Path to Greatness

Okay, my summer semester is over, and now that I have some free time (and have observed using QL stage 3, Qv2), I will share what I have observed. (Usage with mostly QL stage 3, usual booster of executive limitless, and occasionally switching booster to Renaissance Man, or Sanguine.
Also followed old listening instruction, as I just found out the new listening instruction.)

First, let’s start with good things.

1. Proactiveness:

Within the first day or two, I knew that there would be group projects in the class. I also knew that one of the group project partners from the previous semester was also in the same class. Since I didn’t want to risk having someone terrible, I contacted the person pretty much the day after or so. Also, given the class size, I thought it would likely require a group of 3 or larger, so I decided to secure another potentially good partner. I quickly glanced through people’s introductions, looked at what they wrote in the discussion board, and made a judgement about their skills. I gave a list of whom I thought would be good candidates, discussed with the partner from previous semester, chose who should be in the group, and I sent an email inviting the potential new partner pretty much the day after we finalized our decision. This is what I would call proactiveness, and perhaps decisiveness.

Also, I was almost always the first one to start on the group project, and I’d have to say I contributed the most to the project (and probably did the most amount of work.)

2. Leadership:

Somewhat related to the proactiveness; I was the one who was initiating things around. I would contact the partners, set up a plan on what to do, give a summary of basic status report and etc. Also, there were times in which I found one of the partners or both of them had been mentally challenged. (e.g. I am not contributing to the project enough, I feel bad, and etc.) Also, things were very tight in the summer semester, so many were feeling pressured and stressed. I was constantly giving a pep-talk, trying to boost morale, giving everyone a last push.

At the same time, I wasn’t just dictating things around. If it were just me, I’d do some modification to make a perfection, but the team members were not really into doing that. It wasn’t something too big, so I decided to let go. In the end the result turned out to be a perfect score, so everything was good.

What was also interesting about this semester’s experience was that it helped me see and feel what a good leadership is about. → Boost morale of the team, giving a little bit of the push they need, make decisive and swift action and decision, and also at the same time, know when to let go of things and move on.

I don’t know if I had the leadership before, or knew of it, but I was more naturally taking the role of a leader, and assumed the leadership role more easily, and more naturally.

3. Humor:

I don’t know if I became funnier, but I noticed that in this semester, I made many more humorous statements and remarks. Some of them might have been pushing the boundaries a bit, but the people took it well. Also, I think I was quicker in making the remarks.

4. Good Judgment and Quick decision making:

Again going back to the invitation/selecting group project partners, I was able to quickly identify the area of weakness in my group, and was able to identify a few candidates who can cover the weakness very quickly. (The partner from the previous semester thanked me for the good decision of choosing and securing the new partner, as she covered our weakness very well.) Also, at times when there were too many things (too many assignments, and learning material coming altogether), I was able to prioritize things and managed to get all the things done.

Now moving on to the bad things.

1. Procrastination:

Unlike projects, I had difficulty dealing with procrastination. At the beginning of starting QL stage 3, procrastination wasn’t a thing. In fact, when I concentrated I had a moment of when getting things done a lot and quickly with super focus. In this mode, it was like I’ve done a lot, and felt a lot of time passed because of the work I had done, but not to much time passed. (Also there were other times when I felt quite focused that I felt small amount of time passed but a lot of time passed in reality.)

However, I only experienced these only at the very beginning of moving on to QL stage 3. Procrastination became more difficult to fight and it was more challenging to deal with than the last semester. (Except group project time. For group projects, I was able to focus quite easily, and was pretty proactive). Nevertheless, I still managed to get everything done before the deadline.

2. Less cognitive functions, difficulty in learning, and not being able to recall and use the learned material.

This became very apparent after the first exam. I did pretty poorly on that exam. What was funny is that I didn’t think the exam was hard. However, when I tried the questions, I couldn’t recall how to tackle the problems, even though the things weren’t that difficult.

Also, this pattern sorta persisted; I had trouble mastering the material and making them on my own. I understood things, but trying to recall it and use it and make the skill as my own, that didn’t work out too well.

I felt like having a brain fog.

About a week later or so, (or perhaps on the same week as the exam) I thought that perhaps this is some sort of reconciliation. Took a week break, and barely used QL 3 after that. Things began to improve, quickly, and the result became apparent in my second and third exams. (I did much better)

Perhaps it may have been too much for my brain to learn new math material while also doing QL stage 3.

Possibly all these negative effects I noticed came from the wrong usage pattern; I followed the old usage instruction, and just found the new instruction. Listen one loop, take rest next day, then listen another loop the next day and so on. I wish this new instruction came out two months ago (or at least a month ago).

Either way, I am going to be starting QL 3 again soon, and will follow the instruction. (I plan on listening to QL stage 3 until the end of this month, August 2021.) I’m thinking of trying it just itself without any boosters. (Since my semester is done, and I will probably do some light getting ahead with next semester courses, I don’t really have a huge need for boosters.)

Let’s see how things are with new listening schedule.

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Long time no see. During the Fall semester I have only used QL stage 3. This was mainly due to my finding that Q version 2 required more mental power and making me feel more tired, so I thought to mainly stick with the main program, which is QL.

One thing I noticed is the difficulty to maintain the routine. Listen day, rest, listen day, rest, …
I found that keeping with the schedule/routine has been a challenge. For numerous times before going to bed I’d be like, "oh no, today was supposed to be the listening day :frowning: ".

So what were the subliminal results? Well, here’s my academic result.

  1. Math. This math course was quite different from what I’ve done in the past, and someone said this was the easiest math course that person has taken before. It turned out that this math was harder than most of the math I had taken before. Thus, there were struggles in retaining and understanding the material. I’ve done well overall, but I didn’t do well in the exams. (One exam, I did well, the other two, I did pretty poorly.) So overall, not as good experience as I did in the past.

  2. Programming. This one required way too much time and effort. Many dreaded for the poor course structure and how it felt for them it required many unnecessary things. (I agreed to a certain degree.) Didn’t do too well with the quizzes, but many thought quizzes were terrible because of terrible wording in questions and answers. What I found interesting is that when other could not find solutions, I was able to somehow work out a way to get things working one way or another, so when the class average was like 70s in some assignment I’d be getting like 96~97.

I don’t know. Some mixed result with not a perfect listening routine record. However, because I’ve stuck with the stage 3 for two cycles (I’m counting a semester as a cycle), I think I will be moving on.

I’m thinking of taking some break till the end of the year, and start stage 4 from the new year. Hopefully, I can manage the routine better, and get better result in the next stage.

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Okay, I just finished listening to QL stage 4 (listened to ZP), and here’s what I think/noticed.

I suppose this can be also thought as an overall update to my QL experience.

1. Difficulty with handling executive function disorder.

Say I have plans to do something, or say I want to finish xyz (e.g. homework) by certain time. I found that more than half of the times, I failed to keep that. In fact, many times, I’d fail at initiating the work I thought I needed/wanted to do. (I’d be instead playing games or doing something else.)

I found that the difficulty controlling myself was more pronounced in the later stages (like stage 3 and 4) than the earlier ones. I think I had a better control over myself.

One outside factor can be that when I ran the earlier stages, I was taking easier courses (more entry level prerequisite courses) than the courses I have taken during the later stages of QL.

However, what’s interesting about the executive functioning is that I have never missed the deadline or due dates. I have always handed things in time, and never got late penalties. I suppose we can say that although I didn’t have the control of my executive function (or I didn’t have the level of discipline I wanted to have) as much as I liked to, but it was still fine for the school or given task to me.

I don’t want to blame this sort of meh result on executive functioning on QL since I have high functioning autism, ADD and informally diagnosed executive functioning disorder. (My therapist told me I have executive functioning disorder, but we never did proper test nor put that in the written diagnosis)
However, I’ll leave the judgment to whoever is reading this.

Either way, I never had performance issues in terms of required timetable, so I at least met the bottom line.

2. Grasp of the materials.

One thing I have noticed in the last two semesters is that I am having trouble fully understanding the materials, or having the complete mastery of the course materials. (didn’t really have problems with these in the earlier semesters (when I ran stage 1 and 2), but the course materials were easier back then.)

However, what’s funny is that when it comes to homework quizzes and exams I am doing well with an exception of one course. (Especially this semester, when I just ran the last stage.) And that course, I still got the necessary grades to move on.

Let me put it this way. I feel like I have gotten good at finding solutions and figuring out things to work (like finding solutions), but without having good understanding of the material.

It’s difficult to explain, but that’s how it was. Anyway, I am planning to take summer semester off, and planning to do the reviews of the courses I felt I don’t have full understanding of the materials. (But got good grades regardless.) I will be going at the speed I like, so hopefully that will help me get a better grip of the materials.

In a way, it feels like QL is doing something, but not acting in a way that I hoped it would.

Perhaps, I was on cognitive boosting sub for way too long.

The listening pattern has been pretty much like listening to the sub for each semester (so that’s like 3 months or so?) with exception of some stage (I believe for some stage I ran it for 2 semesters). QL stage 4, I ran it shorter, because I read somewhere on this forum that listening to 2 cycles per stage is the best for multistage sub. (1 cycle being 21 days). I did that for stage 4.

Maybe I should just run QL stage 4 till the end of the semester, but I feel like switching to something else. I have ran cognitive related subs for too long.

Speaking of switching subs, I have a strong desire to run HoM, Heartsong and Chosen from within. I had a few other candidates, but had a strong feeling towards these subs.

Let’s see how these goes.

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Finally, I finished the prerequisite courses for the degree.

Still, I feel like I want to review advanced materials before starting the actual degree in the fall. I feel that I was able to use tactics and skills to obtain good (enough) grades (except one, I got all A or A+ in the prerequisites), but I don’t feel like I have built enough mastery of the materials to get me through the actual degree. Therefore, I’ll be taking the summer break reviewing those materials. I suppose I mentioned this in my previous post.

I believe I have listened to HOM, Heartsong, and CFW for about a month (a little bit over). Here’s the listening pattern I followed.

Day 1: HOM, Heartsong, 1 full loop each
Day 2: Break
Day 3: CFW 1 full loop
Day 4: Break

Then the cycle repeats until the 21 day break. (Basically following the standard ZP instruction).

Here are the thoughts/reasoning behind my sub choices.

  1. Building Legacy: In this last several years, I have developed a very strong desire to build a solid legacy (family legacy). When looked at HOM, especially the Medici title, I thought this sub would be quite fitting towards this goal. Although I don’t think I am currently at the best time to start building the legacy (e.g. start building businesses, family, accumulating wealth, building great product/service, etc.) I thought to start HOM since building legacy takes time, meaning that it’s probably better to use the sub for a longer period. So why not start after QL? Besides, I might meet someone at the school (although online) who may be crucial part of my legacy building.

  2. I believe in building a legacy with a partner. (I mean partner as someone whom I will start my family with, in addition to potentially doing business together.) That would require meeting and attracting the right kind of person. Thus, the choice of heartsong.

  3. The reason for choosing CFW was basically the descriptions. The description of chosen and CFW was basically the type of leader I strive/want to be. Why CFW then? Since I am currently not in the leadership role, nor do I see becoming one in a near future (because of being in the school), I thought it would probably better to focus more on the internal things. Thus, I chose CFW.

Now, here’s something interesting I found. I did some more random tarot reading stuff lately, and it was amusing to see that all the choices I made (if not the most) were basically talking about how I am going to get great opportunities (business opportunities, promotions, etc.), and successes are about to come soon. Another interesting thing I also noticed is that it was talking about how my future spouse/partner would be a wealthy person with great connections to get what I want. I don’t remember what my previous readings were like, but I found this amusing as it fitted the legacy and success building goal of my sub stack. Still, the readings are more for the fun than to take things seriously.

Additionally, I find that I notice more random wealth related YouTube videos or articles popping out to me although I wasn’t able to look at them in detail because of the school.

At the same time, I have developed a little bit of feeling/doubt telling me to change the sub stack. For instance, the recent stark’s product page description indicates that it may fit better with my goal (at least in terms of the path towards the legacy, as I will more likely be involved in cutting edge, innovative things. However, HOM is more about building legacy… so it’s not exactly this is better than the other situation). Also, I don’t know if I am currently in a good position to start a relationship. (No career, just doing school, not having my place, not being very social, etc.) Basically, I don’t think being in a school is the best time for me to be involved in a relationship. For me it has always been that the school took entire of me, pretty much making me unable to do anything else. That isn’t great for starting a new relationship nor meeting new people. Perhaps, heartsong isn’t the best sub for the moment. (However, it may be if I am more looking towards building foundations instead of trying to meet the “one” now.)

Third, I have desire to fit PCC somewhere. I think PCC would be very effective given my wants and desires. However, my stack is already full.

These are my current updates and thoughts. I’ll stick with this for this cycle, and I will think about whether to switch or to keep going with this.

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I had itchy ear canal for days (maybe a week or two, on and off with itchiness).

I went to see an ENT doctor, and it turns out that I have acute otitis externa. Well, I haven’t used earphones (or in-ear headphones) for a few days, so I skipped a few days of sub listening days. I suppose I am taking an early sub break.

It will take a few days (2~3 days) of treatment to recover. A few more days to do more research on alternative listening devices.

Next week, I am planning to go to a hearing/listening store to test headphones. Hopefully, I will be able to narrow down to a few options.

I haven’t been able to get a new pair of headphones, and given the ear condition (acute otitis externa), I needed/wanted to switch to headphones.

However for the reasons mentioned here Headphone recommendation for summer and here Headphones with large earcups I haven’t yet picked a new headphone. Sennheiser Momentum 3 is probably the closest to becoming my choice, but I am not satisfied with a few issues that I am still exploring other options.

Thus, I am taking an (unintentional) extended break from subs. (Probably 2~3 weeks already). Maybe this break can be a good thing as I haven’t really had an extended break other than ZP’s 5 days breaks.

Anyway, I am writing this update as I found/experienced something interesting today. Today, I went out with my mom taking public transit. I haven’t gone out in a while, and I haven’t especially taken public transit for a quite a long period of time. (Probably at least 1 to 2 years not using the public transit).

Apparently, I don’t have a sensitivity to getting people’s attention. My mom later told me that everybody was looking at me because of my long hair. (I haven’t gotten a haircut for 2+ years as I don’t think I can get a decent/good one since I can only get a haircut while having a facial mask on. How can one get a good/decent haircut when the stylist cannot see your face?)

It was shocking/interesting for a few reasons. 1. Is my long hair really something that stands out so much to grab “everybody’s” attention? 2. I only noticed one old man checking me out extensively, but that’s it. It certainly didn’t feel like I was getting “everybody’s” attention. 3. Assuming that my mom’s right (and I believe she is since she’s quite sensitive and notices things quite well and easily) how come I didn’t notice people’s attention? If I was getting everybody’s attention, that would have been pretty intense.

Okay, so what does this entail? Maybe I need to develop more sensitivity about getting attention? Maybe I can more easily get dates than I have experienced so far? (Well, attention grabbing is probably better than no attention.) Have I been always insensitive to attention? (Meaning that I have always gotten more attention from people than I realized) Or is this a new development with the attention thing (meaning getting attention is new), but for some reason I am insensitive to it?

Lastly, is any of these (getting attention, and being insensitive) related to the subs I have used? (With most recent stack being HOM, Heartsong, and CFW, and an extended use of QL prior to this stack.)

Speaking of subliminal stack, I had a chance to read newly published PCC and Inner Circle descriptions. They seem like something great, so I might switch. Also, Khan’s description was intriguing. Since I have a few months before the next semester, maybe I should run it. However, I am not sure if I am ready or in a good place to run Khan. (I’m not sure if I can take actions for heavily “sexual” subs given my current situation.)

Hopefully, I will gain more insight about these soon, and hopefully I will be able to get a good pair of headphones that I like.

Someone here has used bone conduction headphones. I’m spacing on if it’s @COWolfe or @James. One of them I think.

If that works for you, it shouldn’t interfere with your ear condition and might even give it a chance to heal up.

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I think both of us have used them. They worked very well for me.

@COWolfe @James

How’s the experience with bone conducting headphones? Are there any sound leakage? What about the pressure? Is the pressure too much? (I mean the pressure causing discomfort and headache) Has it caused sickness? I heard that some people can feel sick from using bone conducting headphones. (It’s like motion sickness you get from being on a moving vehicle (e.g. car, ships, airplanes))

Are they comfortable for long use?

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They’re perfectly fine, and I was using them back in the day when we listened as much as possible.

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I wish we have no question asked 30 day return period like that of the US. Once you open the product packaging, you cannot return the product, unless the product is faulty out of the box. (That’s why I am more cautious and reserved when making a purchase.)

Going back to subliminal/my life related issue, I just purchased The 48 Laws of Power by Robert Greene. I don’t know. After reading the PCC product description page, I felt the need to read the book. (I’m probably going to include PCC in my stack, once I pickup the new pair of headphones, whatever it may be.)

Besides, I have been living pretty much no music, no games, no videos and no reviews/studying for the last 2~3 weeks. (I’m gonna need that headphones soon to start reviewing. Need to re-watch some lectures) It’s probably a good time to do the reading.

I’m not sure how that book’s going to add to my growth, but I have a feeling that it’s going to somehow change me. I just hope it’s going to be a good change.

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I just saw the new release of Chosen: The Way of Nature.

As I was reading the product description, I was like this may be the sub I need for continuing my study. I was thinking that maybe I will stack all 3 Chosen subs together, and truly become the “chosen.”

Perhaps, the “Path to Greatness” begins with I becoming the “Chosen.”

I finally got a new pair of headphones.

Sennheiser HD569. It’s big and light enough. It also does not leak sound much. It’s also relatively cheap. (Other headphones with big earpads are much more expensive.) Only problem might be heat and moist coming from a prolonged use.

It took too much time to figure this out. I hope I’m going to be happy with this headphones for a long time. Hopefully, it does not disappoint me soon.

I will begin my next cycle next week as it’s easier to count days when starting the sub cycle from Monday.

I still have to determine what subs I will use. Here’s the list of subs I’m considering.

  1. Chosen: the way of nature
  2. Chosen from within
  3. Chosen (original version)
  4. Emperor: House of Medici
  5. Stark
  6. Renaissance Man
  7. Heartsong
  8. Khan
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If you are listening to 2 titles, that’s 2 X 15 minutes = 30 minutes.

What are your goals?

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Well, it wasn’t only about the subs, for 15 mins, or 30 mins, the headphones would be fine. However, for several hours of use? (For other uses than subs) I’ll have to see. I’m already finding that I will be having some adjustment periods to headphones. After all, they are bulkier than earphones.

@Kyuss
That’s a very good question. I have several goals in my life just as everyone does. (e.g. finance, love, sex, success, status, family, etc.) Lately, I have been questioning what’s the priority order of these goals (and which one takes the highest priority given my current situation), and what combination of the subs is the best for the goal given the order.

I suppose the most immediate and never ceasing goal is academic related goals as I am still in the school (although I am not taking the summer semester), but I had used QL for over a year. I don’t think I want to use QL again. (At least not this time, nor anytime soon.)

Oh and I forgot to add one sub to the list. Power Can Corrupt.

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I noticed something interesting lately.

Although it’s been almost a month since I stopped listening to subs, I think I am feeling more profound effect.

Here are things I noticed.

  1. When it comes to writing a response to people, I tend to write less. Basically, I am finding that the less I say, the better it becomes usually.

  2. Even when I have many things to say in response, (and I write them out in the first time), I usually come back and get rid of the most of them. Then, I write a short and simple response.

  3. I think I am taking the 48 laws of power well. It’s almost as if the response comes somewhat naturally (even before I read the stuff). (However, some questions still come when I was reading 48 laws of power.)

To summarize, it kind of felt like speaking/writing less is more, and silence can be golden.

Also, I’ve not yet listened to Power Can Corrupt. I believe these changes come from House of Medici and/or Chosen from Within. I guess they may have some overlap.

I observed these less while listening to the subs. However, I am seeing these more nowadays. I suppose subs’ effect can become more pronounced when I take break. (not a short, but a longer one)

Given this, I think I can benefit from some rests in between sub listening pattern. (in addition to the necessary break from the ZP listening schedule)

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I had an interesting experience.

I attended art song concert. (I believe Lied/Kunstlied is the formal name. I may be wrong though.)

In one song, I believe I experienced synesthesia. When I was hearing this guy’s singing, I saw a color in front of my eyes. (Green, to be precise). It was a truly eye opening experience.

Perhaps, this experience is indicating that my next sub stack should include either Renaissance Man, and/or Chosen the way of nature.