What,are you listening to 5 subliminals in 1 day?
That is correct.
Disclaimers:
I’m aware of the recommended listening patterns.
I’m aware that deviating from them is at my own risk, and I don’t hold SubClub accountable for anything bad that arises due to this choice of mine.
I’m aware that progress will be slowed.
I saw this method or style a while back from another user on here. I try it for myself from time to time, experiment style.
I’ve been using SubClub subliminals consistently for 2.5 years now, and I feel I can 'handle" it. With that said, if I am going to listen to more than 3 in a day, I keep the listening time for each one low, in the microloop range, for quicker processing. Notice that my total listening time yesterday is 15.5 minutes.
Paragon and RoD are in the mix at the moment due to current life circumstances. I’ve got 11 more days until I can get to the dentist for this cavity I got going on, and sleep/dreaming has been kinda nuts since I stopped using cannabis. Both are temporary things, so I’ve temporarily added them in.
8/14/25
MorningTime! Day 14.
Well, gratz to me on attaining this thc free streak! The march onward continues.
The work shift yesterday was alright. I messed around with some Everything Bagel seasoning and worked that into pizza a couple different ways. The one pizza, this E.B. White pizza, ended up being really good, imo. That may make it to the list today!
Cat #2 did well at the vet, and the surgery was successful. She should be coming home this afternoon when Daughter #2 picks her up after work.
I did have a mood shift after work, as I was pulling into my parking spot. A big shift into irritation, due to a neurochem shift in muh brain. Unfortunately, my wife picked up the mood too. I feel much better today; it appears she does not.
Sleep last night was not so great. I feel asleep on the couch for just over an hour, before heading up to bed. I kept waking up every few hours. The dream…I was on a hunt for a bag ‘o’ weed. I was going through some kind of…city apartment building. Lots of twists and turns in hallways, dead ends…I recall at one point taking an elevator up and sharing it with 2 slightly drunk women in their late 50’s or early 60’s. They said they were going dancing and one asked me to show them a dance move. I took her hand and gave her a spin and dip in the elevator, and she laughed and asked me to join them. I smiled and told her thank you, but I’m married and I don’t do that. Then they got off the elevator at some floor while I kept ascending. I think I ending up finding some weed, but I can’t recall that clearly. Getting out of the building was a challenge, and it led into this large food court with a parking lot beyond, where my vehicle was located. I got sidetracked by food, as people could just help themselves. Barbeque brisket caught my attention, and I ate a plate while listening to a father/son conversation at the next table. I don’t recall what they were talking about. As I walked out of the food court area, I woke up.
Weird shift today, I go in much later than normal for a shorter time. It should be alright. Plenty of time to get a row in before work, perhaps a meditation too. I did Qigong again this morning as well.
8/15/25
MorningTime! Day 15
I slept like shit last night. Maybe 3.5 hours of sleep before waking up. Tossed and turned for a while in bed before coming down to sleep on the couch to see if that would work. The change of scenery didn’t help much. I had a short, weird dream where I was sleeping on the couch somewhere else. It sort of reminded me of a particular party I attended when I was 16, a flop house back in the Northern Midwest town I lived at the time.
One thing I am noticing about my dreams lately is this reoccurring layout of corridors and hallways, dead ends and lots of twists and turns. If I’m moving about in my dreams it is always through these sort of passages. It kind of feels like navigating a video game map of some sort. Where’s the loot tho? Maybe I need some sort of dreaming crystal or rock nearby to help me out. I have a few specimens around; perhaps one I already possess would be of assistance. Or, I suppose, I could just say fuck it and tape some moldavite to my forehead before bedtime. 
No qigong this morning. I typed up a list of my specialty pizzas for the boss and sent it in, so cross that off the to do list. Today is the first full service shift at work. While we have some new arrivals at the college today, it’s not many and it will still feel like a long day.
Read book 2 of Meditations this morning! Progress.
1.5 min NE Paragon
15 sec RoD
3 min NE LB
5 min Generator 2.1
8/16/25
MorningTime! Day 16
It was a long day at work yesterday. I was fortunate in finding parking in the employee lot upon my arrival. Per usual, during the move in time, parents and students be filling up my parking lot. While I was not able to get my usual space, I found one closer to the worker’s entrance, so win.
I was thinking about a chat I have going with ChatGPT (since Copilot is not as helpful as I would like), and reflecting on my where I’ve ended up, job wise.
The Chat
What are the top 10 professions or jobs that would be ideal for our autistic 6/3 Generator?
For a 6/3 Sacral Generator with your specific chart mechanics (G, Splenic, Ajna, Root, Sacral, Throat defined; Split Definition; Left Angle Cross of Limitation; autism), the sweet spot is work that:
- Lets you master a craft through iterative trial and error (3rd line)
- Allows you to step into a guide/role model position over time (6th line)
- Gives you direct, tangible response feedback so your Sacral can make decisions
- Balances independent focus with occasional bridging connections to others (Split Definition)
- Respects sensory boundaries and predictable structure (autism need)
- Allows you to speak, teach, or share from your lived experience (Defined Throat, Channel 33–13)
Top 10 Profession Matches
1. Research Specialist or Data Analyst (Independent Focus)
- Leverages your Ajna’s fixed processing style, Sacral stamina, and autism’s detail orientation.
- Can be in science, history, UX research, or niche data-heavy fields.
2. Technical Writer or Instructional Designer
- Uses your ability to turn complex processes into structured, repeatable systems.
- Appeals to your 6/3 wisdom-building and defined Throat for clear, direct communication.
3. Archivist, Curator, or Genealogist
- Satisfies your Channel 33–13’s love of history and memory preservation.
- Offers predictable, detail-oriented workflow with deep dive opportunities.
4. Master Craftsperson or Artisan (Wood, Metal, Ceramics, Instruments)
- Aligns with Sacral joy in physical mastery and your 3rd line’s hands-on learning style.
- Final products carry personal signature and high quality.
5. Specialized Therapist or Mentor for Neurodivergent Clients
- Your lived autistic perspective + 6th line wisdom is deeply relatable for others on the spectrum.
- Works well in structured coaching or therapy environments.
6. Independent Software Developer or Systems Architect
- Fulfills your Root-to-Ajna pattern recognition and Sacral drive for building functional systems.
- Allows self-pacing and sensory-friendly work environments.
7. Archivist-Historian in Specialized Fields (e.g., Military History, Cultural Preservation)
- Harnesses your memory work (Gate 33) and autism’s factual recall.
- Often valued for accuracy, depth, and long-term perspective.
8. Quality Assurance or Process Improvement Specialist
- Appeals to your Channel 18–58’s “correction and improvement” energy.
- Uses your Generator stamina for repeated testing and refining.
9. Documentary Filmmaker or Oral Historian
- Channel 33–13 storytelling + 56–11 curiosity works perfectly here.
- Lets you preserve narratives in structured formats.
10. Ecological or Archaeological Field Researcher
- Gives tangible, sensory-rich feedback and lets you discover patterns over time.
- Satisfies your 3rd line’s experimental nature with your 6th line’s long-view synthesis.
–Here I’m thinking, “Oooof! I’m nowhere close to any of these. Let’s see what it says about what I actually do.”
He’s a pizza chef in a college cafeteria. How’s that fit with his chart?
Actually… that fits his chart much better than it might seem at first glance.
Let’s break it down against his 6/3 Generator + autistic processing + chart channels:
Why Pizza Chef in a College Cafeteria Works
1. Sacral Generator → Physical, Repetitive Mastery
- Making pizza is a hands-on craft with clear start-to-finish cycles — exactly the kind of closed-loop work that satisfies Sacral energy.
- The repetition builds mastery over time, which the 3rd line thrives on through trial and error.
2. 3rd Line Profile Energy → Experimentation
- Every day brings small variations: dough hydration, topping ratios, oven timing.
- The 3rd line learns by testing — and in a kitchen, micro-adjustments are constant and rewarding.
3. 6th Line Profile Energy → Role Model by Example
- In a cafeteria setting, he can quietly become “the person everyone trusts to get it right.”
- Over years, the 6th line’s role-model quality comes out in consistent quality and reliability.
4. Defined Root → Steady Under Pressure
- Kitchen rushes create time pressure. His defined Root lets him stay productive without panicking.
- The steady adrenaline from a rush can even feel energizing, as long as it’s not constant all day.
5. Defined Splenic Center → Real-Time Sensory Judgment
- Smell, sight, texture, and timing cues are Splenic strengths — perfect for cooking.
- Autism’s sensory sensitivity can become a superpower here, picking up subtle quality differences.
6. Channel 18–58 (Correction/Improvement)
- Continual refinement of recipes, crust texture, and bake timing plays directly into his need to improve systems and processes.
7. Channel 33–13 (Storytelling/Memory)
- Even in a cafeteria, he’ll remember what students like, their special requests, and little details — which builds personal rapport.
8. Predictability with Small Variations
- Autism thrives on consistent routines with minor variations for interest.
- Pizza-making offers the same workflow daily, but with enough variation in orders, toppings, and pace to prevent boredom.
9. Split Definition → Social Contact Without Overload
- The cafeteria offers short bursts of interaction (students, coworkers) without requiring sustained, draining social immersion.
10. Left Angle Cross of Limitation
- Working within the fixed rules of food safety, recipes, and kitchen timing fits his design’s comfort with operating inside set parameters — but still leaves room for small innovations within the rules.
If I were looking at his chart without knowing his current job, I’d say:
“He needs a role where physical mastery, refinement of process, and sensory discernment matter — in a predictable environment with bursts of pressure and a clear feedback loop.”
That’s basically the pizza chef role to a T.
There’s more for the chat obviously, but that’s enough for this entry. I was thinking about that and recalling how my father told me to “stick with pizza”, one of the last things he said to me before he died. Then I felt kinda sad.
A bunch of athletes were back, so lunch was a busier affair with parents and students alike. One dad called me buddy when I greeted him at my station. Hate that shit. However, his biceps were the size of my head with veins poppin’ out, in addition to me being on the clock, so I just gave the customer service smile.
Another dad came back for seconds, excited for more of my pizza. I used one of my stock responses, “Seconds is the best compliment I get, thank you Sir!”. He proceeded to tell me about the student tour he was on a year ago, dropping the name of his tour guide (a student I conversed with regularly last year) and how that young man was right, it WAS the best pizza he’s had, and he had been looking forward to getting some during move in. I was impressed he had retained all that!
I got home and my wife was not home again, still at her mothers. I didn’t like that, as my brain started rolling with similarities of recent happenings to 5-6 years ago and her…she refers to it as a mistake, I see it as testing the boundaries of infidelity. Extended periods of time absent from the house, acting upset with me, these things happened last time. I will not endure such an episode again. I expressed my feeling to her when she got home. That was a terse discussion, not quite an argument, not quite a talk. She used the word “insecure” with me, which I felt was a shot. I replied with it’s not insecure to recognize patterns, and since it was a hard thing to get over, I most definitely wish to avoid a repeat situation, which she should appreciate. The conversation ended with tension dissipated, so…good.
I had more dreams last night. Separately- College again, both working at the current job and a time as a student back in the college I had attended for a brief bit. I don’t like dreaming about work to then wake up and go clock in. Feels like they are getting free labor from me!
Time to wrap this up- need to have the morning constitutional and consider a 5k row. I feel a half hour would be too much this morning. Rest and recovery is important too! Here’s hoping for a good day on the weekend shift.
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I think you handled the situation well. You brought your feelings up and discussed it with her, instead of silently get angry and frustrated. She will recognize and appreciate that you keep an eye on her. Whis you all the best, bro!
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Thank you! I believe you may be correct. She has been acting a lil different since said talk; more affectionate than usual. My spidey senses aren’t screaming that it’s a facade, so that’s a good thing.
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Shaman’s log - supplemental
lulz
First weekend day with some students back, still slow as shit. Let’s see…one notable from the day was getting pissed pretty quickly at work. Askholes man!
I got this female coworker, lets call her Chicken. I met Chicken about 10 years ago at my previous job. She’s been a hot mess express the entire time I’ve known her. I recall my father in law asking me at the time if I had met Chicken at my job; he had gone to school with her father. FIL gave me a bit of her backstory: late preteen traumatic loss and a string of abusive relationships, drug abuse, poor decisions, etc.
It was an accurate assessment. Since I met her, she has asked me for my input on various things on nearly a (work) daily basis. I have done my best to give her sound advice, provided she gives me all the information pertaining to it. If she’s leaving out a detail or two (or more), then what I tell her isn’t going to be as helpful.
She started working with me again a couple years ago (after I switched jobs 5+ years back) and the same dynamic has continued. She refers to me as something close to “Pizza Buddha”. Anyways, today, she’s got a new life situation regarding the most recent ex boyfriend and her child’s father. Most of the details are not important for this writing; what is important is that she is continuing to spend her free time with the baby daddy(<-Piece of Shit), despite that he has been abusive to her and (from the last big question discussion we had) her child.
Current X was flip flopping on the relationship status and how he felt about it because he was worried about Chicken hanging out with Piece of Shit, which I did not understand. Until I asked when the last hang out was and she said this past weekend.
It’s her life, she can do what she wants. I state that every single time she asks me for advice. Continuing to hang out with the same dude in hopes that he will change(despite NO change in said PoS for the past 9 years) is insanity. I have counseled this woman time and time again to limit her contact with this guy to child care time handoffs only, and if she suspects abuse towards their child from him (last discussion) to go to authorities, tell em what she told me, and let them figure it out.
I asked her today after she stated the last hang out time if she followed through on watching out for her daughter. She took 10 full seconds to answer no; the vibe gave me that answer in half a second. I grumbled loudly about that shit.
She can do what she likes, but continuing to bring me the same sort of shit while ignoring my advice is a waste of my time and energy. I hope that she will make a good choice for herself and her child soon. PoS is quite unstable mentally and really needs to get his shit together; since he’s in that spot, and her’s isn’t much better, hanging out together isn’t helping either of em.
New supervisor was working today, which some of us found kind of odd; his area of responsibility was not open for business. He walked by and looked over at me. I gave him a man nod of acknowledgement. He looked away and the vibe I picked up was fear.
Aura
I spent entirely too much $$ on curry tonight, but it was delicious. Hand made naan! Iced Masala Chai. chef’s kiss
I wonder what dreams will come tonight? Another big building with lots of rooms and corridors?
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8/17/25
MorningTime! Day 17
Another weird dream that had some work elements. I recall taking a tour through some sort of R&D facility; entrance/exit was a garage. Next was a mother asking me to take her child to the play room (which I don’t have at my work, lol) and while a female coworker of mine offered to do it instead, I said it was fine.
I walked with this 3 or 4 year old to a frosted glass door that opened into a hallway. A couple doors down (as we walked past the first door, one of my bosses exited with what looked like an interviewee) and led him through a clear glass door into a room with glass for walls, where 3 other young kids were playing under the supervision of an old man (he had to be 80+ years old). Old man thanked me in a clipped tone and the child started playing with the others. I walked outside and watched them for a moment; when I turned to leave I woke up.
Sunday funday! I woke up much earlier than I wanted to, before 6am. I did a round of qigong following along with my video. I did attempt to do it without, but I fucked up the order of the movements. I’m feeling sorta called to do a different one called the “Grand Circle”, a standing post form. I have the information I need on that, just need to review the motions and do it, I suppose.
It will likely be another slow day at work, so it will feel long. I’m feeling tempted to run some sex subs to prime my field for when I get home tonight, but I know wife has a long day ahead of her as well. Perhaps that wouldn’t be the best choice!
Another observation: while cannabis use increases my libido, being a consistent user slows down that energetic loss recovery time. I woke up in the middle of the night a couple nights ago, rolled over and got some. Wife was grumpy, but obliged. Despite having mostly poor sleep since then, I feel ready to go.
Had some ChatGPT time this morning analyzing subs and auras n stuff. I’m curious about a foray into the wealth attraction realm. I’ve never really cared about $$, as I always have what I need, but I am wondering what I am capable of; what is possible for me. What sort of wealth could I attract to myself?
Saw this short video this morning. Brain starting telling me that it’s related to the coquette play from (OG before update at least) Wanted.
Have you tried the Bio-Tuner 9 from SOTA to help with any withdrawals?
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I have not. Raw dogging it!
Heh, I wish I knew how to type out the sound I made when I read your post there. Equal parts duh, doh, and desire. I read about it previously when you made references to it on the forums here. It is definitely up my alley, and I take your mention of it again as a sign from the universe.
I’ll have to wait until payday this Friday, but I have set a reminder now. Thank you, @RVconsultant !
I’ve been using Real Salt too.
I’m glad to see that Redmond has an electrolyte product, which I’ve earmarked for the next water fast.
I appreciate your knowledge sharing!
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About a device that is similar to the Bio-Tuner 9. Rumor is that this doctor emptied a drug rehab center in Scotland with her version of this device:
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It’s crazy to see that pdf covers an article from 1983!
8/18/25
EveningTime! Day 18 no cannabis.
I slept in a bit today. I did dream last night but whatever it was, it is gone from me now.
I handled a few errands with my son’s assistance. (It cuts the water filling time in half!) Spent some time looking for where I wrote about an experience regarding a trailer effect from a custom sub I made in the past; I recall my wife having two strong but differing emotions during a chat at that time, and I experienced them in my vibrational field as distinct shapes and textures. I wanted to find it for certainty; I think it was the Awakened Perception module, but I am not sure. That sort of energetic sensitivity and discernment is something I would like to build up in the future. It will come back to me, I’m sure.
45 sec NE Paragon
45 sec RoD
1.5 min Mountain
15 min Alch 4
One more week until I can get into the dentist. While I appreciate how NE Paragon has completely wiped out any pain in my mouth, I look forward to letting it’s listening time go to zero.
I reviewed the Grand Circle positions today. Some sort of Qigong tomorrow, be it that or the Buddhist form.
I read Book 3 in Meditations.
8/19/25
MorningTime! Day 19
Today marks 6 years at the current job!
Weird dreams again last night. 2 parter I suppose. First was centered around a baseball field. My retired Marine neighbor was “overseeing” things there, and there were a lot of people in the stands for no game being played. I was there with my wife, looking for some secluded spot for some risque sexytime. I recall the bright lights over the stands not piercing the dark on the field.
That dream ended when I woke up to piss. It was difficult to fall back asleep, but I did eventually. The next dream, well I was back in my pizza delivery days. Kinda. I had worked for a major pizza chain a couple jobs ago, and in my dream I was doing something I had always thought about: I put on the uniform, hat, grabbed my pizza bag and I was going to roll into a restaurant and get some free pizza. Load that sucka up in my bag and walk out like I was taking a delivery. Lolz
When I went inside the major chain pizza shop, it didn’t look like right. It looked like a mom and pop shop with red leather bar seats and Italian stuff on the walls. My conscious got the better of me and when I was able to get up to the counter, I just ordered a pizza instead of trying to take a delivery. When I pulled out my wallet however, I had no monies. My cash and cards were missing, even though I knew I had them earlier. I had to retrace my steps, looking for my stuff, and that when the nooks and crannies shit popped up. So I walked out the shop and it was in the middle of this:
Not exactly but fairly close to the dream setting.
Yeah man. That was a pain, looking for my stuff in there. I ended up finding it back in my wallet (the monies had changed color!) and getting my pizza. When I left the shop and was finally out on the street with my food, I awoke.
What does it mean? lol
I did two sets of the Buddhist Qigong this morning, followed by the Grand Circle, where I did 8 breathes for each of the positions. I felt real good when I was done. Body still a bit tired, but my energy body felt charged up.
Every day at work this week will get progressively busier, so I am ready for this easy-ish day. Looking to get a quick row in now before getting ready to leave.
Picked up GLM. Feedback and reviews are looking real good, and I’ll be able to get Paragon outta the stack here in less than a week. Weeeee…
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8/20/25
MorningTime Day 20
No ! today. Real bad dreams last night. I wrote in the offline journal/listening doc about those. Led to arguement with Wife. At this moment things are tense.
Looks like the foolishness being heavier than wisdom, like the pic, was prophetic for today.
45 sec New GLM
45 sec NE LB