2 of 3 for the week. I wasn’t sure this morning, having gotten some last night and this morning, but a bomb workout nonetheless!
I have finally noticed the NDE core in action.
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I’ve had lots of memories popping up lately, things to be released I suppose.
I recalled being in high school and going on a college visit with a counselor and 2 other kids. We were visiting the University campus in the Twin Cities, and I had noticed that this college girl had been looking at me and smiling as she was walking by. Eye contact. Something I would recognize now, but it was new right then. I commented about it, I think something like, “OMG that girl was looking at me!” seems about right. My counselor said, “She was blind, Shaman.” A joke, I guess, but I internalized that shit. Felt dumb for a moment in the recollection but then let it go.
Thanks Sub Club!
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What about Heartsong or Chosen or Divine Diamond?
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Hmmm. Got me thinking about my thinking!
Heartsong was considered and declined. I ran it briefly last year; we started fighting more. I took the hint and stopped. I have not tried the new HS yet.
Chosen: I have it, have not ran it yet myself. I have an internal resistance to running it I have not resolved. interesting! That part just came out while typing! like on its own. wtf! baller
Divine Diamond: Considered! That one would be a commitment, and I’ve taken a bit of time to work it out, but still not sure. I’d want to run KB st4 at the same time, and with my terminus custom, that would have to be the stack.
And I’m really liking Love Bomb. The VP of Operations stopped by for pizza today. He’s my boss too, several steps up the food chain. He said hi, some small talk. He paid me a compliment; I replied that “I appreciate that I am appreciated here.”
He replied, “Oh, you’re loved, you’re loved here.”
Love Bomb Aura hard at work. Knew it was the sub instantly.
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That just brings home to me how:
Prosperity arises from the capacity to recognize and acknowledge Prosperity
You are clearly cultivating that capacity.
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4/13 Evening Time!
Something is different lately. I’m still trying to get it all locked down, but for now…
I think Pragya and whatever else in my Generator Terminus custom that helps increase your ability to run subs is working hard and I’m reaping the benefits. I seem to be able to run what I got going on with no overload and minimal to no recon, and I’m noticing near immediate changes from listening, at times, to my aura/energy field/whatever you wanna call it.
SaintSovereign posting a quick sentence on what the Love Bomb Aura is saying was immensely helpful, and I think something like that for each sub would be extremely beneficial. Having a couple indicators to look for (For me, the babbling during sex - PN - was one) helps one see the sub working. Knowing what LB aura was saying helped me decode all my interactions at work and see where it was working. Again, immensely helpful.
Yeah dude.
I am also noticing results from stuff I’ve ran in the past. Guess Love Bomb is unlocking some things. I’m dancing around at work recently if/when I have to dodge a coworker and it’s been months since I had a listen of HERO Origins and its footwork scripting. I’ve been on a binge with relations with the wife since we resolved our fight and my energy is not low like it should be. I have given KB4 a 3 minute listen recently, but I don’t think that would account for how good I’m feeling. I’m thinking that my past cycles of it in my InnerWork custom were finally unlocked.
Or something.
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I was just in the kitchen, talking with my wife. I was telling her how I’m seeing the LB aura express at work, as in lots of student compliments on my food and whatnot.
She realized right then that she had 4 examples of LB working, just the previous day. She recounted them all in sort of an amazed state. lol
And she had been complaining about subs not working for her!
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4/16 Morning Time!
43 today.
I guess every pizza I make will be birthday pizza. 
Yesterday’s listening:
4/15
3 min Generator
5 min RotNow
1.5 min LB
Today:
30 sec LB
1 min Sanguine
3 min PN
1.5 min BDLM
Setting myself up for the Birthday BJ. 
I look forward to this all year.
That’s about it actually. Gotta go row before work!
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Happy Birthday @PizzaShaman!!!
Wishing you a great day and a blessed year
Full of expansion, and strength, and joy
And creativity
Great food
Great people
Fun Unfolding!
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Happy birthday!
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Interesting. The predominant thought during the row: Workouts get done on birthdays.
Must be scripting because I’ve never had that thought before!
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Happy Birthday!
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Happy birthday!
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4/22 Morning Time!
Going hard today! 
5 min Generator -First time this length with a Terminus track
I think Imma chill on this for a bit, see how I feel today. I can always listen to more.
Yeah man. All done now, and my brain doesn’t feel stuffed. Win!
These new modules tho… Generator will have to be completely rebuilt when RoM/ME/AsC are updated, instead of the quick rebuild reorder. I see some nice potential for a KB4 custom, maybe with WTP core. Also a KB4/Alch4 custom. chef’s kiss
Some of my old customs were built with the synergistic effects in mind and in the build, so i could potentially revisit all of them and par down/redesign.
Still liking the LB aura. My goodness, this stuff is fire! I sorta wish I had some drive or a goal, because I can see how this could be useful in that regard. I am instead an experience collector, and I know at some point in the future my time with these subs will benefit another via some story I’ll tell.
Kinda wanna put BDLM with LB and some relationship modules together. Synergy: Beyond Connection seems perfect. I could actually double down as I have both Soul Connection and Transcendental Connection modules as well. NDE/NRE? Maybe. King’s Radiance? Who knows…
Big blowup this past week, after my birthday: Oldest child was trying to drop out of tuition free college. I was going to allow it, but she would have to move out. A few days of stress before she changed her mind. This one issue coming up repeatedly is getting tiring to my wife and I. Here’s hoping it’s behind us.
DnD last night was fun. My monk’s rifle is currently in the shop, so Gun-Fu is working with a Pistol. The sewer monsters are tough!
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4/24 Morning Time!
Had a row yesterday. Still on track; all goals met. Actually, only 2.5 more weeks until I’ve completed this portion of muh workout path.
Gave myself 30 seconds each of KB4, Sang, and LB right after the row.
I’m continually surprised with how good I’ve been feeling on LB. Both my wife and I are listening to it, and our relationship has been really good lately, with the changeover being noticed when I switched from GoodTimes to LB.
Still debating on the day’s listen; if i should skip or not. Maybe a lil bit.
1.5 min Sanguine
1.5 min Love Bomb
I think I will wait for the next round of released SYNERGY modules before ordering the next custom. I like a few of the ideas in the suggestion thread and would love to be able to incorporate them in my next build.
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4/26 Evening Time!
This morning’s listening:
1.5 min each of BDLM, LB, PN
Worked an earlier shift today as I was asked to judge an event on campus this evening. PizzaShaman is popular with the students. I’m taking the wife as it’s an easy date night.
I noticed something interesting today. A lady came through for food today. I’ve seen her around before, crossed paths with her a couple times. She was always polite but I could kinda tell she didn’t care for me. That’s fine, as I’m not for everyone and everyone is not for me. Today was different as I got a greeting from her and a smile.
The difference from before to now? The change in listening from WB to LB. That’s it.
These auras are real, ladies and gentlemen!
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3 of 3 for the week, 17 weeks completed!
51 workouts!
Quest complete!
Not the best row to end with, but I was up at 3am yesterday for my son’s surgery and up at 4 today for a big day at work. So I’ll take it.
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I decided to give the new Heartsong a listen today. 30 seconds. I’ve been hesitant because I did not have a great experience with it prior to the NSE update.
After my 30 second loop ended, I proceeded with 7 minutes of my Generator custom. I usually plan out my week while I’m listening, at least major points I want to hit (like workout goals). Sometimes I will have an intention about what sort of attitude I would like from my wife. Today, I was thinking that I want her to be kind to me. Not that she isn’t normally, but yeah. As soon as that thought was done, another rose up immediately- that I show kindness to her! It was …hmmm. Intrusive and insistent, but the thought came from me, this I know.
It has persisted and morphed a bit, where 20 minutes later I’m trying to figure out how I can show my wife some sort of kindness today.
Most interesting, SubClub!
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