Pharoah's Journal

New journal.
I’m still working on trying to make journaling a habit.

SubClub History

Jul '22 - Oct '22 : Emperor + Rebirth
Oct '22 - Mar '22 : Ascension + LBFH + GLM

My plan for the next 6 months is to run Ascended Mogul along with 1 other supporting sub. I’m starting with Limit Destroyer first w/ AscChamber for guidance.

I’ve read that AscMogul helps you to rise in the ranks in a corporate setting. I have no desire to get promoted at my current job, so I hoping to consciously guide my subconscious toward doing my own thing.

Goals for AscMogul
  • Develop a sense of endless ambition, passion and drive.
  • Develop an internal and external sense status and authority, as well as improve the perception others have of you.
  • Enhance your romance life and sexual / seduction skills.
  • Improve your wardrobe, body language, speech patterns, etc. to maximize your sexual appeal to others.
  • Develop and Embrace a physically and emotionally healthy lifestyle.
  • Includes scripting to assist with physical shifting: grow physically stronger, with a more aesthetically pleasing body (as defined by you)
  • Eliminate and dissolve any internal sense fear, procrastination, doubt.
  • Unleash your sense of inner power, grow your independence, willpower and confidence.
  • Develop your body language, voice and presence to that befitting of a high-status individual.
  • Experience what masculinity truly means for you, your goals, your desires.
  • Embark on an inner journey to discover who you really are and what you want out of life.
  • Create goals to assist with the above objectives and begin acting upon them.
  • Transition into a new life of power and success.
  • Become empowered to take control of your life and future.
  • Rapid internal growth and transformation.
  • Expand your social circle through the profound status and confidence you develop.
  • Achieve complete and total financial freedom through the manifestation and building of wealth and success
  • Increase overall motivation to generate as much wealth as possible through all available channels, which includes creating NEW channels and pathways for revenue (ex: entrepreneurship, trading stocks or crypto, etc.)
  • Easily generate new ideas for wealth generation and increase motivation to act on those ideas
  • Improve goal-setting habits, and eliminate all fears around achieving those goals, especially when setting goals that deal with generating wealth and achieving success
  • Increase overall productivity and eliminate procrastination, especially when working toward generating maximum wealth
  • Breakthrough and eliminate any and all internal wealth ceilings (negative beliefs capping your earning potential) preventing you from achieving complete financial freedom.
  • Breakthrough and eliminate any and all internal success ceilings (negative beliefs capping your ability to achieve widespread success)
  • Intuitively forecast market movements of all kinds: securities, commodities, forex, business niches, etc.
  • Improve debt management skills and eliminate all debt that inhibits your ability to generate wealth (this does not negatively affect strategic deals that includes obtaining credit or other capital that requires repayment)
  • Develop long-term financial visualization and planning skills
  • Manifest friends, colleagues, partners, etc. who will help you achieve all of your success and wealth goals
  • Manifest mentors, books, courses and other sources of information to give you the knowledge to achieve all of your success and wealth goals
  • Develop a strong sense of self, improve internal confidence in your ability to succeed at everything you attempt, especially when working toward wealth generation
  • Completely detach from and neutralize all negative societal programming in regards to money, success and generating wealth
  • Change your mindset to that of a winner, turning all negatives into opportunities for growth and acting upon those opportunities in a way that helps you generate wealth and achieve widespread success
  • Develop, generate and radiate an energetic “celebrity-like” aura that attracts high value, high net worth, positive, helpful individuals, signaling to them that you are someone with extreme wealth building potential
  • … and much more.
Goals for Limit Destroyer
  • Remove, dissolve and destroy all limitations with the incredible focus of Limit Destroyer.
  • Consciously guide which limitations to overcome with ease. Simply state an intention toward what you want Limit Destroyer to work on, then wait.
  • When paired with a stack, Limit Destroyer will work toward overcoming all issues standing in the way of achieving the goals of the stack.
  • Prevent any possible re-emergence of previous limiting patterns, thoughts, beliefs and traumas, protect yourself from the forming of new limits.
  • Have the knowledge and the ability to overcome any new limits, limiting thoughts, patterns and beliefs that appear nonetheless.
  • Break the limits others (including society as a whole) imposed upon you.
  • Manifest mentors, associates, friends, books, etc. that can help you overcome deep seated limitations preventing you from achieving your goals.
  • … and much more.

Goals other than the objectives:
Develop a sense of ambition and drive.
Develop an internal sense of self-confidence.
Quit Porn for Good as well as other bad habits
Create better habits
Destroy the mental limitations holding me back:
“I don’t know what to do”
“I should wait until x to do y”(perfectionism)
“I’m not good enough”
“I’m too short”
“I can’t because x”
“This industry is too saturated”
“I don’t know how”
and other limits that are not on my mind as I write this.

I’m still learning how to use these subs as well as finding which ones work the best for me, so I’d rather not name this thread title a certain stack. I’ll just go with the flow instead.


Cycle 1 Day 1: AscMogul ZPv2 + LD ZPv2 + AscCh ZPv2

I listened to AscM and LD for 5 minutes each before work. I kept thinking that 5 minutes wasn’t enough during work, so when I got home I listened to both for an extra 2 minutes each. I’m listening to AscCh for the full 7min as I write this.
I felt pulsing in my brain during the extra two-minute session.

Nothing much to report. I got an unexpected text from a friend today. He 6 hours away from me, so I don’t get to see him much. I was actually thinking about calling him for a few days now, but I never did. I’m glad he texted me. It’s good to hear from him.

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Day 2: Rest

I know it’s best to stick with something long-term, but I think I’m gonna scratch this stack. I think I need healing more right now. I’m not in the right mind to take action on this stack. It’s been on my mind the whole day. I’m feeling apathetic. I feel like I’m drowning in the middle of the desert.

Today, I went to Tropical Smoothie as usual for my first break at work. One of my co-workers, a woman, pulled up at the same time. I fantasize about this woman all the time. Honestly, it’s torture because I know nothing’s gonna happen. When I see her, my body starts to instantly shake, and my heart starts pounding really hard. She goes in before me and starts to order. I walk in and walk past the pickup area and I’m shaking like a mf. I walked behind her so she can’t see me shaking. it was evident even though I tried my best to hold it. It’s only us in the store. I order my smoothie in the app, so I didn’t have to order or wait long. As soon as I got my smoothie, I sped-walked out of there. I’ve been that way since grade school. I hate that shit so much. I’m really tired of it man. So tired.

I think I’m going to finish this one cycle and then switch to healing.

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I read your above post and I think your logic for switching is spot on. Which healing products might you consider?

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Not sure, but I have some ideas:

  • Regeneration + Elixir for 6 months then DR + RoM for a year.
  • Regeneration + Elixir for 6 months then DR1 + LD, DR2 + Elixir, DR3 + Rebirth, DR4 + Sanguine: each stack for 3 months.
  • Regeneration + Elixir custom with an AscMogul + Limitless custom

I put in a support ticket about healing that never got answered. I didn’t know which would be better: running Regen + Elixir before DR or skipping the former and just running DR. I’d rather not waste time, but I also want to take the best approach.

Day 3: AM + LD

I listened to 7 mins of AM and 7 mins of LD.

Today I had the urge to listen to an e-commerce podcast while working. I usually listen to music or a horror podcast to pass the time at work. I did listen to music the majority of the workday, but when the urge hit, I looked up e-commerce on Spotify and clicked on the first thing. I then proceeded to listen to 45 minutes of an interview between entrepreneurs on how 25k was invested to make 300k a year. I’ll admit that I don’t remember much of what was said as I was half listening and half in my head.

I also listened to another podcast episode posted by It was about how to sell yourself, and a few of the limiting beliefs that are in the first post were mentioned in that episode.

What is the ticket number?

Wise idea to seek out which might be best approach.

In addition to what you posted, I would encourage you to also consider:


I ran Regeneration for about 2 months. Then I started to get the sense it wasn’t doing anything. Then DR came out. I found that at that point DR plus Elixir did wonders.

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I’ve run 3 of those mentioned already, but I haven’t seen much progress which leads me to believe I need deeper healing. DR+RoM may win out, but I’ll see when it comes closer to time. It’s tough to decide.


Day 4: Rest

Nothing to Report

Day 5: AM + LD

Ran 7mins of AM and AD each.

There was a situation at work with another woman I find attractive and fantasize about. She worked a little bit in my area today which was unusual since I’ve never seen her work there. We locked eyes a lot. I’ve been working at my facility since November and she was already there. I’ve locked eyes with her before, but she always gave the nonchalant side glance when breaking. Today, she kept making eye contact with me and holding contact for more than a sec. Now honestly, I wasn’t really trying to get her attention or make eye contact on purpose, but it seems like she was in my line of sight every time I looked up. Yes, the same shakiness still had a hold of me, but not as strong as in the Tropical Smoothie situation.

On another note, I got an urge to look at a product research video from an old e-com course I bought 2 years ago. I doubt it’s relevant information. I’ve also been looking through e-com consultant profiles on Fiverr.

Edit: Another win. This morning’s check put me above 10K in the bank, so I’m grateful for that.

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Day 6: Rest

I’ve been seeing 11:11 a lot lately.

I’m starting to hate my job a lot more. Getting told what to do repeatedly is emasculating.

I just got a text today from a friend who owes me $50. He hasn’t texted or called since I gave him the money.

I’ve been thinking about e-commerce a lot as well as having the urge to do research on it. The thing is, I didn’t specifically choose e-commerce as a potential income stream.

Day 7: AM + LD

Nothing to report

I opened an email today from Experian saying that my credit score has increased. I clicked to see how much and it increased by 36 points.

My job is closing the site for two of the days I work this week and I’m still getting full payment. How convenient.


I listened to 7mins of each.

As I was throwing boxes, I picked a box up and saw a spider chillin’ on its web that was made in between the boxes and the wooden pallet. I’m not an arachnophobe but seeing it made me uncomfortable. I still threw the boxes while keeping an eye on it. The spider kept moving every time I picked up a box, and it eventually crawled onto the next pallet out of my sight. Losing sight of it made me a little more uncomfortable. I decided not to throw the next pallet on this side and made my way onto the other side of the belt to work on another pallet. Then I stopped myself and thought ‘What am I doing? I’m tired of being afraid. I’m going to work on that pallet. If that spider bites me and I die then so be it.’(a bit dramatic but that’s what I thought). As I was having this thought, I felt the tension leave my body. I went to work on the “spider pallet” and caught crawling between the boxes. I took my box cutter, squished it, cleaned my cutter with a napkin, and tossed it in the trash.

A co-worker of mind came a spoke to me today. It was a short exchange. I didn’t think we’d be speaking again. Nothing bad happened between us. The last time I said wassup to her she waved me off and I thought ‘oh ok’. That was about a month ago. Today, she was taking pictures of my work area and then proceeded to talk to some co-workers working with me. We made eye contact and then she came over and asked if I was good. I said " yeah, I’m good", and then I made a joke about her taking pictures and getting me in the photo. She giggled and said something else when she walked away, but I didn’t hear her

Edit: I accidentally overexposed myself. After AscCh stopped the playlist automatically played ultrasonic LD for 15min! I didn’t catch it until the masked LD started playing again, so in total, I listened to LD for 22min today, which was not the plan. I need to be more careful next time