ah, my favourite recon when I think that nothing has happened/is happening and subs don’t work
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Who could’ve imagined that Love Bomb is going to be rougher than Emperor lol
Of course, that’s LB + Emperor but still, adding it has resulted in some traumatic recon processing lol
But it does exactly what I wanted - moves me out of “bitch” state towards “normal, dominant man’s” state. I’m processing this anger very well - I remember tons of situations where I lost the power dynamics and it fucked up my out look on life, affirming the “I am a low level male”, “I want this…” - but without “…therefore I will take it and if I can’t take it, I will fight for this” part. Not anymore. I’m taking a full grip on life, not allowing to be pushed around anymore and I’m starting to fight for the things I want…
And it turns out there is not much of a fighting lol, more like you can just do and take what you want. Turns out you can just do stuff and NO ONE will do anything bad in return. Please note that I’m talking about doing legal stuff that won’t harm you or anyone else.
I don’t think I’m able to articulate what I want clear enough but I did my best
Also I realized that I am an idiot lol. I’ll be changing Emperor wih Stark Black next cycle
I thought that I don’t really have any innovations in my life so that scripting is useless for me, but creating a trading bot is literally innovating
damn lol. Well, at least Emperor helped me build the mindset foundation.
100 squats per day + 1 hour of walking has actually done wonders for my health
But my libido is SKY HIGH now. I can’t stop PMO, or else I’m just using all my willpower for that
So, here’s an alternative - I’m installing porn blockers and setting up random password which I’m not saving
And instead of masturbation, I’m channeling energy to get extra money and come visit my girlfriend (she’s in another town). Genius, huh?
Wanted to know if I can walk 2.5 hours from uni to home in 30 dregrees Celsius(in shadows) without a single stop (except on traffic lights)
I can
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Change of plans - I’m switching Emperor to Stark Black No Fame a bit earlier
I’m 98% sure it’s not a recon decision, just been journaling now, thinking and contemplaning and figured that for my current problems SB is better. I’m continuing love bomb though. I’ll keep this stack for a while before changing to SB + new EOG
Results from the beginning of the second cycle of Emperor and first cycle of love bomb:
- Started walking more upright, with confidence. Taking less shit from everyone
- Feeling more and more confident in my convictions
- Confidence is growing. I feel more and more capable with each passing day
- “Slavery beliefs” are fading away. By slavery beliefs I mean that I am a free person, why do I have to ever make myself do something. LB + Emperor switched my self improvement to “out of love” place. I’m naturally thinking now that I want to work. I don’t think that I want to scroll social media or anything. And I’m never ever again “making myself” do something. If I want good habit, I’m going to very slowly and gently slide into it, focusing on enjoyment and consistency first, rather than volume and intensity
- More assertive
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Immediate impression: Stark Black feels more productive than Emperor (or I guess it’s the combination of the scriptings because I added SB without any washouts from Emperor)
Anyway, I woke up and slided into work so smoothly, I didn’t even notice it
Let’s go!
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“Seek strength, the rest will follow”
Yep, I got what I wanted from SB - innovation
Was able to solve some problems with trading bot which I couldn’t solve for the past week or two
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I’m going to use the same methodology with Stark Black as the one I used with Emperor
I’ll read through the sales page and objectives and will focus on the ones which are the most easily achievable at the moment or the ones that I have the motivation and desire to work on at the moment
Unfortunately, SB’s objectives aren’t as detailed as Emperor’s so I’ll ask ChatGPT to break down the objectives of SB into smaller milestones
Here they are:
To break down the objectives of A Stark Black Reality into smaller milestones, we can categorize and sequence them based on key areas of personal development. These milestones are progressive steps that will allow someone to focus on each major element, starting with internal transformation and gradually moving outward to mastery in various fields of life.
Unleash Innate Potential
Milestone 1.1: Develop self-awareness through deep introspection and understanding of core desires.
Milestone 1.2: Begin to recognize and tap into latent potential through visualization and goal-setting exercises.
Milestone 1.3: Break through limiting beliefs, reshaping internal dialogue to match your desired identity.Transform into a Force of Nature
Milestone 2.1: Cultivate a mindset of boundless growth, aligning thoughts and actions with the concept of limitless potential.
Milestone 2.2: Start manifesting resources (both internal and external) to move towards bigger goals.
Milestone 2.3: Take increasingly decisive actions in alignment with your evolving identity.Command Respect and Admiration
Milestone 3.1: Improve your body language, presence, and communication skills to naturally draw attention.
Milestone 3.2: Practice confidently engaging in social and professional environments to enhance influence.
Milestone 3.3: Build an authentic personal brand that elicits respect and admiration from others.Become a Beacon of Innovation
Milestone 4.1: Develop an ability to think critically and spot opportunities for innovation within your field or daily life.
Milestone 4.2: Regularly brainstorm and refine ideas that challenge conventional norms.
Milestone 4.3: Begin applying and testing innovative concepts, aiming for real-world implementation.Wealth Mastery
Milestone 5.1: Study and apply key wealth-building principles (budgeting, investing, financial discipline).
Milestone 5.2: Cultivate a wealth-conscious mindset by eliminating limiting beliefs about money.
Milestone 5.3: Establish multiple streams of income, building a sustainable system for financial growth.Dominance with Grace
Milestone 6.1: Practice assertive communication and negotiation techniques.
Milestone 6.2: Lead with calm confidence and strategic thinking, avoiding unnecessary force.
Milestone 6.3: Cultivate leadership skills that inspire and influence others through charisma and respect.Unbreakable Resilience
Milestone 7.1: Build mental toughness by practicing emotional regulation and handling stress effectively.
Milestone 7.2: Face and overcome small challenges, gradually developing an indomitable spirit.
Milestone 7.3: Turn setbacks into learning opportunities and use them to propel yourself forward.Extreme Cognitive Enhancement
Milestone 8.1: Engage in mental exercises and learning activities to sharpen cognitive functions.
Milestone 8.2: Develop memory-enhancing and speed-reading techniques.
Milestone 8.3: Master complex topics and systems relevant to your personal and professional life.Romantic Magnetism
Milestone 9.1: Increase self-love and confidence, which naturally heightens attractiveness.
Milestone 9.2: Practice authentic communication and charisma in romantic and social settings.
Milestone 9.3: Cultivate meaningful, fulfilling relationships by understanding and aligning with your values in romance.Harness the Power of Fame
Milestone 10.1: Build a platform, either online or offline, to increase visibility and reputation.
Milestone 10.2: Strategically market yourself or your work to become more known in your chosen domain.
Milestone 10.3: Learn how to manage attention and use it to further your ambitions.Embrace the Spotlight
Milestone 11.1: Practice public speaking or social engagements to become comfortable with attention.
Milestone 11.2: Reframe nervousness as excitement, learning to thrive under pressure.
Milestone 11.3: Gradually increase your exposure to larger audiences, becoming fully comfortable in the spotlight.Cultivate Popularity Through Value
Milestone 12.1: Identify what unique value or skills you bring to different social and professional contexts.
Milestone 12.2: Learn to offer this value strategically, building a reputation based on your contributions.
Milestone 12.3: Enhance your network and social capital by consistently delivering value in every interaction.Ethical Dominance
Milestone 13.1: Develop a balanced approach to leadership, ensuring you respect others’ autonomy.
Milestone 13.2: Practice influencing others through mutual benefit and collaboration.
Milestone 13.3: Learn to navigate power dynamics ethically, ensuring your leadership promotes harmony.See Beyond Societal Veils
Milestone 14.1: Engage in mindfulness and meditation practices to heighten awareness and pattern recognition.
Milestone 14.2: Train your mind to question societal norms, developing critical thinking skills.
Milestone 14.3: Use these insights to identify hidden opportunities for success and growth.Unparalleled Innovation
Milestone 15.1: Immerse yourself in environments and activities that stimulate creativity.
Milestone 15.2: Form a habit of consistently generating and recording new ideas.
Milestone 15.3: Begin working on groundbreaking projects, aiming to reshape industries or solve significant problems.Personal Transformation
Milestone 16.1: Set personal goals for physical, mental, and spiritual development.
Milestone 16.2: Implement daily habits and rituals that support your holistic transformation.
Milestone 16.3: Regularly assess your progress and make adjustments, striving for continuous self-improvement.Each of these milestones provides a focused and manageable step toward fulfilling the objectives of A Stark Black Reality, guiding the individual from inner transformation to external mastery in wealth, fame, influence, and personal power.
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Great idea, I’m going to steal it from you and then make some adjustments tailored for my situation😏
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Been having such vivid dreams. I don’t remember the first one but in the second one I was a killer who poisoned some guys and then killed them, and then woke up
Just remembered, I made a song in the first dream. With lyrics and melody but I don’t remember it now
Y’all can congratulate me
I just got a very high playing client. There’s no way it would’ve happened without SubClub
During the summer I earned almost no money. Then I started listening to Emperor in the middle of the August, kept it, then switched to Stark Black 2 days ago… and I got a client today who will basically move me from poor to upper middle class lol
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Damn, if I don’t fuck this up, my life is going to get WAY better in a few months
Also here are some of the things I started doing:
- I’m continuing to clean everything up and throwing away useless things. The more stuff I throw away, the more energetic and clear minded I feel
- For mandatory things in my life that I don’t like and can’t change (like uni), instead I’ll just be focusing on positive sides. Like, “because of uni, I get to meet my friends and practice social skills” and so forth
- I’m actively working on my body language. I’m sitting completely relaxed, taking up space now, I’m walking with chin up, shoulders back, straight spine. Next would be to start looking people in the eye - can’t really make myself to look strangers in the eyes just during walking. Learnt to hold eye contact during conversations though
- Started writing to-do list in a specific manner. So, I’m not just writing down everything that I need to do - I’m writing down tasks that I will do 100%. Like, I know I will take my supplements and that I will do 100 squats during the day. I’m writing down tasks like that and it has helped me to combat learned helplessness. As long as the task fits the formula - “I thought - I did - I succeded” - it’s good. It affirms the belief that I am an active person who does what he intends
- I want to create more of base discomfort in my life. But not through will power (since it’s a part of neuroresource. The more neuroresource you waste on things that don’t move you to your goals directly, the less of it you can spend on productive acitivites). So soon I’m going to send all my money to the person I trust the most - my girlfriend - and she will be sending money only to buy raw eggs or raw liver. So I’ll essentially have no choice but to eat just those two things for some time. I plan to go like that for a month for a few reasons: base discomfort and more motivation to earn money, hardcore detox from toxins - raw eggs induce RCT (one of the main ways for the body to detox) and both eggs and liver are full of nutrients so I’m essentially going to be supercharging my body, and also weight loss. I lost 4 kg since starting keto, I don’t want to fast completely but speeding up weight loss is one of my desires
- I’m challenging myself whenever i can. Like recently I was wondering if I could walk straight from uni to home under 30C heat. It doesn’t have to be a physical challenge. I might be too shy to just lay on the grass somewhere in a crowded place so I can challenge myself to do just that. And so forth
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damn I was so smooth socially today, after SB
I need to work on my body language more though. I keep noticing that I take less space than I’d want to, not being relaxed, etc.
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Ate cheesecake yesteryday, woke up being half a kilo lighter
funny how it works
Started doing what I want and stopped doing what I don’t want. Stopped attending parties I didn’t want to go, stopped talking to people I don’t want, etc.
Life feels so much freer but turns out, you have to fight for your wants and don’t wants. I think in the past few days I engaged in more confrontations with people than I did in the past few years just because I started to protect my boundaries and respect myself more. It’s a positive experience, I finally learnt to stand my ground and tell people I don’t like to fuck off lol. And a lot of these people now respect me way more. As if the dominance hierarchy has just flipped
I’m being extremely careful about how people treat me now. Insult me directly? - go fuck yourself. Make an insulting joke? - same. Clear boundaries. By my descriptions it might seem like I just turned into a bully lol but I promise it’s not the case. It has improved my daily relationships drastically.
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