Parsifals Khanquering of the Holy Grail in 2025

Journals - Custom Subliminals
#202

08.08.2025
Friday
Cycle 7
Listening Day 10
GB 15:00 EE 15:00

Time for full loops. I think I did some before.
I noticed some strange fears creeping in while listening.

The last couple of days were intense. Called 911 again for my mom. Brought her to the hospital the next day. Now we hope they manage to manage her blood pressure.
After all she’s now in a nephrologic wing and the chief physician is specialized on hypertonia.

On the bright side, whenever I drove my mom to a doctor or to the hospital we saw Angel numbers so frequently that it felt like the universe is bullshitting me.
Usually I see a couple of 777,111 or 444 on license plates whenever I’m driving for some time. Seeing 4-5 numbers is average.
But these times, I’ve seen up to 4 plates in a row.
More than 40 in 40 minutes on the road.
When we arrived at the hospital, next to my car was a 666, on the other side of my car as well. Walking to the entrance, there were 777,888,333 next to each other.
This isn’t normal.
Though I still don’t understand the message.
Is this RoS in action?

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#203

I wish the best for your mom, that sounds intense.

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#204

It’s Lion’s gate + full moon.

The veil between worlds is extra thin and everything is magnified

You’re definitely protected and supported.

Welcome to a truly magical reality.

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#206

10.08.2025
Sunday
Cycle 7
Listening Day 11
RoS 8:28

First things first. My mom’s finally a bit better. Let’s see how the next couple of days will unfold.

This night was shit. I felt like I overdosed on KB3 or K4 again. Hot, Cold, Problems falling asleep, woke early, woke up often.
But despite this, I was rather energetic today.

And I don’t know if it was the subs. There’s nothing energetic in my stack. EoG1, EE, RoS.
Might have been a combination of subs, a temperature increase and me worrying about my mom. Perhaps a sub triggered something in this combination.

Some part of me would love to run KB immediately, instead of RoS. To solve this energetic issues. Probably recon. RoS is working in something. I know it.

I somehow managed to forget that I usually only listen to 2 minutes of RoS normal plus ultrasound. I planned to double my listening time today. So four minutes of masked. Instead I doubled my total listening time…

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#207

No recon so far.

Yay.

I’ve watched an interesting video on German New Medicine today.
It delivered a solid explanation for my sweaty night the night before yesternight.
I experienced a severe shock when the doctors couldn’t help my mother at first and feared for her life. (And we all know how such a shock can lead to illness) And the good news on Sunday solved this issue and my body reacted with cold sweats.

A far better explanation than EoG1 or EE working on my sexual energetic system like KB or Khan.

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#208

I haven’t read through all your journal just yet but I am toying with the idea with a love bomb and glm custom

Partly inspired by the one you did with ascension

Might prove to be a brilliant foundational title

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#209

Yes.
I consider Ascension and GLM as two sides of the same medal. One focused on the interior, the other on the outside. Of course there are overlaps.
A part of me want to build a new Version of Ascendet Love once the update drops, another part says, take GLM instead…
We’ll see.

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#210

I don’t know if it’s RoS doing, or EoG1 or something not related to subs.

But these last couple of days my thoughts drift more often towards my future. Something I’ve never considered so intensely before.

I’m questioning everything in my life.
How will it turn out?
What do I really want?
What am I willing to sacrifice?
What do I need to do if I don’t want to sacrifice it?

Am I to comfortable to really take action?
Am I to stressed to really change things?
And @curlygirl has the tendency to notice these unexpressed thoughts, perhaps unconsciously, and… What is it,… at times it feels like rubbing salt in a wound. But it’s good. Unpleasant but necessary.

I’m torn. Having to choose between past and future, origin and telos.

Am I willing to sacrifice our future to take care of my grandmother and mother because I’m stuck without finding a job?
Certainly not!

Am I willing to abandon my family to start my own? That sounds cruel as well.

I need to find a solution to this paradox.

My fiancee often remarks that my family would be lost without me. They are totally overstrained with technology. Phones, Internet, computers…
My mom would be the typical example of believing she deleted the Internet. My uncle on the other hand wouldn’t even be able to do that.

But while they can afford a holiday, we’re usually stuck at home because we don’t have the money for a trip, not to speak of a serious vacation.

Then there’s the house. Estate might be more fitting. Big house, big garden, remodeled barn.
I don’t see us taking care of all of this.
Do I even want to?
But what would be the alternative?
Selling it?
Problematic. At least as long as anyone lives in it. It’s one huge complex and it’s impossible to sell a part, or even rent a part of it.

But I know I need to find a solution.
Before it’s to late.
For me, my fiancee, for our future.

I’ll guess I’ll have to add Singularities Paradox to my upcoming EE custom.

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#211

That’s definitely RoS. I had the same thoughts back then. It’s not easy to deal with.

It has helped me and still helps me to try to accept things that are beyond my control as they are. And on closer reflection, most things are beyond my control.

If my thoughts stray too much into the future or the past, I try to focus on the here and now as quickly as possible. I try to deal with problems in the here and now and not in advance with anxious thoughts. Sometimes I succeed, sometimes less so.

I also had to learn that there are problems that cannot be solved in the moment. They are beyond one’s control, and it does not seem to be the right time to solve them. In retrospect, many such problems resolved themselves, or circumstances arose in which a solution was suddenly possible. It is an art to recognize what one has control over in the moment and what one does not.

In any case, I wish you all much success and, above all, good health.

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#212

Day 3 of washout.

A few minutes ago I felt a deep sadness with a pinch of fear. I couldn’t tell what it was about.
But I decided to just feel it, notice and acknowledge it.
Then I felt a strong pressure in my solar plexus.
Suddenly I had to burp for a minute. Almost painfully.
Then it was over.
No I feel well again.

This burping often appears after doing some deep work, releasing trauma with hypnosis or other techniques. It’s rare with just subliminals.

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