After the 2 minute loop of RoS yesterday, I feel some weird pressure/tightness around the solar plexus today.
It was so intense, that I decided to play Thronebreaker (Witchers Gwent Game) for 2h straight. Normally I play only 10-15 minutes straight, which is a huge improvement for me, since I was sucked into games pretty fast in the past and didn’t notice time anymore.
Now, this is usually different and when I feel like gaming, this thirst stops after a short period.
But today…
Something is set in motion, but I can’t really tell what exactly is happening.
I don’t have these strong and clear experiences like @soulfire or @anon218893. Yet?
We’ll see. But I trust RoS will work wonders, even if it takes some time.
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@Parsifal On RoS the journey will be unique for everyone using it. I suggest you to not deduct what will happen from other’s experiences.
It doesn’t work like the other titles where you can expect a certain experience or change in a certain time frame.
It’s in a league on its own in that regard.
Also the experiences could be highly different from one day to another.
Enjoy the ride👍
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This reaction totally makes sense, if I look at my goals for RoS.
I was deeply spiritual my whole life, studying theology and the great mystics, even considering joining a contemplative monastery.
Until I found out that it’s not my way afterall. Which lead to a burnout and a serious depression for years, with suicidal phases.
I still feel held back by this fear for my life whenever I want to dive deeper into my spirituality again.
So this tightness in the solar plexus area, that feels kinda like fear, makes a lot of sense.
I think I need to work through this fear first, before I can go deeper again.
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@SaintSovereign
I think this might be anti recon scripting from my EoG1+ EAR-Module custom I’m also running.
I think this is the first time I’m making the connection to the cause of the recon so fast.
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Hey man sorry couldn’t answer earlier I was banned for two weeks, it’s lifted now just logged back in today, nice to hear you started RoS, it’s definitely stirring things profoundly and works unlike any other sub since the objective is stirring your ego in one direction only: who you are on a deeper level beyond ego.
Take it easy and let it flow, I’m looking forward to your experience.
Peace my brother in Spirit 
25.07.2025
Friday
Cycle 7
Listening Day 3
RoS+SRA 2:00 + 2:03 in Ultra Sonic
Today I felt bulldozed after waking up.
Though I can’t tell for sure if it was a result from RoS or still a consequence of drinking to much and sleeping to less the night before at our annual church choir summer party.
But it felt like back on KB1 just without the aching.
But a definite results from RoS is Bonerpain.
Since starting RoS I wake up a couple of times every night when I turn around and my boner gets bend to the side.
I have morning wood regularly (a couple of days every week), since I started my SC journey and dropped PMO, but I never noticed it during night.
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27.07.2025
Sunday
Cycle 7
Listening Day 4
GB 7:30 EE 4:00
Started writing some erotica set in a monastery.
@CurlyGirl suggested it might be connected to RoS, since there’s a strong connection between sexuality and spirituality. Especially in my case. Not only the boner pain since starting RoS but also my strict Catholic past where I was taught sexual impulses are evil.
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29.07.2025
Tuesday
Cycle 7
Listening Day 5
RoS 2:00 RoS-US 2:00
Using stereo mode again.
Last two days were much more active than the weeks before. I think this might be a good sign that EE is still very, very necessary to overcome my ADHD sluggishness.
Started to plan a short trip with @Curlygirl. If this works out, we have our first trip, staying overnight, since we moved to my family, besides educational trips.
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31.07.2025
Thursday
Cycle 7
Listening Day 6
GB 3:40 EE 3:01
I’m asking myself if I’m cutting myself short by limiting myself to loops so short, or if it’s the best for my development?
Though I have to say since reintroducing EE my productivity is back up again.
Mornings are still slow, but gaining traction.
Also AI Whisperer starts to shine again. I’m using ChatGPt with a text production ai in tandem and the results are simply great.
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Shorter loops are really great, you’re not missing anything.
I’m running RoS and LB and I used to run anywhere between 5min to 15min but since I dropped each to 2-3min loops, recon happens much faster and results show up quicker and are more seamless.
I used to enjoy heavier recon and deeper work with subs but I recently chose to settle for experiencing more positive momentum and softer integration and the results are actually much greater.
The sweet spot I discovered is where there is the least difference in the feeling of processing input between listening days and non listening days.
Listening just enough that I almost don’t feel the processing of the sub in my head and nervous system, where the input is just enough to create a gentle nudge that ends up integrating more naturally.
More gentleness with less input load tightens the gap between what I already am and what I can become, so the jump in growth is easier, smoother, more natural and the new expanded sense of self settles in faster and deeper.
PS: props to @Sub.Zero for insisting on the sweet spot and low recon subject
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02.08.2025
Sarurday
Cycle 7
Listening Day 7
RoS 2:16 RoSUS 2:00
As I mentioned above, I’m using two AIs for text production. Erotica to be specific.
Only this time it’s not smut or pornography.
It’s rather a deep reflection on sensuality, on sexual stigma and shedding these layers of trauma built around sexuality.
I’ve wrote 4 chapters and only one erotic scene happened so far. The rest was just building the inner world of the protagonist. The struggle with the self image, with taboo, desire, love.
At the same time I’m still working through my sexual Phantasies. Getting to know them, acknowledging them, understanding them and their origins.
Can this be the doing of Revelation of Spirit?
@SaintSovereign
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04.08.2025
Monday
Cycle 7
Listening Day 3
GB 3:00 EE 4:00
06.08.2025
Wednesday
Cycle 7
Listening Day 9
RoS 5:22 RoS US 3:00
Totally forgot the time while listening.
Let’s see how it plays out.
But I was planning to add a longer loop anyways every cycle or so. If I don’t feel major recon, maybe I’ll add an even longer loop at day 11.
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08.08.2025
Friday
Cycle 7
Listening Day 10
GB 15:00 EE 15:00
Time for full loops. I think I did some before.
I noticed some strange fears creeping in while listening.
The last couple of days were intense. Called 911 again for my mom. Brought her to the hospital the next day. Now we hope they manage to manage her blood pressure.
After all she’s now in a nephrologic wing and the chief physician is specialized on hypertonia.
On the bright side, whenever I drove my mom to a doctor or to the hospital we saw Angel numbers so frequently that it felt like the universe is bullshitting me.
Usually I see a couple of 777,111 or 444 on license plates whenever I’m driving for some time. Seeing 4-5 numbers is average.
But these times, I’ve seen up to 4 plates in a row.
More than 40 in 40 minutes on the road.
When we arrived at the hospital, next to my car was a 666, on the other side of my car as well. Walking to the entrance, there were 777,888,333 next to each other.
This isn’t normal.
Though I still don’t understand the message.
Is this RoS in action?
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I wish the best for your mom, that sounds intense.
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It’s Lion’s gate + full moon.
The veil between worlds is extra thin and everything is magnified
You’re definitely protected and supported.
Welcome to a truly magical reality.
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10.08.2025
Sunday
Cycle 7
Listening Day 11
RoS 8:28
First things first. My mom’s finally a bit better. Let’s see how the next couple of days will unfold.
This night was shit. I felt like I overdosed on KB3 or K4 again. Hot, Cold, Problems falling asleep, woke early, woke up often.
But despite this, I was rather energetic today.
And I don’t know if it was the subs. There’s nothing energetic in my stack. EoG1, EE, RoS.
Might have been a combination of subs, a temperature increase and me worrying about my mom. Perhaps a sub triggered something in this combination.
Some part of me would love to run KB immediately, instead of RoS. To solve this energetic issues. Probably recon. RoS is working in something. I know it.
I somehow managed to forget that I usually only listen to 2 minutes of RoS normal plus ultrasound. I planned to double my listening time today. So four minutes of masked. Instead I doubled my total listening time…
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No recon so far.
Yay.
I’ve watched an interesting video on German New Medicine today.
It delivered a solid explanation for my sweaty night the night before yesternight.
I experienced a severe shock when the doctors couldn’t help my mother at first and feared for her life. (And we all know how such a shock can lead to illness) And the good news on Sunday solved this issue and my body reacted with cold sweats.
A far better explanation than EoG1 or EE working on my sexual energetic system like KB or Khan.
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I haven’t read through all your journal just yet but I am toying with the idea with a love bomb and glm custom
Partly inspired by the one you did with ascension
Might prove to be a brilliant foundational title
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