I am no longer attracted to the idea of being the biggest most muscular i can he, my physical goals have changed.
I want to be the best fighter, i found a muay thai gym close to where i live, way closer than the last gym i trained at and this gym is doing classes 3 times a week unlike the last gym that was doing classes only twice a week.
You could journal about the topic and go into a conversation with yourself about it?
Added Revelation of Dreams, did one loop.
Going to sleep now will report tommorow.
Edit: Decided to drop it and focus on only 2 title.
I did have a lot of vivid dreams the first night i used RoD.
Whatâs your listening schedule then?
Any recon on DR:LD?
Once a week, i might bump it up to twice a week because i dont feel any recon.
Not from Genesis and not from DR:LD.
Some results:
Im no longer living in my head, i live in my physical body, i am a living being that lives in the physical world, i overthink way less and just exist.
This has led me to be myself and talk more freely with others, remember ways and roads because im actually paying attention to the way and not in my head and more.
More results:
I just watched Oppenheimer with my gf and it reminded me how i used to watch a lot of videos on yt about quantum physics and theories and stuff like this and i was thinking to myself âmaybe i should run quantum limitless and get a degree in physicsâ
Maybe i have been clinqing too hard on being an athlete and persuing a physical career too much without even thinking about persuing an intellectual career.
Ok maybe i do have recon it just takes a day ore two to show up.
Panic and anxiety are my usual recon syptoms, also fear and phobias about health (im healthy af but i still overthink and worry too much when recon is hitting).
Hey man. Something about your journal just really hits me deeply. Like i barley know you but I want you to win so bad. I will share with you a way of thinking than helped a friend of mine completely transform his life in less than 2 years.
To start with. Do not give subliminal too much power over you as in " my life is in the hand of the subliminal I run, the percent amount of loops or the perfect subliminal for this particular moment ". They are nothing more than multipliers of whatâs already there. They do not add to it, only multiply it.
In life we have good days and bad days. In those days we have good experiences and bad. I call the bad experiences " Garlics " because they taste horrible and leave a very bad breath. When you get those garlics you have two options. Pretend itâs not there or EAT IT and move the fuck on. What I by eating it is to fully embrace, feel and accept those bad times and consume them to be a brick in you palace.
By not eating them, aka avoid dealing with them, they will still be there just as horrible⌠and in time they will become into rotten baggage that will taste far worse when dealt with later. Those garlics will never go away unless dealt with. The sooner and faster the better.
The silver lining is that we live in a world where people will deal with just enough garlics in order to survive and end up as the average, mediocre with the zombie eyes you see everyday. This is the destiny of those who refuse to deal with them. By doing the opposite and dealing with them head on you will grow far stronger, far wiser and appreciate life on a whole different level. Every garlic is an opportunity no matter how terrible they taste. And I call them that because in my country we call garlics " gods blessing for the poor man " because they give so much health benefits despite how cheap they are.
I do not fully know your story my friend or your pain. But I know that pain is mortal. Pain can be outlived. To feel pain is to know that you are alive, and because you are still alive. You canât just lie down, you have to stand up. Itâs going to be agony but you have to stand up. When the pain is gone you have to keep a piece of it with you. To remind you how it felt to experience agony like that and live. Because you are alive! And as much as that hurt⌠It could not kill you.