Thank you very much
I recently notice that I’m more often inclined to say fuck you. Most often only in my head, but still.
Whenever I feel annoyed or not appreciated, it turned into a reflex recently to just think FUCK YOU
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03.06.2025
Tuesday
Cycle 5
Listening Day 7
Grailbound 5:09 EE 5:10
Got quite a bit done today, but in the later evening, I somehow came to download one of these phone games where you direct soldiers left and right to multiply their strength etc. I guess 4h went down the drain.
Recently, I felt a bit like back on KB1. Like hit by a truck after waking up. Not by far as extreme as then, but still a similar feeling.
Now, I’m just rereading EEs Description, and what does it say?
We’ve taken inspiration from Khan Blacks Energy Scripting
Also, I’m kinda fucked up with helping others in here. Not people I have an established relationship with, or that are regulars in here. But I spent to much time and emotion into writing messages that aren’t appreciated. It’s better to invest my time more meaningful.
I just realize that this might be The Way of ROI scripting starting to work.
- I invest my time and emotion
- No positive feedback
- I look for a better ROI
This custom works wonderfully.
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Strange day today.
Yesterday I installed habitica. A gamified to do list and habit changing app. Wonderful and fun.
Today I felt a total freeze. Couldn’t get myself to do much. Didn’t even realize how fast the day went bye.
Everytime I looked at my to do list, I just shrugged it off and started reading something ony phone.
Might this be recon from EE? GB?
Is a sub working on something big so a breakthrough is immanent?
I hope so
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05.06.2025
Thursday
Cycle 5
Listening Day 8
Grailbound 5:10 KC 5:07
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Long day today.
Another appointment in the Jobcenter.
I needed to convince my case worker that I’d like to work more besides taking care of my grandmother.
Got some support from her in attempts to improve my job applications.
Another great innovation today was my mom got some frequency healing device from a friend.
I tried it out on some mild tooth ache I had sind yesterday. The pain got a lot stronger afterwards. When my mom tried it in some back pain, it got stronger as well. When I called her friend, she said it’s normal. It gets more intense before getting better. We’ll see.
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I’m curious is it a rife frequency machine?
I’m using some of these from a YouTube channel for tooth pain and other things and it works great, I felt my tooth pain reduce after just a minute, the sound isn’t so enjoyable but it still works on very low volume since it’s the frequency that works and not the sound.
Update: The toothache is completely gone. The last two days I wasn’t able to chew on the left side. Today, I can eat normally again.
I don’t think it uses ride frequencies.
It first scans your electromagnetic field and then adapts the frequencies to you.
It has 175 complexes built from over 1000 subprograms.
The complexes are rather complexly built from sometimes over 60 programs.
They often start with basics like life force activation and chakra activation then move to physical preparation until they reach the core programs of the complex like dental inflammation, root canal inflammation, paradontosis, etc before they end with detox programs for lymph, liver, blood, kidney etc.
It’s a very interesting device, and I think we’ll use 24/7 in our family.
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If you don’t mind me asking, what’s the name of the device?
07.06.2025
Thursday
Cycle 5
Listening Day 9
Grailbound 5:10 KC 5:09
I think I’m gonna pause EE for the rest of the cycles. That would make 7 loops of KC instead of 6. EE is gonna stay longtime anyways so replacing it once a will not be a big deal.
The question is still what will I replace EE in the next month?
Genesis: The Art of Happiness and Joy
Or
Revelation of Spirit
Logic says AoH. My heart says RoS.
Time to read AoHs sales copy again.
Ok. Just read the copy again.
Its strange. A part of me wants to use it, another part says “No, go straight for RoS”.
I think the happiness scripting might help finding the magic in life again. Watching nature, etc
It could be a sound first step towards RoS.
Also I’m using the Dental Program of the device atm. An hour after starting it I started heavy burping. I usually only have this reaction when I’m working deep with the subconscious, sometimes with subs. But now with this device as well.
Revelation of Spirit, brother let me tell you this is only day 2 and wow.
I didn’t feel the sub working at all so I ran another 5min this morning.
Holy cow have I been noticing synchronicities!!
I am more easily and naturally following my own inner flow of inspirations/actions which ends up putting me in what I can call a sort of ‘divine timing’, amazingly in sync with the reality unfolding around me.
This sub is unlike any other, if it works the way I’m starting to think it works, this sub is the most ‘true self aligning’ of all.
It’s in the title obviously…
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It’s Pentecost. What better reason to start with Revelation of Spirit in the coming cycle.
I’ve opened a ticket about the correct pronunciation of my name today and added my middle name. Once it’s safe that they have the proper Pronounciation in place I’ll order a name embedded major with Spiritual Reality Alignment.
Might be that I’ll need to wait with ordering so that it will arrive during the next cycle, but better safe than sorry.
I don’t have a problem with my first name pronounced in english, but adding my middle name adds a certain depths and it starts to feel different. At least with the proper pronunciation. With the English pronunciation instead it feels strange and it’s not the same.
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09.06.2025
Monday
Cycle 5
Listening Day 10
Grailbound 3:40 KC 10:02
Goal for Wednesday is 15 minutes KC
This night was shit.
Almost like on KB3.
Couldn’t sleep
Hot - Sweating - Cold
Birds keeping me awake since 4am
@CurlyGirl forgot the curtains so the moon was shining right on my pillow.
I needed to remove the sleeping mask because it caused immense sweating underneath.
Just like KB3 last year.
More sexual energy than my system can handle.
Perhaps I’ll spent some time on KB again after a few cycles of RoS.
Speaking of sexual energy, I feel strangely drawn to subs like sex mastery (after reading @Elme journal from 2019) and BDLM. Not directly for the sexual aspect but rather for the masculine healing. SM even states in the copy:
Sex Mastery ZP also contains significant scripting to address and dissolve the subconscious fears and faulty societal programming that people tend to hold regarding sexual interactions.
So maybe in-between RoS and KB?
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Yeah the Pre Q version was very good and it also had the Basic alpha script that was very good. For me the subs that have the X-weapon are the better because thry are very focused like a lens!! They manifest very fast and you can see clearly changes in a feew weeks!
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Shitty night again. Not as bad as the night before but still horrible.
So I will not repeat the mistake of listening to KC for more than 5 minutes.
I knew that Khan works with sexual energy, but this level I didn’t expect.
So I’ll have to run KB again before being able to use longer loops of KC.
Probably KB2 for the most. Building solid energetic structures for sexual energy.
So if I will start 3 cycles of RoS in July, followed by 3 months of BDLM or any other sexual healing sub, that would mean starting KB again next January.
Almost like a rhythm. Last year, I started with KB, this year with Khan, next year potentially wihlth KB again and then, the following year with Khan again?
I know I only scratched the surface with Khan yet. Still my reaction to the microloop of Ascendet Love showed what has changed underneath. So working 18 months until I return to Khan. Might happen.
This just limits my stack tremendously.
I’m committed to my Grailbound custom and to EE (and the custom I will build from it) for probably at least a year (including possible iterations).
That leaves one open slot.
And that is taken by RoS, BDLM (or SM, PN,…) and potentially KB.
Funny thing though, despite my stack being pretty fixed for the next year, I don’t feel to limited.
In the past I wanted to listen to all kinds of subs, the more the better.
Now there are a couple of subs that I know I would run with a fourth slot (Emperor, GLM, New Wanted OG, OG Alchemist), but my priorities grew so obvious, that I’m not even slightly tempted to add a fourth title on the side, as I did in the past.
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11.06.2025
Wednesday
Cycle 5
Listening Day 11
Grailbound 5:42 KC 4:10
Not willing to risk more than that of KC.
Btw. Wonders of life is already bringing Magick back into my life. Let’s see what RoS will add.
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Hey brother, I’m so looking forward to you starting RoS!
Combined with AS I’m literally getting all the answers for my life, the ones I had and the ones I didn’t know I had.
I’m writing on here to let you know specifically about the increased self-worth it’s bringing to me, it’s the most self worth I’ve ever felt in my life and it’s coming from very deep and wide, as in the more I feel in touch with this deeper self, the more the blocks to self-worth of my limited ego dissolve because I realise how big I really am and deserving of everything in existence since I am existence itself.
It’s the real deal and reshaping every relation I have to everything I want or desire to experience or have. It’s unlocking a deep mindset or inner state of abundance that I’m looking forward to see how it eventually manifests in the physical world.
Have a great day! 
🪽
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What device is it?
17.06.2025
Wednesday
Cycle 6
Listening Day 1
Grailbound 5:10 EE 5:08
Still no answer from Support on the pronounciation of my name ticket. So I’ll have to wait with ordering RoS + Spiritual Realignment.
Just keeping my long-term stack is fine as well.
A part of me wanted to run normal RoS, but it would be wasted money when I’ll have the name embedded version soon anyways.
Having some major insights about my struggles recently. How my struggles are related to emotions, circumstances etc.