Hey guys,
After going through years of refinement, transformation and shedding of the past. I am arrivong at a place of emptiness.
No entries in my calendar. Chosen aloneness. Decided not to contact any friends anymore to settle in my own being.
There is not much more pain me anymore but also not so much joy…the waves that I went through all my life are ebbing and ibarrove at a place of stillness. But with that comes a withdrawal of energy. Ally life i have been driven by lack. Now there is no more lack anymore. But i havent come to the place of ocerflowing abundace and passion.
I am standing in front of this blank canvas of my life an ask myself…what now?
Currently running a lovebomb and KB4 custom…maybe this post is allready the process of igniting my inner flame…
But if bot…what has helped you to find that firenibside of you? Not talking about joy and hapiness but something deeper. Something from the groins and the belly…but saying this…i guess this is KB at its work and i am in the middle of the crucible