4/3/25
Struggling to decide on the listening queue this morning. Such is life. It could be far, far worse, I know. This is the journal though! Take my thoughts! Take them all.
I reached out to a former boss of mine yesterday. He had just started some medication for ADHD before our working time together ended, and I was interested in finding out if he had gotten officially diagnosed and how he went about that. I was surprised to see a reply within a couple hours. He told me he had self diagnosed before going to his doctor, but has since stopped the meds as they stifled his ‘creative personality’. He encouraged me to keep an open mind about it. All in all, a thoughtful reply.
I also spoke to a lady staff member on campus yesterday regarding diagnosis. She is the student activities director, and since I have been a ‘celebrity’ judge for a campus competition for the past few years we have gotten acquainted. Lady came by for food at dinner time and I felt compelled to ask her about her degrees. That got the conversation going. She told me about her stuff, getting diagnosed, etc. Her executive dysfunction and getting couch locked. Told me the tests I had taken were valid. She did give me the name of a counselor on campus that could direct me further if I chose. It does have me thinking now on my need for something official.
I will add here that “Instead of bemoaning your fate, strategize around your nature” has been helpful these past few weeks.
I’m looking to reform BDD for my upcoming birthday. NDE is very fun, but I feel I could do without it in a custom I’m angling to support my autistic needs a bit better. I do enjoy the emotional regulation of EmpD immensely, plus them other benefits, so that core’s gunna stay. BDLM core as well; I’ve had several interesting enlargement methods present themselves to me, and one of them has me in a curious temptation. Nearly enough to buy and use for a period of time.
Dropping PRom core and Synergy: Venus Unveiled in exchange for Love Bomb Core. I really feel Love Bomb acts as a cheat code in my life, and I like that.
Still a work in progress, but I want to figure it out soon, as 44 approaches quickly. Universe, send me the module list today!
10 min LB
15 min BDD
7.5 min AuraBoost
considering pairing it with new Executive for that night. Although, with that idea I’m not sure where to start, listening duration wise, with NE Diamond. Wife dived in with 10 minutes her first loop and has been at full loops since, twice a week. Weeeee…
Such enthusiasm, as on display tonight, is (was!) quite rare. After I came, she let me know that she was interested in having me cum again for her. She kept that up right until she came later on. PizzaShaman avoids the back to back orgasms now though, a harsh lesson learned.