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#521

12/7/24

'Tis the season of sickness, at least so far. I went back to work yesterday after over a week off between the holiday break and sick time. What I thought was an pneumonia resurgence is actually bronchitis, according to the doctor this past Tuesday. Today is the last day of medication.

Still, this shit is getting old. I’ve been ill since mid November, and it’s interfered with my plans. I’m not certain what brought it on, as I’ve not been sick like this since I was a teenager.

I received Generator2.0 on Wednesday evening. Thank you, gentlemen in charge! Quicker than I expected, tbh, with the holiday order backup. Due to my sickness however, I’m on a washout. Not even a lil 15 second listen. I’m planning on resuming Monday, so I’ve been giving the stack some consideration. I’d like to improve my energy capacity, as that has always seemed a problem for me. I am tired of living in a ‘recharge’ state most of the time. I suppose I’m talking firm control over my libido here. Always a problem; shows up in my natal chart too.

I’d like to continue with Let’s ROW as well. I am irritated at getting sick in the midst of Rowvember. I know it was largely beyond my control, but still. Wife has her own workout custom now (similar to Let’s ROW) and it is working for her. I want to be rowing as well. BDD will be held off on for a lil bit.

So, to put down some sort of intention here:

Gen2.0
Let’s ROW
…A:S or Alch3 or KB3

Well, time will tell.

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#522

12/11/24

I gave Gen2.0 7.5 min on Monday along with 3.5 min BDLM. Interestingly, felt some tiredness in my face during work yesterday. Still getting results from BDD, specifically the EmpD portion, via respect and manners from the students at work. One staff lady saw me and did a double take with a huge beaming smile (I was lol’ing internally when I noticed) while another married one circled around to talk to me twice!

Flattering, but ladies! I’m married.

1.5 min of PN when I had the lunchroom to muhself yesterday.

Wife was feeling overstimulated last night but gave me possibly the best bj I’ve ever had. I had enough juice for a round two this morning, and she was vocal the entire time.

So, I’ve determined that Gen2.0 works well! So far. I’m excited to see some Treasure Finder results when they come my way.

Today is a listening day, but I’m not sure what I want just yet. Too many possibilities with SubClub!

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#523

I want to build an aura enhancement custom, something to boost whatever I pair it with. I’ve been hella curious about the New Auric Experience ever since it was released. I nearly made a LB/LBFH custom with it, but ultimately didn’t get the feeling to go through with the order.

But the curiosity remains! I believe it’s possible to put this booster together as a custom, and have it work with whatever else.

New Auric Experience Core
Auric Overdriver
Mosaic

These three are easy picks. I’m not sure about Synergy: Primordial Aura. I think it would add flavor where none is desired. Prolly good to pair up with WB but I’m not interested in that.

Some result enhancers:

Synergy: Divine Dominion
Synergy: 42
DEUS
Omnidimensional

And some others:
Energetic Development XI
Pragya

Hmm. Only 9 modules, but a couple synergy mods are in there. I would think it would fly. I suppose Fusion Optimized would be fine in here, or The Architect. Inner Gasoline would likely assist in aura boosting as well.

Hmmm. :smiley: The possibilities!

:pizza:

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#524

Synergy: Energetic Transcendence could replace these and give you other modules in it that help power the aura.

Another module (that I consider as somewhat of a Core) is AURA. I guess the script for this is old but couldn’t hurt having it run the custom I guess.

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#525

1/14/25

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Back to it. 3 workouts per week goal for this semester. Woooooo

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#526

1/16/25

10 min EmpD
5 min LB
10 min AuraBoost
5 min Gen2.0

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I started cramping in my lower abdomen (right side) around 10 minutes left in the workout, which got worse as I got under 4 minutes left.

RoM has been delivering lately. Little threads here and there that have added up to Revelation.

I am enjoying the effects of Emperor Daddy, both in my BDD custom and the store title. :smiley: I feel good with Love Bomb in the stack currently too, and the combo of EmpD and LB is *chef’s kiss *

AuraBoost (9 modules aura enhancement custom, I wrote about the idea) is really helping me notice things. I had been curious for so long about the New Auric Experience Core and I fucking love this custom.
HMmmm. Getting the impression right now that it is increasing the energy allocation to my electromagnetic field, while increasing my sensitivity to field connections? Interesting. This shit is just rolling in my head at the moment, thoughts in the void coming to me. I am also better able to interpret the information in my field, and then have greater recognition of interactions that coincide with the scripting.

Yeah dude.

:pizza::pray:t2:

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Custom with NSE core only?
#527

1/17/25
A collection of thoughts this morning:

  • Revelation of Wealth has me interested! Moreso than the new EoG, for some reason. That is interesting as well.

  • Emperor Daddy would be a good one to stick with for a while. I had thought that Wanted/WB were the best fits for me, but while they satisfied my need, EmpD removes it, which is wonderful. BDD is simply too much all together for me to run consistently and still have the mental bandwith to experiment a bit. I have no need of the NDE currently, ( at this point I think it should be renamed to NSE “New Sexual Experience”), and BDLM has an energy requirement (for results) that I have trouble meeting. PRom is also a lot, and I think the scripting in EmpD would be enough for my marriage. BDD would be beefy were it the only sub in the stack, and it’s not.

  • Revelation: I’m on the spectrum. :disappointed:

I find goal setting to be difficult. I had wanted to sit down and plot out subs for a period of time, make a “plan” and follow it. I can’t just do that without internal guidance. So, with that in mind, the general outline is to:

  • Continue with Gen2.0 this year as a once a week listen.
  • Continue with EmpD for a good bit, perhaps until mid summer.
  • Continue the aura experimentation with AuraBoost! I have literally hundreds of individuals going by my workstation every single day, and it’s so interesting to see who responds to what. There’s a blonde lady who greets me now when she gets pizza; works over in admissions I think. I don’t detect any interest or anything, which is fine, but she didn’t speak to me prior to EmpD. At all. So yeah. LB this month, LBFH in Feb. Maaaybe ASBR in March, as I have a competition on campus I’m judging, and I’m curious if I can influence the crowd’s reaction when I get introduced.

Edit: As I sit here for my morning constitutional, I see I have a video Snap from my brother. He’s talking about his plans today to redo his bathroom, and I don’t recognize his voice. It’s him, I’m sure of that. We just haven’t spoken in so long his voice doesn’t register as family.

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#528

1/18/25

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#529

1/21/25

Yesterday’s info! Last night while typing, my daughter walked by and took a glance, asking me what “PizzaShaman” was; I didn’t feel like explaining this. Oh well.

15 min BDD
15 min AuraBoost

I went with an intuitive listening plan today, which ended up being both less (titles) and more (duration).

  • Got productive pretty quick after listening, getting snow shoveled and a grocery run with my son in before some chores and dinner.

  • Wife was acting much more snuggly and ‘whiny’ than usual.

Interestingly, that sub listening load felt alright yesterday. I feel fine today too. Hmm.

Read the copy for Revelation of Wealth; didn’t make it through EoG’s. I’m curious to combine AuraBoost with RoW (hahaha, row!) and see what the “Aura of Wealth” is about. Friday payday pickup! Maybe EoG as well; I think at some point I’m going to care more about acquiring wealth than I do now.

That’s about all I got for today. I wanted to row this morning, however my son needed a ride to school and I had 2 other errands that could be done as well. I shoveled snow yesterday for 45 minutes solid so there’s that. I’ve rescheduled my workout for tomorrow morning instead so I still hit my 3 this week.

Oh. I’ve had an increase in idea generation lately! Been whipping out some new pizza pies at work, trialing them to see what’s a hit with the coworkers and students. I’m not certain what is causing it. I’ve noticed the words “Mind’s eye” and “Limitless” jumping out at me when I’ve seen them. (backpack on a student at work, ads and memes). One idea is that with my Aura boosted up, I have a ‘greater range’ to pick up ideas from other people. (human design) . I am also much more aware of the energetic information exchange I have when I converse with others. Does that make sense? :smiley: Does to me.

:pizza: :pray:t2:

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#530

1/22/25

I enjoyed a couple microloops last night, Diamond and SMX. I enjoyed the activities after and this morning as well. :smiley:

Wife is 44 today, a few months older than myself. She has the day off. Pedicure with her mother, and a funeral for her great uncle. I’m not going to that one; she doesn’t really want to attend either. Oh well.

Oldest daughter just walked out the door to start her day, mad at me because I said “Fail!” in regards to her not getting her mother a birthday card. Oldest remembers everyone’s birthday! Yeah, everyone. Her little gift, i suppose. I remember names exceedingly well, she’s got birthdays down. Either way, she was “soooo busy these past few days” she “didn’t have time to get a card”. It took me 5 minutes at the store last night to do so. There’s a book store on campus that also has greeting cards for sale. I feel it’s a cop out.

My neuro divergent mind continues to expand upon this new awareness. My difficulty in relating to family, difficulty in conversing with people, vocal stimming…All make more sense now. I have always considered people with such traits (adhd, add, autism, etc) “retarded” in some fashion.

  • A manifestation! An Indian/Nepalese restaurant opened up in my town last Friday! Ever since I got on the curry train, I’ve been hoping such a place would open up locally. There’s an area slated for commercial development extremely close to my home, and I was envisioning an Indian place opening up in there. While the place is a bit further away (5 minute drive) it appeared out of the blue, and the food there is delicious. I no longer have to drive 20-30 minutes for curry. Fuck yeah! Thank you Generator custom and SubClub!

I picked up Revelation of Wealth. I saw that it can stack with EmpD, so I will be testing that out next week. Short term stack of BDD/RoW/AuraBoost, with weekly plays of Gen2.0. It should be interesting.

It’s so cold and I gotta drive my son to the bus stop so he doesn’t have to stand outside. I think about having to walk to school in colder weather when I was growing up in Northern Minnesota. Brr.
But the morning drives are right in the middle of workout time. Irritating. It will have to be Thurs/Fri/Sat this week to make goal.

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#531

1/23/25

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Imma start Revelation of Wealth this weekend/Monday at the latest. Can’t wait!

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#532

Sorry about the death in your family.

Happy birthday to your wife!

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#533

1/26/25

LOLOLZ
Alright, what’s so funny right?
I decided to listen today. Started off with 2 minutes of Revelation of Wealth, my first ever listen there. I then put on my BDD custom-----before I hit the 7 minute mark, this pops up for me:

I used to drive truck, and just today opened my CDL renewal mail! Results, so fast!

Today’s listening:
2 min RoW
10 min BDD
15 min AuraBoost

Maybe more (writing) later!
:pizza: :pray:t2:

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#534

Thank you sir!

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#535

You are welcome!

BTW how did you become the PizzaShaman?

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#536

1/28/25

3 min RoW
5 min KB3
5 min AuraBoost
10 min Gen2.0

Wife should be starting the monthly so best to chill on the sexy subs! For now. Might have to remake BDD as a EmpD Custom but I’m wanting to see what the name imbeded store titles are about first.

Nothing major to report from my weekend off. Although…

Sunday Night
  • At sexytime—Wife told me to “Just lay down” and proceeded to suck my D until I finished. Thanks BDD and AuraBoost, and thank you SubClub!

and I had a real big hit with Treasure Finder (imo). Local grocery store had a 9lbs leg of lamb in stock, but the cost was too damn high! I knew when I first saw it (2 weeks ago) it would be marked down for clearance this weekend. I went in there on Saturday to get it, but it was not there and I assumed it had been sold. Stopped by the same store on Sunday, with my son, on the way home from church. Behold, the leg of lamb! Marked down from $80 to $27! :smiley: I was pumped! Son exclaimed, “Treasure Finder!” upon seeing the clearance sticker. Cooked that up yesterday- delicious!

:grin:

Ha! I want to answer this all sorts of ways, but I only have so much time this morning. I’m attempting to be super productive before work today. I will outline it now and fill in later on.

  1. I was born for it, much like I assume you were born to be RVconsultant!
    – I have the understanding that each soul chooses what life to experience, in order to grow. So I picked this life I have, like you have picked yours, for the experiences to be had.

  2. My deep abiding love of pizza!
    – Pizza brings up memories of my grandmother and pizza at her house. Red Baron - Canadian Bacon.

  3. A collection of experiences
    – The most influential was a daytime mushroom trip some years ago. I had an automatic writing experience where I was communicating with a collective consciousness and receiving answers. I was informed by the “Congress of Ages” that I am a shaman. It was after this that I began to take meditation more seriously, and did a dive into the Gateway Program/Experience with Hemi-Sync.
    – Oddly enough, one of the last things my father told me before he died was to “stick with pizza, it’ll pay off”

  4. The assumption of the title.
    – I remember this day. I was about 5 weeks into my current job. I rotated between the different stations in the cafeteria on a daily basis (main meal line, burger and sandwich spot, pizza), but the chef liked me at Pizza. The guy who was working it did not perform to the chef’s expectations of speed and quality, and I think now the chef hired me intending to replace him.
    On this day, we were featuring a “Build your own” quesadilla and the guy was going to need my help with it. So I’m working in front of the pizza oven over lunch; a seemingly endless line of young people trying to stuff 5 pounds of cheese and chicken into a 12 inch tortilla and have us cook it. Pizza Station guy can’t handle it: he becomes very short and direct (borderline rude) with the students and putting off a funky vibe. I recall clearly him being off to my left at one point, and a sparkling silver chevron pointing in his direction appearing in my left eyes’ field of vision for…between 5 and 10 seconds, until I shut my eyes and shook my head. I know what I just typed there, btw. It happened man. We got through the rest of the meal period, but the flow was not smooth and it was definitely noticed.
    After lunch, chef first called PizzaStation guy into his office. ( I heard, much much later, that he cried in there that day.) Then, it was my turn. Chef offered me the position of running the pizza station, and I accepted. Time passed–I had my life upset with my wife’s extra marital activities and the reconciliation of that resulted in my cessation of pornography use. Then Covid shutdown happened–my job paused for 3-4 months, and the school was quite different when we reopened for students in the fall of 2020. It was by early 2021 I heard that the students were referring to me as PizzaShaman. (Well, PizzaFirstName) A regular told me that during one of her dorm meetings (she was an RA) in asking what the students were thankful for, one of them, “I’m thankful for PizzaShaman.” So yeah. Since then.

:pizza: :pray:t2:

Trying to row today too!

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#537

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Broke 7k! Woooo!

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#538

1/29/25

Finished filling out the PizzaShaman info a couple posts up. Weeee

Had some great sex last night and this morning, downside is that now I feel drained. :disappointed:

That’s all for now.

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#539

I loved it.

Thanks so much for sharing.

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#540

Late night thoughts:

  • Revelation of Mind is doing some work these days. It’s interesting. I have been running RoM and ME in a custom since April '23. I’ve noticed and learned aspects of myself as time has passed, yes, but this latest one has been very informative. Being “on the spectrum” or neurodivergent. Self diagnosis is somewhat common these days, true, but I’ve been thinking back on my life’s experiences with this as a lens or filter, and things from childhood make much more sense now. Hmmm. Interesting. In this very moment, I’m getting the impression that some EmpD scripting is at work with this subject as well. I am more understanding of myself and my problems relating to and communicating with people. Yeah. Just had a whole range of emotions and thoughts rolling there. …At the end of it all, I find more forgiveness for myself.

  • I didn’t write about my sister in here, but to coincide with Love Bomb loops both my brother and sister reached out to me. I rebuffed them both, sorta. My sister was showcasing some new canned THC beverage and my brother was showing his bathroom renovation plans. I declined my sister’s offer to send me some, and asked my brother why he was reaching out as that is unusual. I should be honest with myself. I don’t see the point in spending my time on people that are not in my life. I live on the East Coast (well mostly) and they live in a north midwestern state. I moved out here…24 years ago. Even before that point, they were not in my life on a daily basis. The family situation was fucked up for all involved. I’m getting off topic. Point is, family members reached out after Love Bomb listens. I would count that as results for anyone reading this.

  • One of the reasons I’m so good at my job is I understand that most people want recognition. I think of the “Cheer’s” theme song:
    "You want to be where you can see
    “Our troubles are all the same”
    “You wanna be where everyone knows your name”
    Lots of these young people feel lonely, and I offer a brief blip of recognition to some during the course of my workdays. I learn their names and ask them how their day is going. They appreciate it. I get memes on Yikyak! hahahaha

  • I did get a chance to congratulate the young man that won the Rowvember challenge a couple weeks ago when school started back up. He smiled as he thanked me, and told me that I had been his motivation! :smiley: He will be on campus this coming November as well. I aim to have better health this time around. Knowing that someone else is willing to put in some work is invigorating as far as that goes.

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