Someone mentioned the idea of Inner Circle: Brotherhood recently, I think it’s a very needed title
I’m currently struggling with loneliness a bit. I don’t have any people in my real life that I can call friends and be myself with them. My current irl friends aren’t interested in self improvement, or overall just fixing their lives. Like, given the opportunity, they’d just play games all day and that’s it. The only person with the same mindset as mine is my girlfriend but I’m lacking male friends with whom I’d conquer the world together, lol.
I had 3 male friends but one stopped talking to me after his girlfriend forbid him (yeah) and the other one is a henpecked dude too who doesn’t even have any goals in life - we are just messaging each other occasionally and that’s it. And the third one is an old friend of mine, we talk occasionally but we have almost no common interests now
I don’t really know where to find a nice group of improvement oriented people in my city, unfortunately.
That’s my share of loneliness for now.
Now, to the positives
- I’m making a lot of progress on restoring my desires for active rest (travelling and such things). I’m currently sitting here and thinking that it would be great to get a car, take my girlfriend and just ride, without any direction - just seeing where we will end up. Completely unprepared trip into nowhere
- Getting a lot of cool business ideas. But not motivating enough for me to start working on them. I’m in the “zero tolerance” mode so if I don’t like even one small thing about a particular project, I’m not going to work on this project
- Developing my self awareness - how I feel, what I need to do to change my state, what’s the most optimal state for current task, etc.
- Deviating from the concept of “goals”, “plans”, etc. - Life is a journey and I will do I what want, without any “goals that I must achieve”. Sure I know the overall direction but how I get there - that’s the interesting part and I will focus on what I can do right now, right in this moment and not any further
That’s it for now