3 of 3 for the week
10 weeks of workout goals hit
Woot!
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3/27 Morning Time!
Time for an update.
Listened on Monday to Sanguine, Generator, and PN. That order, 2 minutes each. Ceasing sub input until April 1st.
I came down with some weird sickness Sunday night. Maybe it’s not weird, but it was out of the blue. Cough, headaches, bodyaches blah blah blah. It has thrown a wrench into the workout plans for this week. I should go row here in about an hour, but I think that would be too much before work today given how I feel.
I’ll hit 9 days since release tonight. It affects the dice rolls during DnD! We have another session this evening, as the next normal date would be Easter. I know we have at least one combat encounter on deck, so I’m hopeful the dice will land in our favor.
Man, no creative juice flowing today. Sadness.
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4/3 Morning Time!
Let’s see.
Monday:
3 min Generator
1 min Sanguine
3 min KBC4
Today:
1.5 min Sanguine
1 min TWTP
30 sec Love Bomb
Still feeling under the weather. Holiday weekend was slooooooooow at work, but over now. My wife and I took our son in for his 3 month follow up, and he’s going to need another surgery, this time for trigger finger. He had just brought the issue up the day before to us, and it looks like this one will get resolved quickly.
I hit all the workout goals last week. It was difficult but I got em. Gotta row again today.
I am feeling frustrated today. Right before bed last night, my wife puts her phone in my face asking “what’s this?” A thing on facebook, a picture of kat dennings that had popped up on her feed that i “liked”.
“I don’t recall liking that.” My response, the truth. I scrolled by that shit, but I didn’t (and wouldn’t) hit the like button.
She stormed off mad. Rolled up on me roughly 10 min later asking if I was ‘looking at bullshit again’. “No”
She went to bed. No words since.
Now shit between us is weird.
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Could you resolve it?
I did.
We talked it out a few days later. The ‘picture liking’ was forgiven, and the opportunity to discuss things was used. My wife was not happy that I appear to enjoy the attention I get from other women; accused me of seeking it out. That didn’t work with me as I don’t seek anything out. I have been more observant and I notice more things now, true.
I thought about her words for a time and came back to the point of: At the very least, if the positions were reversed, I would not like it either.
It’s interesting. My brain is telling me that she doesn’t like the WB vibe, that I should switch it up. It appears my wife is more responsive to the LB aura.
The situation has otherwise returned to normal.
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and the opportunity to discuss things was used.
Hey cool. I’m glad for you. I like your pragmatic way of viewing problems as an opportunity.
4/10 Morning Time!
I’ve been keeping track of my listening offline, but might as well update here:
wed 4/3
1.5 min Sanguine
1 min TWTP
30 sec LB
fri 4/5
3 min sanguine
30 sec lb
3 min bdlm
mon 4/8
3 min Generator
3 min Sanguine
1.5 min lb
wed 4/10
1.5 min Sanguine
1.5 min LB
5 min BDLM
1.5 RotNW
I’ve been continuing the rowing as well.
I’m still feeling out the LB aura. It’s different and interesting. Gotta say, I love being able to pick my auric information and ‘set it’. Thanks Sub Club!
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Thank you sir! I am glad that my rowing and recording it here has inspired you in some small way!
I row every single time at resistance level 7 on my machine. 10 is noob, and I did it too for a time. 
I would offer a tip that helped me regarding form: Grasp the handle firmly and hold it as you push off with your legs, but don’t engage your back or arms in pulling until the handle has come back over top your knees. Maybe you got that part down already, but if not, hope it helps. It helped me and my lower back!
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Just got back from doing another one!
Happy.
Thank you for the pointers. I’m not sure how much I’ve integrated that yet, but I’ll be paying attention in two days when I go back!
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2 of 3 for the week. I wasn’t sure this morning, having gotten some last night and this morning, but a bomb workout nonetheless!
I have finally noticed the NDE core in action.
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I’ve had lots of memories popping up lately, things to be released I suppose.
I recalled being in high school and going on a college visit with a counselor and 2 other kids. We were visiting the University campus in the Twin Cities, and I had noticed that this college girl had been looking at me and smiling as she was walking by. Eye contact. Something I would recognize now, but it was new right then. I commented about it, I think something like, “OMG that girl was looking at me!” seems about right. My counselor said, “She was blind, Shaman.” A joke, I guess, but I internalized that shit. Felt dumb for a moment in the recollection but then let it go.
Thanks Sub Club!
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What about Heartsong or Chosen or Divine Diamond?
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Hmmm. Got me thinking about my thinking!
Heartsong was considered and declined. I ran it briefly last year; we started fighting more. I took the hint and stopped. I have not tried the new HS yet.
Chosen: I have it, have not ran it yet myself. I have an internal resistance to running it I have not resolved. interesting! That part just came out while typing! like on its own. wtf! baller
Divine Diamond: Considered! That one would be a commitment, and I’ve taken a bit of time to work it out, but still not sure. I’d want to run KB st4 at the same time, and with my terminus custom, that would have to be the stack.
And I’m really liking Love Bomb. The VP of Operations stopped by for pizza today. He’s my boss too, several steps up the food chain. He said hi, some small talk. He paid me a compliment; I replied that “I appreciate that I am appreciated here.”
He replied, “Oh, you’re loved, you’re loved here.”
Love Bomb Aura hard at work. Knew it was the sub instantly.
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That just brings home to me how:
Prosperity arises from the capacity to recognize and acknowledge Prosperity
You are clearly cultivating that capacity.
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4/13 Evening Time!
Something is different lately. I’m still trying to get it all locked down, but for now…
I think Pragya and whatever else in my Generator Terminus custom that helps increase your ability to run subs is working hard and I’m reaping the benefits. I seem to be able to run what I got going on with no overload and minimal to no recon, and I’m noticing near immediate changes from listening, at times, to my aura/energy field/whatever you wanna call it.
SaintSovereign posting a quick sentence on what the Love Bomb Aura is saying was immensely helpful, and I think something like that for each sub would be extremely beneficial. Having a couple indicators to look for (For me, the babbling during sex - PN - was one) helps one see the sub working. Knowing what LB aura was saying helped me decode all my interactions at work and see where it was working. Again, immensely helpful.
Yeah dude.
I am also noticing results from stuff I’ve ran in the past. Guess Love Bomb is unlocking some things. I’m dancing around at work recently if/when I have to dodge a coworker and it’s been months since I had a listen of HERO Origins and its footwork scripting. I’ve been on a binge with relations with the wife since we resolved our fight and my energy is not low like it should be. I have given KB4 a 3 minute listen recently, but I don’t think that would account for how good I’m feeling. I’m thinking that my past cycles of it in my InnerWork custom were finally unlocked.
Or something.
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I was just in the kitchen, talking with my wife. I was telling her how I’m seeing the LB aura express at work, as in lots of student compliments on my food and whatnot.
She realized right then that she had 4 examples of LB working, just the previous day. She recounted them all in sort of an amazed state. lol
And she had been complaining about subs not working for her!
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4/16 Morning Time!
43 today.
I guess every pizza I make will be birthday pizza.
Yesterday’s listening:
4/15
3 min Generator
5 min RotNow
1.5 min LB
Today:
30 sec LB
1 min Sanguine
3 min PN
1.5 min BDLM
Setting myself up for the Birthday BJ. 
I look forward to this all year.
That’s about it actually. Gotta go row before work!
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Happy Birthday @PizzaShaman!!!
Wishing you a great day and a blessed year
Full of expansion, and strength, and joy
And creativity
Great food
Great people
Fun Unfolding!
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Happy birthday!
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