Nah. Great way to lose a job
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fair enough, next week I’m ending therapy with my psychologist and going for it, but I guess work is different, financial stability is much scarier to lose
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On washout starting yesterday.
I realize that EB really lit a fire under me ass last month. then throw in the other 4 titles from stack and wow.
Got a lot done.
Productivity/Creativity bloom in full swing today.
A few years back, I bought a product from a marketer. Basically seminar notes from a marketing summit thing.
I used numbered email forwarders for everything I sign up for or buy. So I know who sells my info.
At some point I started getting tons of spam to the address I used. So of course I got pissed at the dude for selling my shit. Taken me years to get to the point of “Maybe it was an honest mistake or leak”. whatever.
I just set up an email rule/filter to delete anything to that email address once it seemed obvious dude wasn’t sending anything anymore.
Today, I set up a system (not sure why, but for fun and learning maybe), so that any emails to that address of mine that aren’t from dude or his stuff, my email server responds back to them with a simple line “Stop spammng me mutherfucker”
Anything he sends will pass right on through to me.
I feel accomplished.
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I’m back on a stack:
Primal Nights
Juice Bomb (a.k.a. RotNW)
Love Bomb
Rotating those through my usual (for now) 7 mins, 5 mins, 3 mins pattern
Each sub day ends with 1 minute of my S&SX/BDLM custom.
Ran it this morning while walking in to work (The Silver Draggin is out of commission until I get some $ for tools).
Ran it again this afternoon whilst waiting at the grocery store by work for a ride share pickup.
I did notice at work that after my first run, I was way more quiet than usual. I felt more powerful somehow. I walked slower. And a cute lady at work (a manager, but not my manager) seemed to be side-eyeing me as I walked through the office.
Overall quick results/noticing.
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Read this one with the same author, Disrupting Sacred Cows: Navigating and Profiting in the New Economy.
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Day 3:
Love Bomb 7
nectar 5
Primal Nights 3
IB 1
ran it at the bus stop. it ended right as the bus arrived.
not even 5 mins into the bus trip, I got hit with a sudden mix of Euphoria, Optimism, and overall feeling happy af. Recon yes. But the good kind.
When I got to the office, the manager I mentioned before was super talkative. She’s nice anyway, but seemed over-the-top bubbly nice today. Fun interaction. Not flirting as far as I can tell.
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Free Gifts!
My manager (Actually my supervisor’s boss) came in to the office today. She works remotely most often since she lives like an hour away.
Had to come in and brought up a pack of Red Vines. Feels bad I’m the only one from our team left working in the office (One guit, another moved to working from home).
Unexpected treats. woo.
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Awesome, glad you went with it.
Maybe she wanted to manage the juice.
Maybe she wants to manage the j-
“Had to.”
She made an excuse to come in 'cuz she heard about the juice bomb through the grape vine.
I’m done.
LB seems to have activated for you pretty quickly, which others including myself have noticed.
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She’s not into guys
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Yesterday was rest day.
Most of the I felt a weird sort of “electricity” or “tingle” at my crown. Like it was trying to get out.
First time feeling that on a sub.
I changed up the stack a bit starting today.
3 mins each of HS, IrresistiBILL, Love Bomb, PN and Juice Bomb.
feeling the same electricity but it’s more square on top of my head. nowhere near as intense.
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The car is operational again. The Silver Draggin is once again the Silver Dragon.
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I was sitting in the recliner in the hotel room. And imagining the cute manager at work being submissive. Wanting to please me. Just imagining her on her knees begging to extract. So that was fun.
The interesting part is my brain ran with that and basically told me to run Wanted Black and Sex Mastery X to make that happen.
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So. Before bed. I ran WB, SMX and IB (added IB for the S&S X skill building part)
10 mins each. While watching a Miles Becker video or two.
But when I first started listening, it was eyes closed and feeling like how I felt in that vision in the recliner. Feeling a dominant “daddy”(?) vibe.
Once the stack and vids were done, I headed to sleep.
No dreams I recall.
Came into the office this morning. And she’s wearing a tight sexy pink skirt.
Normally I’d admire it but it say anything. HR lawsuits and shit abound these days.
But I just said “I like the pink. Looks good on you”
She smiled. “Thanks!”
Nothing too serious. Just buy something I’d usually say out loud at work.
At least she isn’t MY manager lol
Felt good to say it though. Liberating.
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Here in the office. I was going to get water in my bottles I have. I have 2. So held one in each arm. And puffed my arms out slightly like dudes to to be funny. As if carrying all this muscle that the arms can’t go down fully lol
Anyway. Just being goofy. As I went past her office, she saw and started laughing and playing with her hair.
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I’ve noticed that that my voice is deeper. It kinda as if only the sales page for WB mentions voice effects. Not so for S&SX or SMX.
So yeah. WB kicks.
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I changed up my approach a bit.
M1-Mondays
M2-Wednesdays
M3-Fridays
I forgot to run my Monday stack today until about an hour before everyone else was set to leave the office.
Today’s stack is Khan ST1, Heartsong, IB. 10 mins each
Within minutes if running it, office girl started acting more feminine again.
Fun
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Mondays
Khan1
Heartsong
IB
Wednesdays
Sex Mastery
Divine Diamond
BDLM
Fridays
RM:UW
ASBR
Nouveau R.I.C.H.
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