PizzaShaman’s journal - Ongoing

[PizzaShaman]

@Lion

I think this goes along the lines of beliefs like “Why are blondes considered stupid” and “Why are Indians considered low value”. They are just stereotypes and false societal programming we need to overcome.

Hmmm. Interesting thought. I know what was delivered to me was formed from my subconscious, as I completely recognized what formulated my answer.
I will say no one I know considers Indians low value, at least to my knowledge.

@Lion

Got a funny thought when I saw this. If you make a Seduction custom, you can call it DeGenerate or DeGenerator lol.

Perish the thought! I spent my first 38 years in a degenerative state!

But…for myself, hmmmm. My aura is strong when I choose it to be, so I would leverage that. I’d have to try out the seduction store titles as I’ve not thus far.

So DeGenerate would be RoTNW core, Primal Nights Core, and either core from Primal Seduction or Sex and Seduction. I’d likely strike the seduction core for either Diamond or SMX core tho, as I do not know the consequences of listening to one of those titles while in my marriage.

Hmmm. So yes, MY DeGenerate custom would be RoTNW core, Primal Nights core, and Diamond Core. Sounds fun, and taxing on my energy! lol. How my perspective has changed.

[PizzaShaman]

@SaintSovereign

Awaken one’s innate power, transforming it from a latent force into an active, influential presence.

I swear, I think of something and get guided to my answer. It’s happening so close together now!
Last night:

@PizzaShaman

More thoughts tonight. I feel more.
Hmm
Hard to put into words. More online? I have expanded? Both but not quite right as well.

This is what I am/was experiencing.

[PizzaShaman]

2/12 Morning Time!

2 min Generator

I’ll be monitoring how I feel today, perhaps I will add to my listening this afternoon. My initial impression is that the +30 seconds today on this one was appropriate.

Tomorrow marks one year with SubClub. My first purchase was Diamond and SMX, with a 30% off coupon.

Had I known how things would progress, I would have loaded up that cart much more!

[PizzaShaman]

2/13 Morning Time!

Sick today. Pukey. Blah

One year today. HA.

Had a great idea this morning! For SubClub!

Idea Time

In thinking about my stack, and where I’d like to go from here, I’m strongly considering two customs to be created. A HERO/TWTP cores custom and a KBC4 core custom. I’d like to get them in Terminus strength as I appreciate my current Terminus custom, and I contribute a large measure of its effectiveness to its power level.

If I got those two in Terminus strength, and found it too much to run together, I would want to get a downgraded ZP version of each custom, as I want the scripting. If I recall correctly,(and correct me if I’m wrong) to get a rebuild ZP version of a ZPT custom: That would be a rebuild order of each custom, with a note or ticket to ensure its downgraded strength.

Why not add an option to Terminus or Terminus Squared strength orders to include ZP versions (masked and unmasked, Solace if already chosen)of said custom for $50? Save time/ lil backup if the Terminus ends up being too strong, etc?

[PizzaShaman]

2/14 Morning Time!

Still sick. Home again today.

I got a Valentine’s Day card from my wife on the table that I haven’t touched because I don’t have one for her. I didn’t anticipate getting sick, or I would have gotten one on my way home from work last night (had I gone).

1 min TWTP

I don’t know if I want to listen to more today or not. If I chill on other titles for the rest of the week, I’ll be fine to introduce something new next week. I am crafting a HERO/TWTP core custom, and bringing the HERO store title back into my stack is one way to get a feel for that.

I suppose the best way to go would be to do that for a week, see what I get/if it jives together, and then I’d be fine enough to order that custom. I could repeat the process then with KBC4, add the store title to the stack, see what I get, then go for it in custom form.

That’s it for now.

[PizzaShaman]

Fast as f—!!!

I decided that I would text my oldest child to see if she’d help dear old Dad out with a Vday card run.

Before sending the message, I was going to check my stash to see if I had a card by chance.

And there it was…

Some kinda manifestation speed record for me!

[Malkuth]

@PizzaShaman

Why not add an option to Terminus or Terminus Squared strength orders to include ZP versions (masked and unmasked, Solace if already chosen)of said custom for $50? Save time/ lil backup if the Terminus ends up being too strong, etc?

It’s a good idea.

Give feedback and suggest new ideas for Subliminal Club.

[PizzaShaman]

@Malkuth

It’s a good idea.

Hope I did this correctly! Here it is on the roadmap.

Give feedback and suggest new ideas for Subliminal Club.

[PizzaShaman]

Still feeling under the weather, but going back to work today.

Going to have to dig in and find some Rowvember vibes to get a workout in Friday and Saturday to make 3 this week.

I got this tho.

[PizzaShaman]

2/16 Morning Time!

Gotta go row.

1 min TWTP

I may listen to more when I’m done. Going to row on it.

[PizzaShaman]

2 of 3!

1 min wbdlm custom. I’ll worry about the stack for march.

[PizzaShaman]

3 of 3!
Not my best. Slept very poorly last night.
It’s done though!

[Doc]

Will start my rowing tomorrow again, had a bit of a backproblem.
Need to learn the correct execution to protect my intervertebral discs.

Will add other back excercises before i row the boat

[PizzaShaman]

1 of 3.

Felt off this past weekend, and my brain felt full. Took yesterday off from listening. I might skip til next Monday. We’ll see.

[PizzaShaman]

I’d been wishing/thinking/kinda looking for something that exudes a calming aura.

Sanguine v2 comes along!

I already got the core chilling. Been there for a while. Now it’s updated. While I appreciate what was listed under Stacks Well With, I’m thinking TWTP would be a good match too.

[PizzaShaman]

2/23 Morning Time!

I think I’ll listen to something this morning. Not just yet tho.

I have purchased SanguineV2 and I think I’ll be incorporating that into my stack. Somehow…

As usual, there are so many good titles that I could derive benefit from and I want to listen to em all!

Le sigh.

An additional factor is KBC4. I haven’t listened to that for about 2 months now and I’d like to get it back in as well. I remember the sickass feeling of calm and control coming from the “trailer effect” of KBC1. In reading some of the discussion over in the KBC thread, I feel (for myself only) that while I have interest in the greater mysteries of internal energy cultivation et cetera, I am content to let KBC do most of the work and work out on my rower. I am curious about the foundational text referenced but I don’t recall if the title was explicitly given.

Well. It’s been a week since I had a listen.

1.5 min SanguineV2

[PizzaShaman]

Results!

or something like that.

• I had seen it elsewhere on the forum here how people received food while in recon, some kind of feature of the NSE perhaps? This past week, on 2 different occasions, students brought me some sort of dessert. One young lady brought me (and Red Queen, from what she told me) Reese’s and a note:
  

  
  
  Nom nom! (and pizza pans!)
  Last night, a young man I speak with brought me some chocolate chip pound cake his mother had made. Delicious! Forgot to get a pic there.

• ROM related, I think: >.> During some time spent thinking about the background of my DnD character, my brain/inner voice straight told me where my own sense of worthlessness had come from: My father being an unwanted child and my mother being adopted and how that had affected me and my formulation of self.

• BDLM/WB custom: I am noticing the ‘imprint’ effect of WB on my wife; she is seeming to be enjoying herself more, the fully plugged in feel I guess. My guy is feeling bigger again and I’ve been waking up with strong nocturnal …stiffness. I enjoy the speech scripting and I feel my conversational skills are improving. I find less internal resistance to small talk, although it still depends on the person; if there’s an energetic mismatch, still a hard no!

• TWTP: This guy is working, but it’s hard for me to put into words right now. I have power. People sense it. This I know.

[PizzaShaman]

2/24 Morning Time!

Gotta row today to get 3 for 3 on the week. I am feeling tired and I got a massive headache.
That’s not from subs though, but from double busted nuts in 12 hours.
I do know better but sometimes my wife indulges me.

New Sanguine is great! Yesterday was a great day at work, lots of good interactions. Positive mood all day long from 90 seconds of listening! Marvelous!

Today the wife and I will be taking our son to the nearby bigger city to visit a couple game shops and grab some Indian food. I’m looking for a couple specific colored dice and maybe a cosplay hat and steampunk rifle. My DnD monk has fully embraced the Way of Gun Fu, so it will help with getting in character.

[PizzaShaman]

Just a 5k!

But 3 of 3.

[PizzaShaman]

2/26 Morning Time!

2 min Generator

I’m hoping to sort my stack out with this new info, get it ironed out and order what I think I need this week. New Sanguine would be awesome to get in there, and the ‘stacks well’ with KBC is no coincidence to this guy! I’ve also got my WB custom on the crafting table, mainly to include the NDE core and be the change I want to read about on here. I’d like to include PN as well, but I don’t know if that would be too much.

I think new Sanguine would go with TWTP as well. I’m resisting the urge to throw em all together (KBC4, TWTP, SanV2), but what I should do isn’t clear just yet.

Last night’s DnD session was a blast. We confronted the evil High Chancellor in his tower, and after defeating him we descended to the caverns below the city, only to find further evil that needed confronting. We emerged victorious, barely.