Cycle 3 Day 8 Emperor + Wanted
I missed my listening day yesterday. There is no real excuse. I drank too much the night before and was hungover and away from home.
Before Results, Let’s Talk About Pain
I have some things to say about psychological pain and fear. I’m a little bit scared by my own results. Thanks to some things that have happened recently, there is a feeling that I’m a man in a glass castle. This is not the case. I’m a man in a stone fortress. I’m a man in a high tower. Where is the disconnect?
Here’s my idea. The subconscious is clearly changing in response to the subliminals and the events of last night and the way that I expressed the subs intuitively is proof positive that the subliminals are working.
Given that the subliminals are working, I really have nothing to fear. Just like in the movie “Inception,” how the target has been trained to protect himself with his subconscious, my subconscious mind has been trained and will protect me from my own negative thoughts and emotional states. This much I know to be the case. It must be the case. Before starting subliminal club, my subconscious would “protect” me from making positive changes, by blocking my actions, keeping me stuck. Now that the subs are really taking hold, my subconscious will protect me from losing ground or falling because it now has new scripts and beliefs to guide my life. I see no reason to believe otherwise. If the subs are working–they are–then I have nothing to fear, I am safe and my subconscious will continue to protect me and lead me to new heights.
There appears to be a disconnect between the subconscious messages and the way that my conscious mind interprets these messages. Recently, the disconnect has been negative. Yes, it’s probably reconciliation–why have I forgotten that reconciliation is a thing?
My goal now is to work on the conscious component of my mind to more easily accept the results that are coming, simply because I really hate being uncomfortable. I really hate that I keep looking at my phone in fear, waiting for people to text me back. It’s unproductive and I’ve learned enough about the law of attraction to know that my own fear and resistance is why people haven’t texted me back–oh, also, they might be asleep.
What’s The Recon About?
I’m reconciling accepting myself as the highly sexual, highly valuable, attractive man that my subconscious has made me. It’s so foreign from any previous version of myself and the results are coming so quickly and compiling so quickly that it’s causing reconciliation.
It shall pass and no matter what happens, I am in control, I make the decisions for my life, and my life will continue to get better.
The Events of Last Night
Last night I went out with a friend. We had a great time at the first place. I was completely uninhibited, we were just vibing and living in the moment.
We went to another place and I saw a girl there, I went up and said “Hey” and immediately started physically escalating, talking, all that good stuff. It was pure intuition, she was loving it, I was loving it, it was great. This was huge for me, massive, actually. Never in my life have I been so in the zone, so smooth, and so confident. There was no resistance from anybody, we were all truly in the moment.
Nothing happened between me and this girl, however, if I want something to happen, the seed has been thoroughly planted. I would just need to find her.
So, I got to once again see the power of these subliminals. I put myself in a situation where in the past I would have acted one way, and I acted a very, very different way this time around.
The Great Dilema
I can have whatever I want (same goes to all of us here on this forum) I just need to make my choices and take what’s mine. All that we want, belongs to us, such is the law of attraction.
Action Steps
I’m going to fast for at least 2 days, possibly longer. I think now is a time to step back and do some good for my body.
The Stack Shall Not Change
The stack still will not change. These limits are so very, very annoying. They really are, but the stack is enough. After all, reconciliation is just part of the game, man. On some level, reconciliation is the best thing in the world, because it’s utter proof that there is a growing disconnect between who you used to be and who you are becoming.
