Damn, if I don’t fuck this up, my life is going to get WAY better in a few months
Also here are some of the things I started doing:
- I’m continuing to clean everything up and throwing away useless things. The more stuff I throw away, the more energetic and clear minded I feel
- For mandatory things in my life that I don’t like and can’t change (like uni), instead I’ll just be focusing on positive sides. Like, “because of uni, I get to meet my friends and practice social skills” and so forth
- I’m actively working on my body language. I’m sitting completely relaxed, taking up space now, I’m walking with chin up, shoulders back, straight spine. Next would be to start looking people in the eye - can’t really make myself to look strangers in the eyes just during walking. Learnt to hold eye contact during conversations though
- Started writing to-do list in a specific manner. So, I’m not just writing down everything that I need to do - I’m writing down tasks that I will do 100%. Like, I know I will take my supplements and that I will do 100 squats during the day. I’m writing down tasks like that and it has helped me to combat learned helplessness. As long as the task fits the formula - “I thought - I did - I succeded” - it’s good. It affirms the belief that I am an active person who does what he intends
- I want to create more of base discomfort in my life. But not through will power (since it’s a part of neuroresource. The more neuroresource you waste on things that don’t move you to your goals directly, the less of it you can spend on productive acitivites). So soon I’m going to send all my money to the person I trust the most - my girlfriend - and she will be sending money only to buy raw eggs or raw liver. So I’ll essentially have no choice but to eat just those two things for some time. I plan to go like that for a month for a few reasons: base discomfort and more motivation to earn money, hardcore detox from toxins - raw eggs induce RCT (one of the main ways for the body to detox) and both eggs and liver are full of nutrients so I’m essentially going to be supercharging my body, and also weight loss. I lost 4 kg since starting keto, I don’t want to fast completely but speeding up weight loss is one of my desires
- I’m challenging myself whenever i can. Like recently I was wondering if I could walk straight from uni to home under 30C heat. It doesn’t have to be a physical challenge. I might be too shy to just lay on the grass somewhere in a crowded place so I can challenge myself to do just that. And so forth
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damn I was so smooth socially today, after SB
I need to work on my body language more though. I keep noticing that I take less space than I’d want to, not being relaxed, etc.
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Ate cheesecake yesteryday, woke up being half a kilo lighter
funny how it works
Started doing what I want and stopped doing what I don’t want. Stopped attending parties I didn’t want to go, stopped talking to people I don’t want, etc.
Life feels so much freer but turns out, you have to fight for your wants and don’t wants. I think in the past few days I engaged in more confrontations with people than I did in the past few years just because I started to protect my boundaries and respect myself more. It’s a positive experience, I finally learnt to stand my ground and tell people I don’t like to fuck off lol. And a lot of these people now respect me way more. As if the dominance hierarchy has just flipped
I’m being extremely careful about how people treat me now. Insult me directly? - go fuck yourself. Make an insulting joke? - same. Clear boundaries. By my descriptions it might seem like I just turned into a bully lol but I promise it’s not the case. It has improved my daily relationships drastically.
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I think I’m finished setting boundaries with people, I’ve improved and worked on all of my relationships now
Let go of all negative people, set great boundaries with positive people. I’m proud of my growth
Now I’m going to be fixing my life more actively
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Destroyed my sleep schedule accidentally so waking up with low energy
That’s going to be the first thing to fix
I feel like i’m getting luckier and luckier
There’s no way I can keep going to uni. How can one endure it for 3 more years?
That I do not know. Yet, that’s one of my main motivations to achieve goals
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Got another similar opportunity. Waiting for the client’s reply. The job is much easier and pay is almost the same
Developing champion’s heart
In each task, do 5-10% more. It will make you feel much better than if you just finished the task and will affirm following beliefs:
- sky is not the limit for me
- pushing myself is enjoyable
- With time, I can achieve anything
With time, you will ask yourself not “can I achieve this or not?” but “how high is the probability of me achieving this?”
Bad sleep really takes a toll, I’m not feeling the subliminal flow anymore
I hope I’ll start feeling it again once I restore my sleep
I have a feeling that I’ll do solo Stark Black soon.
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Yeah, I’m getting depressed about money again. I’m going to do SB solo for now
Yeah, solo subs are the way to go for extreme results for me. Maaaaybe, once I get more advanced, I can use 2 or 3 titles and it would be more beneficial, yet I must keep in mind that the power is in the focus
Adding Love Bomb to Stark Black bends both subs towards each other, so to speak. It’s not a bad thing, it’s just that it took away the most important things for me
But love bomb was extremely helpful - it was half of the cycle but it helped me to achieve what I wanted from it. Sure I haven’t fully achieved those skills and traits yet but at least I know how to get there now, the path is clear and I’ve got the initial sparks that I lacked
But for now, it’s SB solo.
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woke up, full productivity, haven’t eaten anything, just deep work for 5 hours straight almost with no breaks, no desire to go on youtube, feeling completely pissed off at living in conditions where I live
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Could you elaborate more on that, please?
Thanks.
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eh, that’s hard to explain
Like, the scripting of each sub pushes them in the same direction which might take away from other important things
I think the subs are just too different and LB isn’t a “supporting” sub in my case. Adding LB made me focus more on myself, my relationships, etc. while SB solo pushes me more into the money direction which is more important for me currently
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What’s the main difference between how SB is affecting you vs Emperor?
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Emperor made me more introspective, more focused on goals which also kind of turned me into a robot
Also on Emperor I realized that I’ve been in the “slave” mindset my whole life. By that, I mean, I didn’t do what I wanted and I did what I didn’t want. Don’t want to go to school - still go to school, don’t want to do homework - still did it.
On top of that, since I was 12 years old, I have always been trying self improving which included using lots of will power to workout, to do productive stuff, etc.
All of that has affected me a lot and made me unhappy, even though I made a lot of progress. It got to the point where I literally don’t want to do anything. No travelling, no celebrations, no nothing. I wasn’t depressed though, I just felt nothing. I always wanted money though lol
With Emperor I found strength to start changing that, to embrace “zero tolerance” mode - I stopped talking to people who made me feel bad, stopped tolerating insulting jokes, stopped doing what I don’t want to and got to the mindset where it’s not me, who is adapting to the world - rather, I am adapting the world to myself. The goal is to get enjoyment first, then self improvement will follow. In a few weeks I changed my life around and I started getting “pings” that I want to travel and do fun stuff - for what it feels like the first time in my life. I started enjoying my work more too. I’m slowly adopting more and more healthy habits but not through willpower but through enjoyment. I stopped working out completely for now but once I start again (once my nervous system rests I guess), I’ll start with minimal work and will leave the gym at the peak of enjoyment, no matter how much work I’ve done. I’m going slow but going for enjoyment and consistency
Now, to SB
It made me more productive than Emperor. The inner frame doesn’t feel as strong yet though
It helped with social fluency, lessened social anxiety and helped a lot with the work on trading bot due to cognitive enhancement
SB has also made me think that all my goals are within my reach. Almost as if the path had illuminated. I feel more energy, more clarity, visualization has gotten better.
I noticed it changed my speaking style too. It’s more assertive and simplistic
Haven’t had any deeper insights yet, still processing the Emperor’s stuff to be honest lol
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