Cycle 4 - Day 10 Rest
More nightmares and big changes. Here’s another pet theory, the more you push to improve, the more recon, the better results.
Last few days I’ve been in hard recon, but it’s all good.
Not much else to note. Big changes coming soon.
Cycle 4 Day 15 Wanted
Well, there’s been a bit of a rubber banding. I won so much and now I don’t feel that great. Soon I will be starting a graduate degree at a pretty prestigious university, and starting yet another chapter of my life. I’ve finally decided on a business that I’m going to throw myself into, and generally all things are going well.
My body is still maintaining a lower than average body fat percentage without me trying. I’m stronger, more fearless in the face of death (tested with extreme sports), and more physically capable than I’ve been in my life without really exercising, and with the exception of a few minor setbacks, I’m wealthier than I’ve ever been (still not wealthy yet).
I’m ready for Limit Destroyer to take this to a new level, I really am. I feel like I’ve hit a wall that I can’t push past without healing…I don’t know if that’s true, it’s probably not true, but I think that after all these months of progress, it’s time for healing in my stack.
I guess all the Recon nightmares are probably a fantastic sign of even deeper and more positive change.
New Plan
I will stay on Emperor and Wanted for the next full year, until August 2023. The third sub in the stack will change as time goes on, but I’m committed to EmP and Wanted for the long haul. They’ve given me so much of what I want–despite the low points–that there really is no need for me to change.
Next I’ll run LD in the third slot for a while, and take it from there. I don’t feel like I can plan in advance because I really don’t know what “problems” will continue to be problems after running LD. Might run HoM or GLM or wealth titles, not sure yet!
Cycle 4 Day 17 Emperor and Angel
I’m trying to master the art of not being afraid of my own fear. Fear of fear is the surest way to lose.
I know my brain is trying to “protect” me, that’s all fear is. So it’s a dance, a dance of prooving to myself that fear is not the answer.
Fear is an opportunity.
Cycle 4 Day 20 Rest
These subs are sneaky. I laid the foundation for my online business, made a girl fall in love with me, solved some personal problems and generally did well.
How true 
Cycle 4 Day 21 Emperor + Angel
Well, here I am again. I’m allowing myself a few seconds to fully embrace the reality of my current life.
The guiding lesson going forward is to turn off the ego and trust the subliminals. So long as I stay out of my own way, keep my intentions strong and focused, and allow my intuitive guidance to shine, everything always happens exactly how I want it to happen. That’s just an honest statement.
I’m sitting in the shade, on the campus of a prestigious university, about to be inducted into a grad program. A girl, that almost broke up with me just a few days ago, is now pretty much in love with me…
It’s funny, just a few months ago I felt like dying, like a failure, like I was on the brink of ruin, now I’m here
I now understand something about being a man. I understand that my job as a man, is to hold a position of power and confidence so that others around me feel safe to be vulnerable. It’s my responsibility and it’s what I want.
It’s a lot more fun to be strong.
One of the great myths is that life is supposed to be hard. It doesn’t have to be. Life can be well and truly effortless. Challenges happen, but that doesn’t mean life needs to be hard. The idea that life is hard is a state of mind, it’s possible to do even more work, to “work harder” and live more effortlessly.
Okay, meditation over. Next cycle is EmP, Angel, and Limit Destroyer. Nose to grind stone.
What’s Next?
Expand even further socially, get my business off the ground, be an amazing student, and fully get tye body of my dreams.
Cycle 4 Washout Day 4
I’m decided. Next for me is EmP, Wanted and LD for the rest of the year. It’s time for some healing in my stack.
Let me put it this way, when I started I was Mr “does she like me?” Shy, nervous, anxious. 10 minutes ago I was in the grocery store and the cashier was cute, in my head I said “I could have her if I wanted,” so I walked up to the counter, and boom that energy alone was enough to get her to flirt with me.
What I’m trying so say, is that I’m ready to slow down and let some deeper healing happen. I’m glad I went hard with the subs all these months, but now I’m ready so spend some time healing and expanding upon the goals of the stack.
I’ve also decided that I’m going to be on EmP and Wanted for another full year. So total, that’s about a year and 6 months or so. I’ll be playing with the third slot. Will probably run HoM for a while. Might run TS or DD also. Will probably be changing the third sub every 3 cycles starting next year. Hell, I might run As Above and or Mind’s eye for some deeper magic stuff.
Edit
Changed my mind. I’m gonna run “A Love Bomb For Humanity” for the rest of the year. Might as well test out the new tech. Also, it’s a healing sub with some stuff that’ll help me.
Cycle 4 Washout Day 5
I’m ready for Love Bomb for humanity. It’s pretty amazing, just after reading the product page and posting yesterday’s update, I ran into an old friend, a dude at work bought me a gift, and a guy I did a gig for sent me some money.
I think my subconscious wants it and is letting me know that it’s the path forward. How this could happen without running it, well I think it’s EmPs positive manifestations scripts.
Oh, also the friend I ran into yesterday sent me a Goodluck text this morning–as I start classed for my Grad school today.
I’ve had other instant manifestations, but this one was pretty dramatic and fast.
I’ll start tomorrow with a solo loop of LBforH.
Cycle 5 Day 1 A Love Bomb for Humanity
Just ran my first loop and so far, so good. Recon, of course, does not happen instantly so I shouldn’t really expect anything noticeable while sitting alone in my room…or should I?
Last night, I went to the store to get some cigarettes with a friend of mine, when we got to the front of the line he turned to me and whispered “I forgot my wallet; can I pay you back?” I, didn’t think much of it but had to double check my bank to make sure I had enough money to cover it, I did. I paid, and all was fine. Didn’t think anything of it for the rest of the night.
While running Love Bomb FH, the memory of last night came back and for a slight moment, there was anger. My internal dialogue started spinning this story about how he had “taken advantage of me” and that everybody takes advantage of me. Then I stopped myself and realized that, that was a really stupid conclusion to jump to. Why should I automatically assume that someone has negative intentions toward me when they haven’t done anything to suggest that they do? To put it another way, in the absence of evidence, assuming negative intentions is not rational.
The above is DEEP CHILDHOOD TRAUMA that I didn’t realize I still carried around with me, so I’m really glad I decided to begin this healing journey.
I Wonder…
I wonder how A Love Bomb for Humanity will affect my stack. I’ve been working a lot on embracing my darkness and this is something that I feel is important to my continued development.
I imagine that A Love Bomb for Humanity will accelerate my results by giving me a foundation of self-love and transcendental love for humanity around me. So far as I can tell, it’s not going to instill ethical values in me that I don’t agree with and or would cause recon, it’s just love.
From a position of love, the master might break the student’s figure to save him from losing an arm. So, I should be able to continue healing by embracing my shadow side without any issues, thoughts?
I’m Excited
For the new leg of the journey. These subliminal have been with me through several major life changes, and I’m finally starting my healing journey.
A Commitment
I am committed to running A Love Bomb for Humanity for at least 2 cycles. That should be the bare minimum for me to see if it’s useful for me or not. If I choose not to continue running the program, then I will switch to Limit Destroyer. Regardless. I’m committed to running healing subs for the rest of the year. No questions asked.
Next year is still up in the air, I’m committed to running Emperor and Wanted until this time next year, but in terms of the third subliminal, I just don’t know yet. Once I finish my 4 months of healing, then I’ll probably have a much better idea of what I want to do and where I want to go. It’s possible that I’ll spend the rest of the year on Love Bomb for Humanity, and start the new year off with a few cycles of Limit Destroyer… As @lrw (I believe) said in a post to another here on the form, planning too far in advance doesn’t make sense with subs because you don’t know how much you will change by the time you get there. You might plan to run a program, but when the time comes, you no longer need it or want it. I think of that often and will not plan too far in advance.
Sure, it sounds like I’m contradicting myself because I’m planning to run Emp and Wanted for a long time, and perhaps I am, but it all makes sense to me. Emperor and Wanted have placed me on a very specific path in life and I want to keep walking down it.
Cycle 5 Day 1 A Love Bomb for Humanity Update
Well, my day has really just begun socially, and already two relative strangers have opened up to me about their emotional problems. Pretty crazy.
I didn’t ask, it just came out. So I’ll be very interested to see how this sub effects my seduction and sex life. Time will tell, all I know is that people INSTANTLY feel safe and comfortable around me.
Cycle 5 Day 2 Rest
Well, Love Bomb for Humanity is something else. I really have no idea how it’s going to affect me in the long term, but things are really, really good so far.
First Loop
The second I left my house yesterday, I found a friend of mine and he opened up about a nightmare he had the night before. We had a short but deep conversation about trauma.
Hours later, in a group I noticed that a girl looked sad. She moved to leave and I walked with her. She got to talking about her troubles, nearly cried, and left. I think I made a positive impact, next time I’ll just go for a hug, that’s what she needed.
I spoke quite a lot during class and really felt as if I had made a meaningful contribution to the discussion. When I spoke, I felt comfortable in a way I’d never felt before. I really felt as if I were connecting with people in a way that I don’t ordinarily do.
During another group activity, I was cracking jokes, making people laugh, and bonding.
Over the course of the day, two girls expressed interest in me in pretty obvious ways.
Overview of A Love Bomb for Humanity–A One Loop Review
This is a very powerful program. I’ve been programming myself with Emperor and Wanted for months and months to the point where I hardly get recon anymore. With one loop of Love Bomb for Humanity, I’ve completely shifted the social space I occupy. I’m still a seducer, (effortlessly got a number last night among other achievements of the day) but now I’m a different kind of seducer.
Or…
Perhaps…
LBfH’s healing is just what I needed to be a more successful seducer. That’s also a reasonable conclusion.
I think it would be unwise for me to jump to the conclusion that LBfH is just that powerful realistically, LBfH is playing off of all my months and months of Emp and Wanted, but it’s doing so in very interesting and positive ways.
In short, I’m happy to be testing this program, and I think it has a lot of promise for me and my goals. I wasn’t sure if it would, but now I see that a deep sense of self-love is actually the perfect solution to my woes.
Cycle 5 Day 3 A Love Bomb for Humanity
Well friends, I’ve made a decision. I’m going to solo Love Bomb for Humanity this whole cycle. The results have been…hard to believe, actually. This is what I need right now, so I’m just going to focus on this single title for 1-2 cycles. I think now is a perfect time in my life to focus in this particular way–healing, self-love, love for others.
For the time being, I’m only going to run a single loop every listening day. That might change. Perhaps I will start doing morning and night listening (2 loops). Regardless, I’m going to focus my attention on this healing sub.
Results
Already too deep, too large, and too profound for me to reasonably list at this moment. This is the closest I’ve ever come to a full transformation. My hypothesis is that all the scripting for Emperor and Wanted is in me, deep in me, and Love Bomb for Humanity is unlocking it because I’m starting to love myself. Now that I love myself, I’m not standing in the way of my own progress with doubt and self-hatred.
Soon I will give a full update, but at this moment in space-time, I’m very busy and just going to allow things to happen as they will happen.
A quick update. I suppose I will say this, my social and romantic life has just jumped up another 5 notches. It’s happened so quickly and effortlessly, that I just don’t have much to say about it because there is too much to say about it.
Lol, nice
Very reasonable conclusion. Self-love will no doubt skyrocket everything for the seducer.
The best way to attract the gift of affection is to become a gift yourself. The universe merely reflects your internal reality. That’s why the shift in your social/romantic life is so quick and effortless. You don’t need to do dishonest seduction tricks, overthink stuff and use cringey pick up lines.
Cycle 5 Day 5 A Love Bomb for Humanity (1 loop)
A couple of times I’ve fallen asleep to this specific video of affirmations that I found a while back on YouTube. It’s the only affirmation video I’ve ever used with any seriousness because it’s the only one I’ve ever found in which I agree with and resonate with each affirmation. Most YouTube affirmation videos always end up affirming some stuff that I either don’t agree with or don’t want.
The few times that I’ve fallen asleep to it, it’s caused nightmares that involve me being able to hear the script in my dream. Each nightmare was different, but each one involved me hearing the affirmations in my dreams. Needless to say, the fact that every time I listen to it while falling to asleep, I have a dream in which I hear the affirmations in my dream tells me that this particular set of affirmations resonates deeply with my subconscious.
Last night I had another nightmare while listing to these affirmations, but it was different from the rest.
1st nightmare: Involved me hearing the script in my head as if it were the voice of God and I was frantically trying to hide a large sum of stolen money. The dream was a reflection of my old fear of wealth. I woke up sweating.
2nd nightmare: Involved me hearing the script in my head, as if the voice of God, while I snuck around my place of work and tried to listen in on people gossiping about me. The dream was a reflection of my old fear of social ostracization. I woke up sweating.
3rd nightmare (last night). Involved my hearing the script in my head, as if it were the voice of God, while feeling terrified that I was a bad man who hurt women. The script began to change from what it actually says, to a reflection of my fears. The script started saying horrible things that I don’t care to write down here (use your imagination of what a bad man who hurts women sounds like). I was hearing these awful things, and then I awoke (partially) in the dream and I realized that the horrible things that I was hearing weren’t true of me, it was simply my fears. In that instant, the script changed back to positive affirmations. I woke up calm with a text from the newest lady in my life, saying she was “sorry for last night” and asking me if I was okay. She was sorry because she sent me home due to it getting too late.
Get To the Point!
The point is that these dreams signify my healing of issues related to my desires. Last night’s dream was huge for me and marked a massive change in the way I perceive myself.
General Update
Social Life ++
Sex and Seduction ++
Status ++
Emotional stability ++++
Self-Talk ++
Way Others Treat Me +++
Social Skills ++++
Cycle 5 Day 7 (Healing Interlude) - A Lovebomb for Humanity (2 Loops back to back)
Haha, a common theme in my life is me saying that I’m going to do something with utter confidence and then not following through. Truth is, it’s because sometimes I don’t really think before I speak, then I speak–or in this case write–and realize that my commitment was actually kinda stupid. I ran 2 loops back to back today is what I’m saying and it was the right call for this particular day. For the rest of this cycle, I’m just going to feel it out. Some days I might run a single loop, others, I might run two loops. I might also experiment with morning and night loops. This is the first time I’ve run a single title, so I’m not really sure what the ideal way to listen is, yet.
Effortless Manifestation
Manifestation is far more effortless than it was before, and it was already pretty effortless thanks to Emperor’s manifestation scripting. Same-day manifestations are the rule these days, the exception is days in which I don’t manifest something the same day.
Typically, I manifest people (romantic, mentorish, friendly) on a daily basis. Oh, and do I have some stories about that. The other day I wrote some simple manifestations about some romantic interests in my journal–two people in particular. By the end of the day, I had manifested both of them in very auspicious and convenient ways.
Money also tends to be flowing back into my life more easily and effortlessly. People pay me back, give me gifts, buy me food and drinks, so I return the favor and give to others.
Romance
Better than it’s ever been. Me and this new girl have been playing games with each other, it’s certainly a frustrating situation, but it’s a ton of fun and it’s leading toward something very…beautiful I think.
Social
Abundant, easy, I’m known by many and liked by many.
Physical
In general, I feel more beautiful. I’m still not where I want to be and I’m still maintaining a lower than normal (lower than my previous baseline) level of body fat without any effort. I want to reach the next stage, get a little bit leaner, but I don’t think the effort is the path here. I think it will happen naturally and my body will just kind of shift down to be even leaner over time.
I feel like more height is coming also.
Hair and skin is looking nice. I have good days and bad days (my lifestyle isn’t healthy at the moment) but generally, I look youthful, healthy, and good.
Life
It’s a bit unbalanced. I’m not going to sacrifice my social life by burying my nose in the books and I’m not going to screw my education by blowing off my studies. Right now, the name of the game is finding a workable balance between the two areas of my life. I’ve certainly been primarily focused on the social aspects of my life, and you know what, that’s okay.
**Other **
Ehh, not much else to say. This program is exactly what the doctor ordered and I’m super glad that I’m running it at this moment in time. It’s the right move for me, right now and it’s helping me knit together some of the frayed ends that have been bothering me on my journey–fear, self-hate, doubt, lack of connection in the moment.
Cycle 5 Day 7 (Healing Interlude) - A Lovebomb for Humanity (2 Loops back to back)
I’m in a constant state of awe with how utterly wrong my thoughts can be in comparison with reality. “Reality” itself, is a rather ambiguous term these days.
I find it somewhat difficult to believe that this is possible…but it’s my life. Where is all the hard work, the fighting, the grinding. Every change I made in the past took so much work, but now? The less I try, the more I get. Things just happen automatically.
How is this possible? I listen to, what? I have no idea what it’s saying, but it speaks to me deeply and then what? Then I change and my world changes around me. It’s nonsense, it’s insane, it’s not supposed to work like this. I listen to running water and the next day people treat me completely different. Truly, this defies everything I thought I knew about reality.
After one loop, my status shifted. In the same day, my status shifted.
Cycle 5 Day 10 (Healing Interlude) Rest
I’ve noticed something interesting, it appears that people have been drawn to me in order to push me in the direction of my goals.
People have been giving me advice and generally helping me get closer to what I want. Part of this feels like the “protection” aspect of the subliminals, part of it just feels like healing. I’m being encouraged to face my demons and overcome them.
Cycle 5 Day 13 A Lovebomb for Humanity.
I only ran a single loop today. I don’t think double loops are the way to go with this program. When I first started, it was smooth, effortless, and wonderful. Once I started adding in double loops, things got a little more challenging. Recon is just part of growth, I understand that, but now I’m starting to see why so many of the old timers here end up slashing their listening time down to bare bones. I’m just going to relax and run single loops. I wanna keep it slow, easy, and effective.
Don’t get me wrong, I’m still moving in the proper direction, but I’d rather move slower and face less recon then to rush things. There is no need to rush anymore, I’m at a good point to allow slower, more gradual growth.
Plans
I’m going to finish this solo cycle with LBfH, then I’ll add in Wanted the next cycle, then finally add in Emperor the following cycle. I’ll slowly add everything back in.
New Listening Pattern
Might try something like this
Cycle 6
Lovebomb
Rest
Wanted
Rest
Lovebomb
Rest
Wanted
…
Cycle 7
Monday: Lovebomb
Tuesday: Rest
Wednesday: Wanted
Thursday: Rest
Friday: Emperor
Minimum Effective Dose
At this stage in my journey, I’m looking for the Minimum effective dose. I’ve hammered myself for so long, and it’s been so worth it, but I’m sick of the recon and much of the hardest work is already done. Now is a good time for slow growth. Will I still get recon? Probably, but I just don’t feel the need to maximize the dosage right now. Slow and steady moving forward.
Other Ideas
I’m gonna run LBfH for at least 3-4 cycles, that seems to be a good amount of time for sustainable and somewhat deep results.
Cycle 5 Day 14 (Healing Interlude) Rest
Think before you speak…I’m not certain if I will stick to the plan listed above. I’m not sure that leaving Emp and Wanted out is a good idea moving forward. I might as well finish this cycle, but maybe I’ll add Emp and Wanted back in tomorrow to get my stuff back on track. It feels like without Emp and or Wanted, this sub is taking me down a path I don’t totally want to go down.
I feel as though I’m shifting out of success in seduction to some other thing that I don’t totally want.
People are looking at me funny. I’m…I don’t know. I’m in recon or something.