I tire of hearing, “Well, everyone is a little on the spectrum!”
8/21/25
MorningTime, Day 21
3 weeks no Bud today. Massive, I suppose. I understand why I stopped early on my last attempt. Dreams can feel like too much at times, and the cannabis stops that.
Work was rough the first half of the day yesterday. I was not expecting the number of guests and while I had some prep ready to go, it wasn’t quite enough, so I felt as though I was playing catch up for the first portion of the shift.
Things got a bit better for the dinner shift; my station was steady, not busy; I can handle that easily enough. Ended up making 48 pizzas yesterday compared to 20 the day before. I suppose I tend to mentally black out this transitory build up week each year.
Treated myself to local Indian place fried rice and iced masala chai after work. Delicious. Watched some 3 Body Problem after chatting with my son. Interesting show!
It’s one thing to possess a strong vibe, it’s another to manage it responsibly. I definitely feel the onus to have a calm state within because I know it gets broadcast out, and everyone picks it up.
Things are calm again between wife and I.
No rowing today. Still have enough time to get a round of the Buddhist Qigong in prior to getting ready for work. Not quite sure what to expect today there; I know I’ll get through the day- I would prefer not to get stressed. It’s already hot in my corner.
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8/23/25
MorningTime! Day 23
Yesterday was very busy. First day of first year students moving in. Meal guest count jumped from 450 to over 1100. Good thing slinging pizzas is my craft.
I had listened to 45 seconds each of NE RoTNW (wanted some action with the Wife), NE GLM, NE Love Bomb, and AuraBoost the day prior.
I had my picture taken twice yesterday; kinda odd, I mean I’m just a pizza chef. Once from a mother who wanted a picture of my oven. I get that as she said her son was a chef, but wanting me in the picture too? Then later at dinner, the men’s lacrosse team wanted a selfie with me. Perhaps it’s the King’s Radiance module with Love Bomb affecting that. A couple autistic kids started conversations with me, which is normal, but this one girl kept going and my stock responses weren’t working too well to end the talking. How do the normies do it?
I had to work through my lunch to ensure my area was ready for the dinner shift, but it was alright. Ended the day with having made 72 pizzas, which compared to Tuesday’s 20 pie count felt huge. A ‘normal’ day during the first semester is in the high 40’s range so yeah.
I treated myself to some local Indian place fried rice and chicken Tikka last night, with iced masala chai. Mostly nom. I did run into a couple of “coworkers” from the school I work at when picking up my food; they were eating in while I was getting my take out. The lady smiled while greeting me and said, “I see you treat yourself well!” Sometimes, yes. Must be LB aura stuff.
Wasted employment slot new supervisor was coming into work when I was taking some trash out to the dumpster. He wordlessly got out of my way. It has been over 3 weeks since the poor interaction where he demanded respect, and while he’s made some ‘creeping authority’ comments to my one supervisor, nothing in my direction for which I am thankful.
I’ve been chilling in the lowest level of my house while writing this up. Since I’ve not smoked cannabis in over 3 weeks, getting red light time has been a challenge, but I’ve paired it up with journaling this morning.
I did check out the Bio-Tuner yesterday to purchase, but when I got the screen talking about the signature required upon delivery, my enthusiasm and will to purchase drained away. I had that with a purchase before and it was a pain in the ass, since I’m not usually here for the mail, can’t make sure someone will be and it wasn’t simple getting it at the post office. Maybe an Ebay option? I don’t know.
Might do some listening when I go up. Still need another microloop of NE Paragon- that appointment is on Monday. Last time, the dentist did the cavity drilling with no pain medicine administered. Crazy!
Today is overtime work. I offered up my services for a full shift, so 8.5 hours of overtime. Yeah dude.
