3/15 Morning Time!
A listening day. Let’s see…slight energy headache, or at least that is what I term it. If I can put my tongue to the roof of my mouth, and I feel the “headache” “move”, it’s an “energy headache”. 
Just an awareness. I usually notice it happens between 48-72 hours after a release.
1.5 min Sanguine-----I’ve been liking the effect of having this one first in the listening playlist. Seems to make recon for others far easier.
1.5 min GoodTimes
1.5 min PN
I invested more time thinking on Forgiveness yesterday, and why I have such a problem with it. My father popped up again. Past not ever seeing an example of forgiveness from him, I recalled how he would always say, “I’ll remember that.” Whatever “that” was would be brought up at a later time when a punishment would be inflicted for some other offense, and the punishment would be worse.
There is also the matter of my own nature. I have always been disposed towards treating people as they treat me, or how I see them treating other people. I recall a time at a previous job: A coworker was loudly making fun of a manager over a math error, " 'Cause she’s Puerto Rican". Within 20 minutes, when said coworker made a mistake, I verbally attributed it to her being a lesbian.
RED ALERT!!! RED ALERT!!!
You’d have thought I kicked her child (had she any kids) or ran over her pet in front of her. She immediately got triggered and making a fuss with all the managers there.
“Did you hear that! You can’t say that to ME! PIZZASHAMAN IS RACIST!!” ( well I wasn’t called that then but ya know)
Oh I started LAUGHING!!! OMG!
The other, non Puerto Rican manager (lolol) present at the time was …Hanzo. He was laughing as well, and informed the coworker that what I said was bigoted, but not racist, unlike what she had said about the other manager.
Coworker was still shook up. “Well, it’s considered racist in Florida!” (Where she had moved from)
That memory makes me smile. 
An interesting train of thought though, considering I haven’t listened to LB yet. I wonder if it’s the NLE in Generator or some function of my wife listening to LB.
I have this strange fascination with the upcoming Tyson/Paul “fight”. It is strange because I normally don’t give a fuck regarding any sort of sports, considering events to be modern day “circuses”. It’s odd because I have found nuggets of knowledge in my looking into the event, the biggest one being Tyson talking about discipline.
“Discipline is doing what you hate, but doing it like you love it.” I love it.
PizzaShaman’s opinion: Tyson will MURDER that young man. In speaking with coworkers and students, it appears that anyone under …30? Late twenties?..places heavy weight on Tyson’s age. “You can’t dismiss Paul man.” Foolishness. If those recent training videos are legit, he (Tyson) appears to have all of his strength and speed. Tyson also practiced semen retention before fights, and I would be highly surprised if he’s not doing so for this one as well. I do not see Jake Paul possessing the same level of discipline.
Big event day tomorrow! Going to be a busy day, as in addition to the first full weekend back after spring break, it’s also an open house. I’m serving Chicken Bacon Ranch and a Curry Chicken pizza as
specials.
