now. It’s neither pushing me to work nor pulling me away from work. It’s just doing its own thing, and I consequently feel a certain relaxed stimulated feeling.
Anyway, I’ll leave that to whomever to figure out. Back to work.