...- Physical Shifting and Romance Focus

Intent i powerful my friend… I salute you…

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Cycle 3 Day 1, Update 3

I’m a God.

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Cycle 3 day 2 rest

Last night was my single largest love and social manifestation yet. The paradigm has shifted once again. Great night!

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Cycle 3 Day 3 Emperor + Wanted

So glad that Ebon Maneuver is in my Custom. I’m currently navigating exactly what Ebon is meant to help with: getting rid of crazies and social protection.

So what’s going on? Well, my status continues to increase and I’m building a reputation as the party guy. I’m the guy that brings people together, so, some people are threatened by that fact. Ebon is guiding me in this situation to remain calm, collected, and just allow the silly people to chase their own tails. Non-reactivity is a powerful thing in this situation.

I feel a twinge of remorse, though I’ve done nothing wrong. I feel remorse because I can see these people harming themselves by trying to harm me. By trying to turn others against me, all they are doing is turning others against themselves. It’s tragic, but it’s the law of attraction in action. My love attracts love, their hate attracts hate.

I think I will try and do some positive manifestation for these people. Hopefully they find sub club and sort themselves out.

6 more cycles to go.

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Cycle 3 Day 4 - Rest

HELLO EBON MANUVER! It worked boys and girls! Not only did it work, it worked exactly how I told my friends it would work. Me and my friend (Jane) were dealing with a toxic individual (John) and I said to my friend Jane, “You and I are going to do nothing. John is going to make the decision to leave our lives.”

Guess what happened? John made the decision to leave Jane and I’s lives. This is equal parts manifestation and my growing social intelligence. Thanks to the magic of these subliminal I was able to see a path of non-reactivity through a thorny situation and it resolved itself just as I predicted. Amazing.

Results

Feeling pretty good. Watching these subs grow in a relationship is very interesting and inspiring. I’ll see thoughts come up that were related to a past version of myself, yet I’m able to let them go and step more fully into the new man that I’m becoming. I’m deepening relationships and healing some very deep, deep, behavioral patterns that are no longer serving me.

I won’t lie. I’ve felt a lot of fear the last few days, but I held trust in my mind that my subconscious was receiving the messages and that I would succeed regardless of the fear in the moment.

Other than that, not much to report. The changes are profound.

I’m about 10lbs of fat away from my leanness goal. Physically I feel great. Despite some dips, emotionally, I’m fantastic. Most importantly, I’m confronting situations that bring out the past and navigating them differently than I ever would have in the past. Essentially, I’m rewriting my past by making new and better decisions in the present.

Feeling great.

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Cycle 3 Day 5 Emperor + Angel + AsC

Okay, I haven’t run my titles yet because I was at a girl’s house last night and I had to go to lunch today.but there might be a change coming to my stack effective today.

This journal is still what it is. It’s a journey for healing masculinity, physical shifting, romance and social life. But @Lion made a suggestion of EmP House of Medici to another member and I went to the sales page and it might be a good title for me to add in.

EmPHoM stacks with EmP, is socially and relationship focused and I feel like it might be a great add on to this stack.

I need to think about it, but the new stack would probably be Emperor, Emperor: House of Medici and Wanted.

I was reading over the sales page of House of Medici and I feel like I’m already moving in the goal directions of the sub, so it might be a great addition to this stack.

Need to think on it. Will update later today.

Edit/Update

Well, I did some thinking and HoM does appeal to me very much, but I’m uncertain. Here’s what I do know, Khan is off the table as I don’t feel that I personally need Khan, what I have seems to be enough for my needs in romance. Khan, though very tempting, would probably be a nuclear solution to a diplomatic problem and therefore, massive overkill and a waste of my personal time and mental resources. I’m actually mostly great with women (now) so taking Khan off the table frees a year of my life spent on other subs.

I charted the rest of the year and my 9th cycle will end in the first week of January. So that’s 9 cycles on Emperor–Emperor is here to stay for the rest of this experiment, no questions asked–and 9 cycles of physical shifting.

Emperor stays no matter what, physical shifting stays no matter what, now it’s a question of changing my supplementary titles.

Drafting Ideas

If I added in HoM then I would have to drop my current custom which leads me to two rational options–Option 1 is to stack EmP, HoM, and Wanted–that gives me my alpha foundation, a social foundation, romance, physical shifting, and a host of other benefits. That would be the most financially affordable and bang for buck option. However, dropping my custom means that I would lose Ethereal Presence.

After being told to my face that I’m “Ethereal” I’m hesitant to drop my custom, however, my custom is simply not enough to meet my physical shifting goals. Do you see the dilemma? This means that I would need to draft a new custom in order to meet my needs, which leads me to wonder if my new custom would compare to Wanted. Wanted is fucking powerful and I’m hesitant to drop it because I simply don’t feel confident that I would be able to replicate Wanted with a 10-module custom.

Why not build a bigger custom?

I don’t really want a custom with more than 10 modules. The primary concern is efficiency, lightness, and effectiveness. What I’m doing IS WORKING and I attribute my success to having a relatively light (sorta), focused stack, and I worry that a big, bulky-ass, 420 module, 69 core custom will simply increase recon and decrease the speed and effectiveness of results.

For Now, Do Nothing

For now, I will do nothing because what I’m doing is working.

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Cycle 3 Day 6 Rest

Recon or Wisdom

I’m still thinking about changing up the stack. I’m still feeling pulled toward HoM but now I’m also feeling drawn toward GLM and LD. I actually own LD and started my journey with a cycle of EmP, LD, and my Custom, Angel.

Godlike Masculinity

Masculinity is powerful and now that I’ve had a taste of it, watched how I can calmly, smoothly, and lovingly tell people what to do and that they do it without resistance (I’ve tested it) I want more. Here’s the thing, I’m getting it on my current stack, but I want more.

Limit Destroyer

I have lingering limits and I want them destroyed. I’m not lazy or anxious anymore, but I still am not operating at full capacity. Something within tells me that mixing LD and GLM could be the winning ticket because my lack of productivity seems to come from a place of lack of self trust and indecision. So perhaps instead of a productivity sub, the answer is healing my masculinity and destroying those self imposed limits.

House of Medici

I’m going to launch my buisness this year, I’m also socially blooming. HoM seems like the perfect expansion for my goals. I’ve already been building and deepening relationships, but now I want to forge bonds and alliances.

Still Doing Nothing?

I’m hesitant to make a change. Perhaps I could finish this cycle, then do an interlude cycle with the other stack without losing anything I’ve gained.

GLM, HoM and LD should, in theory, just expand on what I already have. It’s not a change of direction, it’s a deepening of the current path. GLM is just masculinity healing. LD is just healing, and HoM is…well, it’s a wild card but should expand on the social bloom and help me get the buisness off the ground.

It’s an option, but ideally, I’d probably want to run two cycles of the next stack, at minimum, for it to really be worth my time.

Results

Things with this girl are great, everything is great, actually. But I’ve been expermenting with weed (legal here) and it’s thrown me off a little. Weed has brought issues to the surface in very uncomfortable ways. I simultaneously see how far I’ve come and how far I want to go.

Body is looking great! In two weeks I’ll be freaky lean.

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Cycle 3 Day 8 Emperor + Wanted

I missed my listening day yesterday. There is no real excuse. I drank too much the night before and was hungover and away from home.

Before Results, Let’s Talk About Pain

I have some things to say about psychological pain and fear. I’m a little bit scared by my own results. Thanks to some things that have happened recently, there is a feeling that I’m a man in a glass castle. This is not the case. I’m a man in a stone fortress. I’m a man in a high tower. Where is the disconnect?

Here’s my idea. The subconscious is clearly changing in response to the subliminals and the events of last night and the way that I expressed the subs intuitively is proof positive that the subliminals are working.

Given that the subliminals are working, I really have nothing to fear. Just like in the movie “Inception,” how the target has been trained to protect himself with his subconscious, my subconscious mind has been trained and will protect me from my own negative thoughts and emotional states. This much I know to be the case. It must be the case. Before starting subliminal club, my subconscious would “protect” me from making positive changes, by blocking my actions, keeping me stuck. Now that the subs are really taking hold, my subconscious will protect me from losing ground or falling because it now has new scripts and beliefs to guide my life. I see no reason to believe otherwise. If the subs are working–they are–then I have nothing to fear, I am safe and my subconscious will continue to protect me and lead me to new heights.

There appears to be a disconnect between the subconscious messages and the way that my conscious mind interprets these messages. Recently, the disconnect has been negative. Yes, it’s probably reconciliation–why have I forgotten that reconciliation is a thing?

My goal now is to work on the conscious component of my mind to more easily accept the results that are coming, simply because I really hate being uncomfortable. I really hate that I keep looking at my phone in fear, waiting for people to text me back. It’s unproductive and I’ve learned enough about the law of attraction to know that my own fear and resistance is why people haven’t texted me back–oh, also, they might be asleep.

What’s The Recon About?

I’m reconciling accepting myself as the highly sexual, highly valuable, attractive man that my subconscious has made me. It’s so foreign from any previous version of myself and the results are coming so quickly and compiling so quickly that it’s causing reconciliation.

It shall pass and no matter what happens, I am in control, I make the decisions for my life, and my life will continue to get better.

The Events of Last Night

Last night I went out with a friend. We had a great time at the first place. I was completely uninhibited, we were just vibing and living in the moment.

We went to another place and I saw a girl there, I went up and said “Hey” and immediately started physically escalating, talking, all that good stuff. It was pure intuition, she was loving it, I was loving it, it was great. This was huge for me, massive, actually. Never in my life have I been so in the zone, so smooth, and so confident. There was no resistance from anybody, we were all truly in the moment.

Nothing happened between me and this girl, however, if I want something to happen, the seed has been thoroughly planted. I would just need to find her.

So, I got to once again see the power of these subliminals. I put myself in a situation where in the past I would have acted one way, and I acted a very, very different way this time around.

The Great Dilema

I can have whatever I want (same goes to all of us here on this forum) I just need to make my choices and take what’s mine. All that we want, belongs to us, such is the law of attraction.

Action Steps

I’m going to fast for at least 2 days, possibly longer. I think now is a time to step back and do some good for my body.

The Stack Shall Not Change

The stack still will not change. These limits are so very, very annoying. They really are, but the stack is enough. After all, reconciliation is just part of the game, man. On some level, reconciliation is the best thing in the world, because it’s utter proof that there is a growing disconnect between who you used to be and who you are becoming.

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Update: I’m damn irritable and impatient. I know it’s just recon, I get it, but it’s like related to my past bullcrap and it’s annoying.

I would say that I’m ungrateful today.

I’ll finish this cycle, and I might just drop my Custom and add in Limit Destroyer for a few cycles starting next cycle. We’ll see what happens in a couple weeks.

Maybe sometimes it’s good to be stubborn, but other times it’s good to be flexible.

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Cycle 3 Day 9 Angel

Skipped my rest day and ran a single loop of angel to get the pattern back on track. This isn’t something I plan to make a habit of doing, but I trust that once will be alright.

Wrong Mindset

I’ve had the wrong mindset recently. I’ve been in recon, freaking out, considering changing my stack every single day, not realizing that what’s going on is actually very simple: I’m in recon!

There is nothing wrong with me. Would healing help? Of course, healing is necessary, but I don’t need to change my stack and focus on healing subs.

I’m in recon because I’m falling in love. I’m in recon because I slapped a girls butt at the club the other night and she was into it. I’m in recon because people are magnetized toward me. I’m in recon because I’m respected. I’m in recon because…I’M REBORN AS A NEW MAN.

I’m in recon because this is all totally new and I’ve never had to deal with it before. The traumas from the past that have been flooding my mind, are what my mind is trying to reconcile.

My mind is asking me “How did the guy that nearly vomited the first time he asked a girl for a number, end up sleeping with somebody on the first date?” “How did the guy who felt like nobody would love him end up being the center of his own little circle?” “How did he become this?”

In short, my conscious mind cannot understand who I am, because I haven’t met myself yet. The old me is dead, now there is a beautiful and powerful and loving stranger staring back into my eyes in the mirror. Who is he? I haven’t the slightest clue, but I like him.

My sweet and delicate mind is wrestling with things it cannot possibly understand. I have no idea how I became this person, all I know is that the subs did it and it happened while I wasn’t looking.

Change is like watching your hair grow. One day you look in the mirror and you suddenly notice. It always feels as if it happened all of the sudden.

Stack remains the same…until I go through recon again haha.

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Cycle 3 Day 10 Rest

Learning to Embrace Fear

Everyday that I feel fear is an opportunity to practice mental alchemy–the transmutation of low thoughts and feelings into high thoughts and feelings.

Fear becomes courage.
Hate becomes love.
Insecurity becomes confidence.
I can’t becomes I can becomes I do.

That’s what I will try and master through the rest of my year on this stack.

My love life. My social life. My business. My education. All are opportunities for mental alchemy.

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Cycle 3 Day 11 Emperor + Wanted

Feeling pretty good. Today I had a sexual skill breakthrough so I attribute that to Emperor. I also have reconciled much of the fear that’s been bubbling up around all this stuff, so I’m feeling pretty good.

There isn’t much else to report, but soon some larger manifestations will be coming my way.

Generally all is well and I’m feeling pretty stable and good. :slight_smile:

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Day 13 - Emperor: House of Medici + Angel

At long last, it has happened. I’ve dropped Wanted and added HoM. I’ll be changing back to a standard listening pattern for 3 ZP titles and running Emp, Angle, and HoM. Possibly until the end of the year. The only change would be adding Wanted back in after 2-3 cycles of HoM.

Things have happened in my life that lead me to the change. The previous stack opened so many doors that I feel like I’d be a fool not to use HoM to walk through them.

I’ll give a more comprehensive update later, but for now, all is better than could have been hoped for!

The physical shifting is still a primary concern, however, when life gives you opportunity, take it!

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Cycle 3 Day 15 Emperor

House of Medici is already working? Incredible. Too soon to tell how HoM will play out for me, but I’ve already manifested situations in which I’ve had the opportunity to deepen existing relationships.

HoM actually seems to pair VERY goddamned well with the devilish playboy aura that I’ve cultivated for myself. It’s like it’s added the depth beneath the vampiric exterior.

Needless to say, I’m glad I made the change. I miss Wanted, but there is no need to fear. I ran Wanted for 4 cycles without a break, it’s gonna stick around.

Results
Feel taller recently, noticeably taller. People comment on my height (positively). Body is great, stable 6 pack–still a bit more to go.

Too many social results to list at this point in time.

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Day 15 Update

Emperor: The House of Medici hits hard and fast. Maybe it’s because I’ve been running social/seduction subs for like 5 months now, or maybe it’s just super congruent with what I want and who I am on the inside, but it’s working darn quick!

I feel great and I’ve already manifested several situations in which I could deepen existing relationships. People have also been coming up to me all day long. Very strange.

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Cycle 3 Day 16 Rest

It’s incredible. After just one loop of HoM customers just won’t leave me alone. I’m CONSTANTLY being approached with questions, and people just want to talk to me. It’s borderline distracting because I keep getting pulled away from work to help customers, however, it’s working very, very well.

Not sure what the future has in store for this stack, but I know that Emp and HoM are a winning combo for my social goals.

Dropping Wanted will allow my subconscious to focus on a short list of physical shifting goals and I suspect I’ll get better results.

Still feeling tall and powerful. Like, I’m taller, I’m actually taller. It’s obvious now. Oh, did I mention I’m in my late 20s and I’m taller? I’ve been wearing the same shoes on a daily basis for months, and I’m taller. This is not a joke.

CRAZY!

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Lol nice

Yeah, we are pretty powerful.
Changing height with the power of the mind, nothing to see here… :laughing:

If you think that’s crazy… you haven’t seen anything yet

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Dude, I know. I feel like I’d need to be on Emp for at least a year or more to even get a taste of what it can do.

Have you measured your height yet?

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Nope, not yet. :slight_smile: