Thisâll be a great journal @Viking.
The growth on this is going to be HUGE.
My biggest pieces of advice for this stack are as follows.
First, go extremely slowly. DR:LD is insanely powerful, even for people who think theyâre fully healed and donât have much to work on. Donât be surprised if you need to run a 1 minute loop of DR:LD once a week, and even then still run into huge recon. To be honest, you could 100% cut out DR:LD ALTOGETHER and make incredible process. For some evidence, look at the awesome journal âoperation Genesisâ by Lele85 and take note of how many changes happened in his life solely running solo Genesis. Then, take note of how his genesis results dropped a bit when he stopped soloâing the sub. It seems to be an all in one subliminal that does everything - including healing, the goal of DR:LD.
You can also take a look at my own Genesis journal and see that when I was soloâing it life was INSANELY good but I got cocky and overexposed thinking that Genesis was âlow/no reconâ and then life became awful. Learn from that as well.
If anything, I would add PCC to your stack, as it sounds like all your social relationships need some added wisdom. Punching someone at work is an inadequate way to get back at someone that only made you lose even more. With PCC youâll gain the social knowledge that you may be missing. I have major ADHD and PCC has been the only sub that has helped me fit in better socially. âSocial subsâ like Stark and True Sell have given me more drive to be social, more energy, more positivity in my expressions, but I wasnât healing the underlying cause of my social awkwardness, which was not knowing how to play the Game, so social subs didnât make my social life better.
Second thing I have for you is just a word to the wise. While youâre working on this growth of yours, youâll need to be cautious to not fall too far into the depths of external approval.
Like you said, unfortunately, when you look at your outside life, itâs all in shambles. This person and that person and this job and that money⌠but itâs all external, nothing to do with you.
So Iâm just curious man howâs YOUR life going? Fuck anyone elseâs opinion.
Cuz honestly man if youâre doing something thatâs a passion that no one can take from you, these external circumstances just become a storm that can be weathered. If you got fired from your job but the day before you hit a PR on your deadlift or you learned a new move in Muay Thai, Iâd say thatâs a pretty damn good week!
So while youâre working on your external world, start with your internal, and have a goal you can accomplish, not healing, not being liked, not getting a job, that is 100% within your control, so that you can bring that inner energy into all your external interactions
& I donât know you so I can only assume one of two things are happening
- youâre gaining greater awareness of yourself, diving deeper into introspection of your weaknesses, and letting ego-istic beliefs go and coming at life with a beginnerâs mindset.
Even if your mindset shift is coming from nothing but getting battered by life and finally being sick of it, that is still extremely noble, it is the first step towards growth and progress, it is the thing that everyone thatâs ever succeeded has had to realizeâŚ. Theyâre not successfulâŚ. (yet)
So if thatâs you, awesome, but I wanna speak to the other possibility too.
- This has been happening for a while, youâre getting increasingly desperate and hopeless, and youâre starting to think there is something permanently wrong with you, something worth being ashamed of, and youâre trying to âfix the brokennessâ through subliminals.
To that, Iâd simply say forget about the past. It ends here anyways, youâre about to permanently change your life. Youâre gonna be consistent, youâre gonna learn from your mistakes, youâre gonna set simple goals and crush them faster and faster and faster.
Lifeâs a game of poker that starts now, you have a hand youâve been dealt, and you can only move forwards. Not backwards.
You might have a king, a queen, or a 2, or nothing. The only thing that matters is that no one else knows what you have so if youâre good at bluffing you can make everyone else fold so long as you BELIEVE you have the full house, even though you KNOW you donât.
That pot in the middle of the table with the 100âs of thousands of dollars is yours if youâre confident enough to take it.
And forget about everyone else at the table, their hand doesnât effect your hand. Donât worry about who has a better hand, who has a better job, who has a better set of traits. Bluffing a good hand is more important than having a good hand.