Did you just have a major detox?
At the beginning of March I started to take colloids. Mostly silver which has a strong detox effect, killing bad bacteria, parasites, etc. two days later I had the strangest cold ever.
Have you tried drinking ozonated water to decrease detox symptoms?
Tbh, never heard of it. But since my cold is gone, I didn’t feel any detox symptoms anymore.
This day was different.
Went to work at 7am, came back home at noon. After a nap (4pm). I started to be productive.
I ordered a little pocketbock to collect to dos that was delivered today. So I can now safe everything on an external hard drive. Whatever task is mentioned, I’ll just write it down.
And this afternoon it worked fabulously.
I cleaned up our living room, vacuumed it, tidied a cupboard in our sleeping room, and a lot of small stuff, like ordering the tasks for the next couple of days, since I noticed a long list containing everything is still overwhelming.
So I definitely feel the energy scripting, I notice and use time already better, I can activate execution mode much easier. Even getting up after a short break is now easier (sometimes a short break to relax turned into 2h).
I’ll definitely have to reread EEs copy again, but that’s just the first day I notice a difference.
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21.03.2025
Sunday
Cycle 3
Listening Day 3
Emperor: The Executive 8:50 EoG1MT 10:00 TR 2:00
Unproductive day. It’s a regular problem with Sundays. No structure, to much chilling.
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26.03.2025
Wednesday
Cycle 3
Listening Day 4
EE 15:00 TR 5:00
29.03.2025
Saturday
Cycle 3
Listening Day 5
EE 3:00 TR 4:00
Decided to run shorter loops.
Just to try if I get more immediate results.
01.04.2025
Tuesday
Cycle 3
Listening Day 6
EE 3:00 EoG1+MT 6:06
06.04.2025
Sunday
Cycle 3
Listening Day 7
EE 3:00 TR 3:01
08.04.2025
Tuesday
Cycle 3
Listening Day 8
EE 3:00 EoG1 + MT 3:06
Managed to listen according to schedule, not almost a week between listening days .
A part of me wants to run Emperor again. But I’m in the middle of a Khan run, and I’ve promised myself I won’t stop until I finish Stage 4. Maybe things are shifting under the surface—Stage 2 feels quiet, but that doesn’t necessarily mean nothing’s happening. The changes might be subtle or internal, only surfacing when the time is right, or they are so smooth I can’t simply notice them. I’m looking forward to Stage 3 and hoping for more tangible results.
Finding out my teacher was right about me having ADHD changed everything. Right now, I feel caught in an in-between space.
As for work, I know a sales job wouldn’t suit me just now —my brain just can’t handle boring, repetitive tasks. Surprisingly, I’m okay with my gas station job. Sure, it’s low-wage and not glamorous, but it keeps me accountable: if I don’t do something, I still have to finish it later, unpaid. That pressure helps. A similar job with slightly better conditions might be a good next step. I saw a local bakery hiring—basically the same work, just without selling gas, alcohol, or cigarettes. Losing the latter two is a bonus; ID checks are a hassle, and if I should sell to a minor by accident I loose have a months pay for the fine.
From what I’ve seen online, ADHD medication could be a game-changer—like turning a game from hard mode to easy. But the wait for a diagnosis in Germany is insane: 6 months to 2 years. That’s enough to paralyze me into inaction. Private options exist, but we’re talking 500€, plus another 200€ for travel. My dad might support me financially, but even calling him feels like a mountain.
On the subliminal side, Emperor’s Executive has shown promising results—nothing huge yet, but it’s early. Maybe that’s what’s drawing me back to OG Emperor: that unique, commanding energy EE hints at. When I paused Emperor over a year ago, I told myself I’d return.
One thing I miss from Emperor is the push to work out. With Khan, I tried once, got sore for a week, and never picked it back up. The enthusiasm was gone. With Emperor, the drive was consistent.
Still, this craving might just be TR recon. I listened to it yesterday, and now I want to switch subs… maybe it’s time to increase my listening time from 3 to 5 minutes again.
Just counted. 8 listening days with a total exposure of 61:07 minutes of Emperor Executive.
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10.04.2025
Thursday
Cycle 3
Listening Day 9
EE 6:18
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13.04.2025
Sunday
Cycle 3
Listening Day 10
EE 4:21 TR 6:00
15.04.2025
Tuesday
Cycle 3
Listening Day 11
EE 6:38 EoG1:MT 7:00
I just remembered a thought from last year.
Running subs in blind believe.
Not questioning their effectiveness.
Believing they’re working even if I don’t see results.
I noticed that I’ve become to eager for results. That’s why I’ve lost the patience and possibly changed subs more often than I should have.
There were always good reasons when I started a new title. Sometimes I put to much weight on others recommendations even when I didn’t feel it myself.
All it led to was no to slow results (with some subs).
I think everyone knows the feeling when a sub drops and reading the description you realize it’s the perfect sub for your need.
I knew this with EE a few days after finding out about my ADHD. It was the puzzle piece SC was offering to contribute to a solution for my challenges.
I know that I will run EE long time. Possibly EoG as well. Just stage 1, religiously. After I finish my Khan run, I dont know what will happen. Will I find satisfaction in running Khan till stage 4? Will I switch to Emperor again? Will I try Wanted OG if gets updated?
On another note, after the late shift yesterday, I barely slept until 5 when I decided to get up. Only a short nap in the afternoon before heading to work again. Now sleep is taking over while writing. Annoying and welcome at the same time.
21.04.2025
Tuesday
Cycle 4
Listening Day 1
EE 15:00 TA 7:30
Told my subconscious to ping me as usual, but there was only one ping with TA rather late for a first loop.
25.04.2025
Tuesday
Cycle 4
Listening Day 2
EE 13:45 EoG:MT 12:12
3 days in-between listening days.
Seems like I needed a few days for processing.
And again long loops which might turn into more processing days.
Half an hour after listening I started to get a mild headache.
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27.04.2025
Sunday
Cycle 4
Listening Day 3
EE 4:00 TA 4:00
29.04.2025
Tuesday
Cycle 4
Listening Day 4
EE 4:00 EoG:MT 2:00
Decided consciously for shorter loops.
First, I want faster results.
Secondly, I had a couple of days of real bad sleep. Like falling asleep at 5am, and sleeping only 4 hours in total.
I don’t claim it was caused by the subs, but considering others having trouble with sleeping due to overexposure in EE, I’m not willing to risk it.
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On another note, there were two major things I noticed.
Firstly, I noticed Eog1 showing its effects. The way I think about money changed.
When I thought about my old and worn T-shirts and my lack of money to buy new ones, I realized that with the money I use to pay my fiancées bills, I could buy more than enough new clothes every month to renew my wardrobe in a matter of months.
I’m not complaining about that. But rather that a second income would elevate our lifestyle tremendously. And not only that. It’s the first time I have this much money.
Not at one point of my earlier life would I have been able to help out my fiancee or spent such an amount.
Also, I’m considering a new job. For a year now, I was without prospects. But now I realized, that even while caring for my grandmother, I can get a job in retail with more hours than at the gas station. Shops all over the area are looking for new people. And I’d guess there are enough complying with my restricted availability.
I considered a bakery. But I’m planing to start a meat based diet soon, so a butchery would probably be better.
Also I renegotiated my payment plan for my coaching training. I now only pay half of what I used to pay. So even more money available. Short term. But you need to life. A little at least.
Secondly, I noticed an upgrade in my executive function.
Might be the combination of Total Action and EE.
After I finished the renegotiations I imedeately set up all future transfers, so I will not fuck this up. As long as theres money on my account, the transfers will be done automatically until I paid every last dime. This was kind of a pain in the ass, since I needed to create 21 seperate transfers with individual transfers with the invoice numbers, but I pulled through.
Same today. I needed to write a letter for our health assurance. I did it imediately. It felt like a bodily pain, but I finished nevertheless. I train to recondition myself to not fear this pain anymore. To work despite the pain. To see change because of the pain.
To lead a happy life because of the pain.
01.05.2025
Thursday
Cycle 4
Listening Day 5
EE 4:00 EoG:MT 4:00
03.05.2025
Saturday
Cycle 4
Listening Day 6
EE 4:00 TA 4:00
06.05.2025
Tuesday
Cycle 4
Listening Day 7
EE 4:00 EoG:MT 4:00
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Listened to 30 seconds of Ascendet Love yesterday.
Boy, what a ride.
I need to return to this custom once Ascension is upgraded. I was in so much emotional turmoil yesterday. Combined with my fiancées PMs, that kicked in sooner than expected, my RSD got triggered extremely.
But it showed me that I AM ATMAN still has a lot to work on.
I also listened to Abundance Architect for a few seconds and Debt Annihilatior or perhaps cosmic navigator shone.
I had a conversation with one of my regulars yesterday evening and it was very enlightening.
She gave me the internetadress of an service that helps getting an appointment with a specialist much faster.
Then she also told me that due to a change in regulations, we don’t need to take an official nursing service to get the money from my grandmother’s nursing assurance, but its possible to pay a family friend. That way we could pay someone 25€/hour for helping with household chores, which is a rather good pay, instead of paying the nursing service 28€ for 15 minutes.
So we could get 10h a month instead of 2h.
She also gave me a few tips on possible jobs that pay much better and share the flexibility of my current job.
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