2 of 3!
1 min wbdlm custom. I’ll worry about the stack for march.
Will start my rowing tomorrow again, had a bit of a backproblem.
Need to learn the correct execution to protect my intervertebral discs.
Will add other back excercises before i row the boat
1 of 3.
Felt off this past weekend, and my brain felt full. Took yesterday off from listening. I might skip til next Monday. We’ll see.
I’d been wishing/thinking/kinda looking for something that exudes a calming aura.
Sanguine v2 comes along!
I already got the core chilling. Been there for a while. Now it’s updated. While I appreciate what was listed under Stacks Well With, I’m thinking TWTP would be a good match too.
2/23 Morning Time!
I think I’ll listen to something this morning. Not just yet tho.
I have purchased SanguineV2 and I think I’ll be incorporating that into my stack. Somehow…
As usual, there are so many good titles that I could derive benefit from and I want to listen to em all!
Le sigh.
An additional factor is KBC4. I haven’t listened to that for about 2 months now and I’d like to get it back in as well. I remember the sickass feeling of calm and control coming from the “trailer effect” of KBC1. In reading some of the discussion over in the KBC thread, I feel (for myself only) that while I have interest in the greater mysteries of internal energy cultivation et cetera, I am content to let KBC do most of the work and work out on my rower. I am curious about the foundational text referenced but I don’t recall if the title was explicitly given.
Well. It’s been a week since I had a listen.
1.5 min SanguineV2
Results!
or something like that.
I had seen it elsewhere on the forum here how people received food while in recon, some kind of feature of the NSE perhaps? This past week, on 2 different occasions, students brought me some sort of dessert. One young lady brought me (and Red Queen, from what she told me) Reese’s and a note:
ROM related, I think: >.> During some time spent thinking about the background of my DnD character, my brain/inner voice straight told me where my own sense of worthlessness had come from: My father being an unwanted child and my mother being adopted and how that had affected me and my formulation of self.
BDLM/WB custom: I am noticing the ‘imprint’ effect of WB on my wife; she is seeming to be enjoying herself more, the fully plugged in feel I guess. My guy is feeling bigger again and I’ve been waking up with strong nocturnal …stiffness. I enjoy the speech scripting and I feel my conversational skills are improving. I find less internal resistance to small talk, although it still depends on the person; if there’s an energetic mismatch, still a hard no!
TWTP: This guy is working, but it’s hard for me to put into words right now. I have power. People sense it. This I know.
2/24 Morning Time!
Gotta row today to get 3 for 3 on the week. I am feeling tired and I got a massive headache.
That’s not from subs though, but from double busted nuts in 12 hours.
I do know better but sometimes my wife indulges me.
New Sanguine is great! Yesterday was a great day at work, lots of good interactions. Positive mood all day long from 90 seconds of listening! Marvelous!
Today the wife and I will be taking our son to the nearby bigger city to visit a couple game shops and grab some Indian food. I’m looking for a couple specific colored dice and maybe a cosplay hat and steampunk rifle. My DnD monk has fully embraced the Way of Gun Fu, so it will help with getting in character.
2/26 Morning Time!
2 min Generator
I’m hoping to sort my stack out with this new info, get it ironed out and order what I think I need this week. New Sanguine would be awesome to get in there, and the ‘stacks well’ with KBC is no coincidence to this guy! I’ve also got my WB custom on the crafting table, mainly to include the NDE core and be the change I want to read about on here. I’d like to include PN as well, but I don’t know if that would be too much.
I think new Sanguine would go with TWTP as well. I’m resisting the urge to throw em all together (KBC4, TWTP, SanV2), but what I should do isn’t clear just yet.
Last night’s DnD session was a blast. We confronted the evil High Chancellor in his tower, and after defeating him we descended to the caverns below the city, only to find further evil that needed confronting. We emerged victorious, barely.
2/27 Morning Time!
I’m still pissed about the betrayal during the last DnD session. I had plans for that little guy, and he shot them all to shit.
I should have a pretty chill week at work. Next week is spring break, so I’ll have different hours. I’ll need to adjust my workout time, which will be irritating but doable.
Just about to the next level of SubClub elites. I’ll be celebrating in style! For now, I think I will pair new Sanguine with TWTP in a custom, and update my WB custom with a few goodies. I will aim to keep them both small. I think I am good to remove the result enhancers from my WB custom as Generator has them aplenty. That creates room for other things.
For TWTP, I’d like to put Power Talk in there, see the synergy. Stonelike would go nicely with both TWTP and Sanguinev2. I miss my Empath module, amongst others.
Well, have to row.
1 of 3.
Still hitting my weekly marks for this semester!
Tomorrow, TWTP and new Sanguine!
Going to be a great day.
2/28 Morning Time!
I am tempted to put Sanguine and PN on the playlist for the day and see what I get. I could also see about Sanguine and the WB custom, or my original plan of Sanguine and TWTP.
At least I got half of my listening figured out.
I got pissed off yesterday. The youngest member of the Party threw a wrench into the planning of our next DnD session, which we were already moving to accommodate someone else’s one year anniversary. We have opportunity to plan a daytime session for once. Most of us work together all week long, and one guy works the opposing weekend from myself and a couple others. Usually we can only meet at night, and it goes late. Young Man doesn’t work with us, and doesn’t understand the allure of ‘Daytime Session’.
Sigh. It won’t do much go to rehash it all here.
I may have been direct.
End result (what really matters) is that Young Man ‘corrected’ when he could meet this weekend and it will still be what we all want.
Still. I have missed a session before due to being sick. I didn’t try to make everyone reschedule it to accommodate me.
YOUNG PEOPLE!!
And this is one reason why I choose Sanguine V2.
Hmmm. I could give it the “Palpatine” today, do something like
1.5 min Sanguine
1.5 min WB Custom
30 sec PN
lolz
Alright I ran that.
3/1 Morning Time!
A quick one. I’m using my phone and I don’t like typing on here much.
1.5 min of SanguineV2, WBDLM custom, and PN
In that order!
I gotta say, while I know it is not, PN and WB feels like magic.
3/4 Morning Time!
1.5 min of Generator, SanguineV2, and PN, in that order.
I dislike spring break week as it throws my whole schedule off. Likely poor journal entries until my routine gets back to normal.
I’ve pretty much finalized muh new WB custom.
PN/WB/BDLM/NDE
It’ll work!
3/5 Evening Time!
Last night at the grocery store. My wife had to run out and asked me to go with. Easy enough to oblige.
Wife is rubbing her boobs on me in the store. Fucking lawl. Some mom pushing her child in the grocery cart sorta stops and I notice her perk up as I go by. More lawlz for me.
We get our stuff and go to check out. Get our stuff on the conveyor, wait for the people ahead, you know the deal.
Same mom is walking by looking for a checkout lane, backs up when she sees ours. Verbally affirms to her child that this is the one, and starts unloading her stuff, but like cheek to cheek with me. Really invaded my personal space. Then unloads some item that had yogurt splashes on, saying how ‘looks like the yogurt exploded’
maybe i took it the wrong way, but i was dying of laughter inside, thinking that this chick was responding to my aura and what I’d been listening to
3/6 Morning Time!
1.5 min Sanguine V2
1 min TWTP
30 secs PN
An odd combo, I’m sure.
Today I am looking forward to being done with work this afternoon and making some progress on a couple projects of middling importance around the house.
Gotta swing by the hardware store and see if they got that dowel that I want; an ‘on the way home from work’ stop. I found the pipe fittings online for what I want, but getting the dowel is step #1.
I feel the need for a new project, a new way or avenue to direct my energy. I wonder what will present itself?
3/8 Afternoon!
1.5 min SanguineV2
1.5 min WBDLM Custom
1.5 min PN
Weekend off!
I finally ordered some Supreme Creation and Healer’s Tea from Dragon Herbs. I’ve had those tabs open a while now, finally going to try them out.
My daughters are both causing drama; the older one is naturally causing more at the moment. Aggravation! An impromptu and rather secret trip to visit her boyfriend resulted in a car accident a couple miles from his house, over an hour away. A minor fender bender, with no damage (that we are aware of) to the other vehicle. A trailer hitch popped a nice hole in the bumper and now it’s leaking coolant again. Again, because she has had similar damage to her car before from a similar accident; following too closely! We’ve told her many times about her driving, both the amount of driving and the lack of cautiousness. I’m aware she’s young (19) but she was verbally told about this again the day before. Accident was Wednesday mid-afternoon, and we didn’t find out until that evening. All the resulting stress and aggravation was entirely preventable, but daughter #1 doesn’t wanna hear it.
I did row yesterday. 2 of 3 for the week. Still hitting my weekly workout goals!