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6/20/25
Yesterday’s listening:
10 min each Alch 3, RotNW, AoW
15 min AuraBoost
Finishing up a cycle with Alchemist Stage 3 soon. I’ll be starting Alch 4 after the Anniversary trip here in a couple weeks. Looking forward to that one. I’ve noticed an expression of Alchemist; as of late, I’ve been engaging chatbots with my Human Design chart, getting more information on the planetary expressions in my gates. I’m finding it interesting and fun.
Still coin tossing on how or if to work the new Hero into my lineup, and also if I want to pick up the store title or just jump in with an NE Earth. Saint offered some suggestions for pairings; I’ll admit that I hadn’t considered Cores until he mentioned it. I’m not certain what my best course of action is. I’d run it just to see, but I have a feeling from reading the copy that I would enjoy running it for a while, possibly through Rowvember.
Possibilities for me: EmpFit Stage 2 core, Inexhaustible module, sheeeit why not Diamond core?! bahaha.
I got a washout coming up as I want to clear muh brain for Anniversary night sexytime subliminal input. Such fun.
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NE HERO: The Light that Blinds Stage One: Earth, paired with Inexhaustible- ordered.
Yeah, I decided to dive in like that. NE before Store title.
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6/25/25
As soon as it left my mind, it arrived:
Name Embed HERO: The Light that Blinds Stage One: Earth with Module Inexhaustible.
Man, that’s a lot to type out. From now on, it is “Mountain”.
I was going back and forth a little bit. I have mental bandwidth available for …5 min? It’s been a few days since I listened last, and I kept the sub time a bit less that day. 
I am uncertain if it will disrupt my sleep this evening, but there is one sure way to find out!
Interesting. Feeling sensations through me, a tingling, before 15 seconds had passed. My hands started feeling heavy around the 1:08 mark. Heavy in the bottoms of my feet at 1:50, connected to the earth. Some kind of swirling in my dantien area around 2:30. Strong and confident at 3:45, like I had some some kung-fu body hardening, like my skin was armor.
5 min Mountain.
I could listen to more, but this is fine for now. Maybe a loop of AoW after work tomorrow.
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6/27/25
1.5 min NE LB/w KR module- I had an event at work today, and gave this a listen before leaving for work. By event time, 4 hours later, LB Aura was in effect. My boss, who doesn’t normally converse with me, spoke with me a few times today. Lots of smiles and greetings from strangers while working. Good encounter with a gentleman from church at the grocery store after work. Felt Love Bomb firing off during that one.
After work
7.5 min Mountain
7.5 min AoW
Edit: Now I remember. I wanted to write about “Still”. I was practicing again this evening; thinking the word “Still” and sort of willing my field to cease transmitting information. Wife got mad and left; said it was “terrible” and she “hates it”. I did tell her I was just practicing, but to no avail.
My Design Moon is 52.2 and I’ve been exploring that.
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6/28/25
Coffee, red light, morning bowl and 15 min of Alch 3.
Multitasking
Mountain + AoW is good. Woke up with morning wood.
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I’m guessing you already know that 52 corresponds to Mountain since that’s the name that you chose for your new name-embedded Major?
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Daddy-issuing your son about his style of attaining universal enlightenment and transcending the fetters of sentience itself is hilarious.
‘Damn it! Nothing’s good enough for you!’
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7/4/25
Received NE RotNW with Lover’s Pact earlier today. Much thanks to SubClub for Holiday delivery! I was not expecting it. Gave it 7.5 minutes earlier today.
Now, I just realized it’s the reason I’m getting all these videos of women polishing wood in my feed. 
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7/5/25
Instead of a “Good morning, Happy Anniversary!”
Wife just pushed me back and started going down.
Thanks SubClub!
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7/16/25
5 min each- Mountain, Alch 4, AoW
That’s the stack as of late. I’ve been getting intuits that I’d be best served in going through TLTB running Earth and adding in each stage in order as well.
I’ve noticed my libido is more subdued too; I’m not feeling as “needy” for it, which is interesting. Is this what normal people experience? It is a bit of an adjustment.
I returned to work yesterday after 2 weeks off, and I found that I’m not really interested in speaking to most of my coworkers. Some of them seem to want my approval. It doesn’t make a lot of sense to me. I’m the pizza guy!
Running out of time this morning. Blah!
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Late night thoughts:
Had a staff meeting at work today. Director of my department parted ways with employer as of this past Monday. I dislike how this kind of thing is handled. So and so is no longer employed here, you guys are doing a great job, no questions will be answered. I had just gotten back to work this week, so I had no opportunity to say goodbye. Further compounding the feelings is the lack of clarity in the reasoning. The director was a year out from retirement, doing a good job (as far as my knowledge goes). I’m leaning towards he was kinda pushed out into early retirement. Doesn’t inspire faith in the pizza guy however. I know now that I can’t plan on retiring from that job. Sadness. Director is a good man too. Only older male to speak to me on a regular basis, and I valued that, and it’s gone. I knew I was going to be unhappy when the guy retired. I didn’t get around to telling him that. Regret.
Office manager lady thanked me today for always being kind to her. It hit me as kinda out of the blue. I responded by thanking her for always being authentic.
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