A real inspiration.
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1/27/26
Aiming for 7500 meter sessions this week.
1 of 3!
Wife started new stack yesterday of Earth and NE EmpFit Stage 4 /w NResultsEE core. Still on DR:regen as well.
I’m upgrading my W:DB to name embedded with Essence: To Become the Prize.
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1/29/26
2 of 3 for the week!
Nice time improvement too, considering I got laid 30 minutes before the row. Thanks SubClub!
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1/31/26
Reminder for later editing/additional entry: yesterday-I don’t have to ask
3 of 3; weekly goal met!
Insane time reduction too! Over a minute down and I got laid last night!
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2/3/26
1 of 3 for the week. No goal set past that as last Saturday’s great row left me a bit sore in my arms and muh core. It was not a workout of note today but I showed up.
Still on DR:REGEN, NE Earth/GLM, and W:DB. Waiting for the NE custom to arrive.
Wife hit the gym 4 times last week and at least once already this week.
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Basement thoughts:
Want your life to be different? Make different choices.
Subs influence your field to attract and highlight choices that reflect your expression of the goals of the sub. It’s your field; it’s your choices, or lack thereof. Subs provide focus and direction.
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2/6/26
15 minutes each DR:REGEN, W:DB, NE Earth/GLM
Sigh. Still awaiting NE W:DB, however it appears others around my order number are waiting as well. Must be busy! Here’s hoping for a Monday listen on that new one.
3 of 3 for the week! Church related breakfast tomorrow so I got it done today instead.
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2/10/26
1 of 3 for the week.
Yesterday’s listening:
15 min each of DR:REGEN, NE W:DB /w ESSENCE: To Become the Prize, NE Earth/GLM, NE Epic Ascension Chamber
Not sure that essence is a good pairing with W:DB for me. Imma give it some time though.
Wife hit the gym 3 times last week and twice already this week!
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2/12/26
2 of 3 for the week! Not bad either, over 7k meters in 30 minutes is ok by me.
Yesterday was 15 minutes each of DR:REGEN, NE W:DB, NE Earth/GLM.
Still uncertain about this essence. Leaning towards a W:DB custom. Pondering…
Wife at 3 gym visits this week.
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2/13/26
3 minutes each of DR:REGEN, NE Earth/GLM, NE W:DB. 1.5 minutes of AuraBoost.
Event tomorrow, so I have to be in to work earlier. So, tomorrow’s row today.
Poor sleep last night, so that’s what I was able to do. Learned a lesson about late night dal makhani though!
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basement thoughts:
lots of shit I do is simply to manage the autism. the weed blunts my sensitivity and puts a damper on my energy. there is a window of creativity and increased receptivity while smoking but I keep on past that. I avoid talking to people (at times) to avoid social interaction fuck ups. Sexual activity as a means of energy regulation.
I don’t know how many of my perceived problems I will be able to “fix”. I do tire of how the sexual frustration persists. I know it’s mental at this point- the HyPeRsExUaLiTy AuTiSm is felt.
DR:Regen has done some work. I’ll have 2.5 months of it at the end of February, along with 6 months each of GLM and Earth. NE W:DB is alright, however I think I’d rather opt to pair W:DB with BDLM in a custom. Considering parking Regen for a bit and bringing in Water (store title) and perhaps rotating out Earth/GLM (I do like that NE Main Title custom!) for a month of Let’s Row V2.
Planning ahead, I see a time of NE KB4 and NE Alch4, prolly 3 months, before moving on to AEON. I’d also like to experiment with the wife and MDFY: Together in some fashion.
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Previous row:
New PR on the 5k!
1 of 3 for the week. I had to cram it in to get done before a D4 world boss. Made it!
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2/24/26
Yesterday’s listening:
15 minutes each-
DR:REGEN
NE W:DB
NE Earth/GLM
Epic Ascension Chamber <—secret sauce
I think imma wash out for a week, come back with a new stack. I got wdb/bdlm on order; started taking action on bdlm yesterday and today. I wanna get let’s row v2 back in for a cycle as well.
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2/26/26
2 of 3 for the week.
Still on washout, though that may change.
Mercury retrograde arrived with oldest daughter trying to get engaged after 4 months. Wife and I were the last to find out about the “plan”. The young man in question is 18 years old, 3 years younger than my daughter. NEEDLESS TO SAY WE DO NOT APPROVE OF THIS TIMETABLE!
Increased blood pressure and stress at the moment.
This has and will continue to cause interference and upset at both my work and my wife’s church, as we both interact with the young man’s parents at our respective places.
PETULANT AND CHURLISH. THE COMPLETE LACK OF RESPECT AND REGARD FOR HER PARENTS HAS ME INFURIATED.
and I have to go get ready for work and be the pizza guy.
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late night basement thoughts:
Up again at incorrect hours, thanks to oldest daughter being false to my wife and not being home tonight. I presume she’s sleeping at the boy’s house. We’ll likely get another bullshit excuse. (Just like last night too!) Oldest continually lies and has very little concept of accountability. Seems I will end up skipping church this coming morning as I will be either too tired or too angry to guarantee no confrontation, which my wife does not want to happen at church.
The afternoon yesterday was interesting. A message from someone I used to hang out with quite regularly, but hadn’t seen too much at all since I switched jobs last. He was in a state of shock because he had been thrown out by his gf of 19 years, out of the blue with no apparent catalyst. She had contacted his parents to come pack up his stuff while my old friend was at work, move his ass out in the most painless fashion.
He was sitting by the train tracks when I found him. Didn’t take much to get the story outta him. I know that he has been treading water in life for a very long time. Nothing has really changed for him in years. I think that is a contributing factor. He’s never wanted kids, and she has hit the “biological clock” “alarm going off” age. Etc. etc. etc.
I was honest with him, as much as I could be. How does the saying go? “Honesty without kindness is brutality, kindness without honesty is manipulation”. I pointed out a couple places where it wasn’t necessarily action but inaction ( skipping out on her family functions ) that was likely the culprit. She still chose the worst way possible to bring her relationship dissatisfaction up, but I know from personal experience it can take a drastic action to get the drastic change.
I stayed with him until he was picked up by a relative. I couldn’t leave him alone at the train tracks. He was also the one I called when I had my incident with my wife in Jan 2020. We had worked with each other for years at that point but had never talked on the phone. He answered me at that time, and I felt I was returning the favor today.
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Workout 3 of 3 for the week. Not the normal picture; not getting the proper one right now.
But I got it done. Should be easier next week if I get Let’s ROW v2 back in the stack.
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Hang in there, brother.
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