Philemon's Wandering Thoughts

I think i can definitely make the move to 7 min without any serious recon. However I am getting good results at 3 min so I think I will stick with it for now.

Lets see how I am on my rest day tmr though.

The NE is powerful I am accepting everything very fast seems like my reality is completely shifting and I cant quite identify what is changing because everything is changing. Also it feels as if I have always been like this. I consciously looked back at memories in periods where I did not have these positive changes and I remember myself as having them.

I think C&C and RICH Trader are also both subs that target areas that I was already at a good level on so there is no major blocks to work on. Its more fine tuning and optimization. LB I already got through the dense stuff now its a question of elevating my baseline.

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Literally my favorite feeling. And then I’ll look to the future and realize everything I perceive is also through the lens of the recent changes. When everything just clicks.

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Its funny with recon in the past I would get abit confused and feel I needed to play more of the sub to get more results. With NE I just want to play more because its so satisfying lol, it just feels plain good.

EDIT: obviously I wont be doing that…

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Making some big strides with RICH Trader.

I had already previously identified what psychological habits where effecting me negatively in my trading performance.
Now ive connected it in so many new ways to how that manifested in my trading patterns. Because of this I am also making adjustments to my strategy to 1. increase my edge, 2. make my strategy more suitable for maintaining a performance state of mind.

I have two trading setups that are very close. Normally I would have jumped in preemptively but I am patiently waiting for the right time to strike remembering the big picture.

I have already avoided two good setups that would have lead to loosing trades thanks to my new found trading intuition. RT already saving me a few thousand dollars.

Another thing is my performance has been quite bad in the past year and abit and there was lots of negative emotions linked to this after coming down from an explosive high. RT has reframed this as not a failure but a lesson and an opportunity to display my skills and come back from it better and stronger.

I am approaching trading with a far more professional mindset. Its been my main source of income for years but I never identified it with being my job (lol). Thats changed alot and I am taking action on it far differently than before.

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The features of the ZPU tech are getting more and more clear. Its quite incredible how well you can consciously guide the modules you want to use.

These are the modules I have decided I want to focus on for now:

RICH Trader

Trader’s Neutrality

Helps you perceive charts and market data without emotional bias, projection, or wishful thinking. You learn to see what IS, not what you want or fear to see. Your projections stop distorting your perception; instead, you observe price action as objective information rather than confirmation of your hopes or fears. In practice, this means you stop missing opportunities because they don’t fit your preconceived narrative. You stop holding losing positions because you “know” the market will eventually prove you right. You read the market’s language cleanly, without your ego translating everything to serve its story. This neutrality becomes your foundation for every other skill.

Winner’s Identity Integration

Helps you embody the complete identity of a successful trader at a deep, subconscious level. You naturally adopt winning habits, routines, and thought patterns not through forcing but through genuine integration. The behaviors that used to require willpower become automatic expressions of who you are. In daily trading, this shows as moving through your routine with professional consistency — morning analysis without skipping steps, trade journaling without resistance, post-session reviews without judgment. You’re not trying to act like a winning trader; you are one, and it shows in every decision, every habit, every response to both wins and losses.

Optimal Risk Calibration

Helps you find your personal sweet spot between paralysis and recklessness. You become comfortable taking calculated risks without fear or greed distorting your judgment. Your position sizing reflects confidence without arrogance, caution without cowardice. In daily trading, this shows as knowing exactly how much risk feels right for each setup based on your edge, your emotional state, and market conditions. You’re not frozen by fear of loss, but you’re not intoxicated by potential gains either. You’ve calibrated risk to challenge you appropriately without terrorizing you, maximizing both returns and psychological sustainability.

Detachment from Outcomes

Helps you execute your strategy perfectly regardless of individual trade results. You focus on process over profits, removing outcome dependency that causes emotional execution. A perfect trade that loses becomes genuinely satisfying because you honored your process. In daily practice, this freedom transforms everything. You can take a loss without it affecting your confidence. You can have a winning trade without it inflating your ego. Each trade becomes just another iteration of your edge, and your satisfaction comes from execution quality rather than P&L. Ironically, this detachment usually improves results because emotional interference disappears.

Abundance Overflow

Helps you dissolve scarcity mindset and limiting beliefs around deserving wealth. You embrace exponential income growth as natural and inevitable — the mathematical result of edge plus consistency plus time. The ceiling you kept hitting wasn’t in the market; it was in your mind, and you’ve removed it. In daily trading, this freedom shows as comfort with larger positions and bigger wins. You stop self-sabotaging when your account grows past previous highs. You give yourself permission to scale appropriately as your skill develops. Success stops feeling threatening and starts feeling like what you’ve earned through skill and discipline.

C&C

Emperor’s Presence

Guides you to develop a presence that arrives before your words do — like a standard carried into the room that declares calm without announcement. Your posture adjusts as if shaped by an invisible hand, smoothing out haste, stitching composure into your shoulders. Even your breath becomes deliberate and controlled, reflecting the inner order you’ve cultivated.

People begin reading what you don’t say. The steadiness in your gaze. The patience in your pauses. The way you occupy space without taking from anyone. This is high-status energy that requires no theatrics — polished, cool, undeniable. You move with the unhurried rhythm of someone who owns his time, and the environment subtly reorganizes around that certainty.

When you speak, your voice feels like a signature — simple, legible, difficult to imitate. You don’t over-explain or bargain for attention. You offer clarity, and clarity lands. In conversations, you sense a quiet gravitational pull, as if your alignment invites others to rise into their better selves or drift away without friction. Pressure arrives, as it always does, but finds no loose threads to grab. Your nervous system becomes a fortress of calm, your expression stays composed, your timing stays deliberate, and your energy stays expensive — spent only where the return is real.

Inner Circle: Alliance Architect

Helps you see structure where there used to be social haze. Connections arrange themselves like a court — inner circle close to the throne, allies at the tables beyond, familiar names in the corridors. It feels calmer this way, as if your social world finally has doors and rooms instead of one crowded hall where everyone can reach you at once.

Your attention becomes more selective, like capital invested for return. Your inner circle feels sacred — few people, high trust, shared standards. With them, loyalty isn’t demanded; it’s earned through consistency, discretion, and real proof over time. You feel bonds deepen not through constant contact, but through reliability — the kind of quiet closeness that survives distance and pressure.

Beyond that, allies emerge — people with aligned interests, mutual respect, clean exchanges. You begin nurturing these relationships like strategic partnerships: clear expectations, fair value, strong communication, no drama. You offer introductions when it benefits the whole ecosystem, building bridges that make everyone stronger. You feel the power of reciprocity done well — how it compounds like interest.

And then there are contacts — friendly, useful, light. You stop mistaking convenience for intimacy. You stop pouring your best energy into people who treat your life like a vending machine. Without resentment, you adjust access, keeping gates quiet and dignified. Your network becomes less accidental and more designed. You know who to trust, who to test, who to keep at arm’s length. And in that clarity, you feel new stability — because a well-built court doesn’t just look impressive. It keeps the kingdom safe.

Inner Circle: Golden Crown

Guides you to understand that access to high-value circles is built, not demanded. It arrives like a private elevator, unlocked by trust, value, and timing — not by noise. The old impulse to impress dissolves, replaced by something cleaner: readiness. The calm that suggests you belong anywhere you’re invited, without needing to force the invitation.

You start seeing gatekeepers as guardians of order, not obstacles. You treat them with the same respect you’d offer the person they protect, because you understand how power moves through channels. You listen carefully. You keep your words precise. You offer value that fits their world — solutions, reliability, discretion — small contributions that make you memorable for the right reasons.

When you meet people who carry influence, you don’t shrink and you don’t inflate. You stay centered, like a balance sheet that doesn’t lie. You speak in outcomes. You make requests clean. You keep promises. And you feel something shift when your consistency becomes a signal — quietly telling them you’re safe to bet on.

Introductions begin to happen with less friction. A name mentioned in the right room. A reply that comes faster than expected. An invitation that feels effortless, as if it was always meant to occur once you stopped chasing it. You meet these openings with composure, prepared materials, clear intentions — no scrambling, no desperation, no oversharing. You realize these relationships aren’t trophies. They’re alliances — built on integrity and mutual benefit. The higher the circle, the more valuable discretion becomes. Trust is the real currency, and you hold it carefully.

Market Instinct

Helps you feel the market like weather — subtle shifts in pressure, changes in temperature, a storm forming long before the first drop falls. Charts stop being just lines. They become mood, momentum, breath. You notice patterns the way a seasoned guard notices footsteps — rhythm, hesitation, the telltale pause before movement.

Your attention listens for sentiment beneath numbers. Fear has texture. Greed has tempo. You sense when a crowd is chasing and when it’s quietly exiting, and that awareness sharpens into intuition that feels clean, not impulsive. You don’t need to guess as wildly. You watch, you wait, you let the setup reveal itself.

Timing becomes a kind of sovereignty. You feel less urgency to be “in” and more patience to be right. You respect liquidity as if it’s oxygen — something you protect, something you don’t waste. When you enter a trade or investment decision, it feels measured, as if you’ve weighed risk the way a treasurer weighs gold: carefully, with margins for the unexpected.

Losses, when they occur, stop feeling like insults. They become tuition. You review without shame, extracting lessons like a strategist reading battle reports. You adjust systems. You tighten rules. You protect downside first, because an empire that survives can always expand again. As pattern recognition grows, you notice opportunities where others see noise—overreactions, mispricings, sentiment swings. You stay calm while the crowd surges, letting decisions come from clarity rather than emotion.

I am going skiing next few days and wont be taking much action so I am taking a mini washout to give time for the subs to integrate. Will give me a nice break before add in in my RAIKOV major NE.

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Its interesting someone In the RICH Thread said something about the sub making them think about money all the time.

Its the same with RICH Trader. I want to be taking action on trading all the time. It is seriously dominating my thoughts (in a good way). This is why I want to be focusing on Detachment from outcome. In trading you cannot force an outcome. You have to ride the wave.

I also theorized about what having a strong detachment from outcome would mean in other parts of life. Trying to force an outcome is generally a great way to not get that outcome. This is the same in sports, Dating, Negotiation etc. Its great that RICH Trader is a trading wealth focused sub but the psychology aspects can spread into all areas of life.

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Also seeing LB+ (LB + essence the art of joy) blooming more and more in the background.

Its slowly going deeper and deeper but its very subtle. Its doing lots of small things on my self image that are making big changes but its quite hard to tell exactly. I do think now that I already created a strong base with LB my subconscious is prioritizing my wealth subs. Cant forget that I started using LB because i believed it was the bottleneck for wealth. I feel ive had the bulk of the benefits for the intended use although I am going to keep using it to make it deeply ingrained in me and potentially find some nice surprises.

LB self love does have a soothing effect on other subs. I can look back at previous negative experiences and forgive myself from a very positive paradigm and therefore I think it reduced recon and improves healing of other subs. The general positive manifestation boost also has been powerful and very welcomed.

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Im recovering from a little sickness. I planed to take some extra rest days to let the scripts integrate more. Being in recovery now is a perfect opportunity to take a washout.

Sickness got quite bad last night so I played 30 seconds of paragon in bed. Woke up feeling much better after sleeping almost 11 hours.

today was supposed to be day 2 of washout but after paragon last night its back to day 1.

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Starting subs again LB+ is going far deeper than before. I can feel alot of the internal work has been done and is now integrating. Its now moved on and become more external. Not only am getting a stronger love for others, It gives me the idea that I want a deeper romantic relationship rather than just shallow short term stuff.

My Aura has bloomed heavily. I can almost feel the love aura. Walking around yesterday Its like everybody was looking at me. People that looked to be in a bad mood are smiling at me and saying hello as I pass by.

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Also worth mentioning the Essence Joy and happiness module I added in to the major NE is great. I wouldnt call it subtle because its dam powerful but I am doing everything with more enjoyment. I also find myself happy in small moments rather than going straight on my phone. Can be looking at a nice sky, sun on my skin, freshly washed laundry etc etc.

I found myself really enjoying music as if it was the first time I listened to songs I loved. I gotta be carefull what music I listen to while I work cause it makes me want to dance. :rofl:

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I received “RAIKOV’s eyes” My dual core major name embedded with RAIKOV and Minds eye.

Will start using it my next play day. Really looking forward to this one. The main goal is linked to the RAIKOV script and learning from the charts aswell as modeling traders.

I also have the side goal of. Improving my language, speech, sports skills, improve language ability, adapt to different environments.

I added minds eye because I think they go very very well together. The hypothesis is that I can visualize something or someone and use the RAIKOV method to model it. IE: visualizing a great trader, sportsman and most importantly my ideal self.

I also hope the Minds eye aspect will give me a positive manifestation boost for the rest of my stack.

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What I lie about “RAIKOV’s Eyes” Is that the applications are limitless it just comes down to my creativity.

Play a chess game in my head and improve from that.

Visualize a conversation in a foreign language.

Visualize a speech I am going to do infront of hundreds of people.

Visualize market patterns and absorb them. Visualize past trades and bring out deeper insights.

The possibilities are endless.

Another great thing is that in the past when sub hopping :face_with_hand_over_mouth: I tried RAIKOV for a while and really enjoyed that it boosted my action taking capabilities. It made doing productive things in general far more enjoyable, aswell as making me consciously observe things and being more in the present. This will just naturally cause me to take more action on all my goals.

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I am getting more and more ideas on how to use RAIKOV’s Eyes. (raikov and minds eye) major NE. The creativity aspect is very fun.

I am visualizing myself a place in the alps (inner spa) while breathing deeply to regulate my nervous system. Becoming someone that is regulated.

Spent 20 min watching videos on trading psychology visualizing past trades where i went wrong and how I should have done it instead.

Reading a french book to practice my french I saw a great synergy that when reading I can visualize what the author is trying to convey far better. Associating the language to visuals and feelings I think will massively increase speed of language absorption.

Playing chess puzels I am automatically noticing patterns much more than before. Its also as if I can see possible moves visually before making them.

RAIKOV also seems to give me a good amount of energy and drive to execute. I want to be modeling and taking action and its far more joyful.

Really enjoying this combo with my two major NE (RICH Trader + C&C) (RAIKOV + Mind’s Eye)

LB + my love bomb major name embeded with essence joy and happiness is really going into overdrive aswell. I am getting moments of deep joy and self love. In these moments I am almost euphoric with gratitude about myself and my life. The aura is really starting to go external aswell.

The new summertime tease is really making me wonder how long I will keep LB. I will atleast go until april but depending on the copy a WDB + Summertime Major NE would be incredible as a replacement for LB+. I do feel I got everything I initially wanted and more from LB but I want to make it as permanent as possible before I change it. Maybe there will be some nice surprises as-well.

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My capacity to process the subs ive been running since start of feb has gone up alot.

I was stuck with lots of recon at 1 min of LB for a while and suddenly I got a big bloom and could play more. I am now up to 7 min with no noticeable recon. I have gotten all the results I desired when starting LB and more. I will be ready to move on to summertime + WDB major name embedded when it releases. I will use LB for sure until the end of march to give it some permanence, With the name embedding it seems like my whole identity and personality has changed past present and future in a great way thanks to this sub.

C&C and RICH Trader name embedded is also up to 7 min with no recon. I dont feel a need to go up any time soon. Would that even be useful? There are so many positive changes I have had with this sub its hard to even write it all down. Many many small things that add up to be massive changes.

First impression of Raikov with Minds eye in a major name embed is great. In RAIKOV there is a perfect amount of focus scripting that helps in taking action but its very smooth. I dont feel wired but instead its made me enjoy productive disciplines more. I am doing these things more as a human behaviour rather than a skill that needs to be developed, and in this paradigm I can see skills develop faster. Visualisation is steadily improving but lots of work to be done there. I do have aphantasia so visual visualization still struggles alot but slowly improving. My ability to visualize concepts though… Dammm this has skyrocketed very fast from my very first loop.

I can instantly see how RAIKOV pairs sooooo well with C&C + RICH Trader. I have found it hard to find enough content (of Quality) to model but when I do spend time to model the sessions are very very productive and I come out of it with lots of valuable information and insights.

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I spent time with someone I am very close too.

He made remarks about how much ive changed positively in the past year. Then proceeded to basically describe the objectives list of LB and the aura of C&C. Very cool to see.

I was really thinking of breaking my stack by removing LB for summertime when it releases. The remarks my friend made makes me want to keep going with LB and I think I will at least for a while. For the first time it feels like the Love aura has spread outwards and has a healing effect on others aswell very grateful for that.

Other than that 7 min of my subs gave me a big spike in recon. Its interesting I got 0 recon on the play day but on my rest day today it hit me quite hard. Taking 2 extra rest days to rest and integrate then going to build back up from 1 min. I think my new sweet spot is somewhere between 4 and 5 min.

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I had a massive recon block I believe from LB in the past few days. Partly from overexposure and partly because I think the sub went deeper than ever before. After overcoming this major recon block I notice I can feel more. As in previously my feeling where very muted perhaps because I saw that part of me as bad or weak whatever it is. Now I love that part of me and allow it be. This also makes me realize the benefits of RICH trader more than before. Just because I feel more feelings now I am still very stoic about it and will not take action on a whim.

The LB aura is growing more and more. I am attracting good people and repealing bad people. (good an bad in the context of me). I am far more open to a deeper relationship than I was before starting the sub.

I realize that during this recon block I had stoped taking lions maine. I find out now from grok the forum says that it helps to reduce recon symptoms.

As for RAIKOV its really doing its job. Its very in the background but its causing lots of small positive changes in all areas of my life. Very cool to see. My mother tongue was very rusty but it is coming back very very quick.

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Ive been running LB for a while now. Since the announcement of summertime I have been debating with myself if I should keep going with it or break my stack.

LB has been amazing. Ive looked back abit at all it has done since I started and it helped me make some massive changes. Recon at first was quite intense as if I was reliving all my embarrassing moments and failures that caused me to not like myself. From that deep healing self love, worthiness etc etc has grown massively inside of me.

With self love it spread to the external world. Loving things as they are rather than because I judge them to be good or bad. I enjoy and apreciate things more, I feel connections to things and people that I did not have before. The aura of LB has even had a powerfull positive effect on the people around me.

In relationships the warmth and glow has helped me deepen relationships to new levels. I also for the first time in a long time am able to see myself in a romantic relationship beyond shallow fun. Ive had multiple manifestations of potential ideal partners from this sub as-well.

Ive gotten all the goals from LB that I wanted and more. Thats why I feel okay to break the stack. I also have an inkling that the deep emotional healing from LB has taken alot of priority over the rest of my stack even though I have gotten great results from all the subs I am running. The idea of a WDB + Summertime major name embedded is just too atractive to miss out on. Now that I am in the best financial and emotional position I have ever been in my life, and so many of the goals I was aiming for since I turned 18 have been achieved. Now is the time to just enjoy it and embrace the journey over the grind.

Its funny alot of the revelations ive had on LB do lead to the conclusion that summertime is the next step. Also before making the decision to break my stack I did reduce exposure alot to make sure I was not in recon haha. Will do a 5 day washout when saint gives the word and make the final decision at the end of the washout.

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Ive not really been keeping up to date with my online journal. Mostly because I have been so busy the past few days. (C&C shenanigans)

I am on day 5 of a washout and it is officially time to retire LB from my stack. It has been a great sub that keeps a special place in my heart. I will definitely come back to it in the future especially if/when it gets updated.
I didnt expect LB to cause so much emotional healing in me. It has been extremely powerful and have improved my life in all areas. The big standout is in relationships. I have been single (meaning no serious relationships) since 2022. I had quite alot of shallow experiences here and there but I was shut out from loving because of “traumatic” experiences in the past. I feel LB has definitely healed “all” of these past experiences through forgivenes and self love. This has shown outwards in my life aswell with lots of incredibly unlikely situations showing me that I am ready to love myself again.
Another big point from LB has been seeing humanity as inherently fallible. I always had high expectations of people and myself and I have let that go being aware that everyone makes mistakes and is imperfect. In fact I see mistakes and imperfections as a beautiful part of me and all of us.

My Dual Core (HFM) Major NE with RICH Trader and C&C has also evolved massively aswell. I have a strong feeling that I am on the precipice of a breakthrough aswell. The standout for me though has been C&C. My network has expanded massively in the past 2 weeks with people I already know encouraging me to meet others usually of high status wealth and competence. In business people come to me for advice far more and I feel that I give far better advice than before. My financial reality has completely changed since I started running C&C from “not great but lots of potential” to now that potential fulfilling itself. On top of existing avenues expanding itself in terms of revenue many new avenues in terms of fortune and physical freedom (with stability) has expanded massively. These avenues I did not even realize where an option before running C&C.

RE (dual core with Raikov and Minds eye) has worked as the copies described. However it has been abit lackluster. I dont think its a question of density in my stack though. I believe its a mix of 2 things. My expectations of the subs where far too high especially RAIKOV. Secondly I have not been taking enough conscious action on it. I notice RAIKOV really doing alot unconsciously IE absorbing language patterns of good speakers around me, overall pattern recognition. But I do need to take more dedicated conscious action on it. Minds eye has significantly improved my visualisation as the sub promised but I am struggling to apply it to my daily life. Ive put an astrix on this sub for the future because I see alot of potential in it however it is not the best time in my life for it. I will definitely keep it in my stack for now.

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Today is the last day of my washout and tomorrow I start a new stack.

New stack:

HFM (Hedge Fund Manager) : Rich Trader + C&C Major Name Embedded.

RE (RAIKOV’s Eyes) : RAIKOV + Minds Eye Major Name Embedded.

and the new addition I am so exited about

DS (Dream Summer) : Summertime + Wanted Dream Boy Major Name Embedded.

After my previous message about my experience with RE I decided I will only be playing it once a week and put focus on the other two subs. I will play it with intention to spend dedicated time to actively using the RAIKOV modeling method in the days of and after the sub.

For the first few loops of this cycle though I will only play DS to put more focus on it. In addition I am happy to give some extra integration time for HFM and RE.

I played WDB in the past and really enjoyed it and summertime just seems like an amazing evolution to use after doing some deep healing with LB.

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Played my First loop of DS (Summertime + Wanted Dream Boy) about 13 hours ago.

Only played DS today want to use it solo for a loop or two.

It feel GREAT! Even with the name embedding I had the initial pump from the sub that made me go straight back to sleep from the nervous system relaxation. Covered this abit in the summertime main thread.

I had two social scenarios today that I saw the subs shinning in.

Firstly summertime when I went to a freezing cold lake with a friend to swim. I was just enjoying the moment and having fun with 0 expectations. My friend had a hangover and was feeling super tired but I could tell my inner state was lifting him up and he was feeling better. It was very flowy just being there in the moment. It was rainy terrible conditions but I was just happy to be there and making the most of it.

Secondly I saw an initial impression of how WDB and Summertime is going to synergies and it is much better than expected. I went to someones house and for a while I was just sitting alone with a girl that was doing some work in the living room. I was just Vibing looking out the window in silence enjoying the view and listening to the music fully in the moment. I could tell she had hesitations and nervousness trying to start a conversation with me, eventually she did and started flirting right away. I had no agenda no expectations almost oblivious to her trying to flirt with me and it made her flirt even harder. When I was leaving she said I am welcome to come see her any time and I barely gave her any attention and replied to someone else that was talking to me haha.

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