That’s nice
I hear lots of people saying they can feel processing but tbh I can’t …
I think for me is the periods where I’m noticing my attention turn inwards
That’s when I know I’m processing. So, I’m journalling less, posting less on the forum, less drive to do things
More of a lull as I wait till this period ends
Executing is more when I start turning outward. There’s more action taking. I’m researching, posting, optimising, looking for opportunities etc.
Oh yes good point I also get that.
@jelly I know you are supper aware of you’re processing how do you identify it?
It’s a pretty intuitive feeling. Like if you were trying to solve a difficult problem (like a math proof) that took time. You’re thinking about it in the background and sometimes little things pop up in your awareness (like recon or old beliefs) for you to consider. Once that feeling/heaviness clears, that’s how I know I’m probably in integration/execution mode.
Dreams carrying symbolism is another good sign, bringing things up for you to consider in the form of imagery or very overt memories being replayed. When it’s a big concept or a little more advanced (like in Singularity), it feels a lot like solving a hard problem and that I’m stumped, so I won’t have as many mental resources available that I can use in my daily life.
While it’s intuitive for me, the best way I’d say to figure out what mode your in is to just write down the different emotions and feelings you get at different points in time when following your listening schedule. After like a month, it’s pretty easy to see the patterns of your typical processing traits.
Had a major breakthrough on WDB in my DS dual core with summertime.
I had run WB in the past for a few months and really struggled with getting results on it. I was new to subliminals and wasn’t running it properly wich is a big factor. I also ran WDB for a while in jan and now 2 weeks since I started this cycle.
Compared to other titles ive run the wanted line was a struggle for me. Now suddenly I had lots of realizations and releasing of negative experiences in my teens that likely blocked the scripts from expressing. Wont go too deep into it but as a young teen especially I was quite awkward and basically never attracted women and dealt with harsh rejections. I also had some bad experiences of being in the dreaded friend zone.
Feels like all of this has suddenly been released after last night I had great experience with WDB effects
. This has been a part of me that I have been very frustrated with for a long time and it feels amazing to let it all go. Cant wait to see how blooms from WDB express now that I have overcome this.